Scene: At home.

There are two cards on the coffee table in the living room.

When my husband saw me open the door and come in, he held up one of the cards: "Look, my son's cards are ready."

While playing cards, commenting on the Spring Festival Gala program is a reserved program for three people.

His eyelids were swollen and he sat on the sofa as if he were falling apart: "Don't don't, don't fight."

The corners of my mouth drooped slightly, I shook off my husband's hand and sat down on the sofa with my ass.

Pick up your phone and type the word "cancer" in the inquiry system.

Jump out of a barrage of doctor-in-chief questions.

Then enter the words of the cancer treatment example, a paragraph of font pops up, click to read, and the general content is:

"She is a daughter, her father has cancer, she uses ai jiu to treat her father, and slowly recovers."

Coincidentally, her father's illness was of the same type as her father's.

With a burst of joy, he held up the phone to his husband and let him see it.

My husband took a general look: "That's okay, right?" It's okay to watch the Spring Festival Gala."

Snatch the phone from my hand and place it on the coffee table.

Try your best not to let them lose their fun, accompany them to see more than 10 o'clock, and their eyes are really tired.

I got up, took a shower, went to bed, and went to sleep.

After lying down for about 10 minutes, my heart shook and I woke up:

Will my father's fried dinner cause blockage in the body, and will it burst after blocking?

Mom's eyes are not good, and if something happens to her father, she can't make a call.

Do you want to call your dad now?。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

"Husband, husband... I sat up from the bed and called my husband, who was watching the Spring Festival Gala, to come over.

"Huh? ... What's the matter?" my husband asked me when he came into the room.

"Let's call my dad, he ate fried rice cakes for dinner, the rice cakes are inherently indigestible, or fried, what if his intestines explode?"

"Do you want to wake him up, take him to the hospital now," I asked my husband anxiously.

"meI mei, look, what time is it? 11 o'clock! My husband picked up his phone from the bedside table and put it in my eyes.

"Sleep well! They must be asleep now, and you're calling them now to wake them up, and they're resting? ”

"Sleep, it's okay" held my neck and asked me to lie down, kissed me on the forehead, turned off the light and continued to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

"Husband, husband," I got up and shouted.

"Well," my husband came in with a TV in his hand, "go to bed early, I'll pick up your dad tomorrow"

"But I can't sleep"

"Turn the lights on," I shouted to my husband.

"Good, good"

"Then look at the red envelope, maybe someone will send you a red envelope" My husband squeezed his eyes at me.

"P" replied, and it really looked like the group.

Most of the groups are "Wish a happy New Year, make a fortune in the New Year" and the like, copying and pasting homophonic blessings.

In previous years, I was not interested in copying and pasting blessing words, and I was even a little bored.

Today, I envy the people behind the blessing message, they don't have the same health concerns about their parents at this moment as I do, at least they don't count how many days my father has left.

Tired and lying down, the lights are on.

I was always worried about my father's pancreas, gallbladder, and lumps, and I woke up 2-3 times in the middle of the night.

English song mobile phone ringtone remembers... Yesterday the phone was not turned off. The screen shows 5.30

"Dad" is Dad's phone.

Last night, I thought that my father would call early, but I didn't expect it to be like this.

"Ah Jun, what time will you pick it up?" Every time my dad called me, he used the same tone as a little doll on the phone.

"Oh, 7 o'clock?" I tried to ask, and I wanted to squint for a while, I had insomnia last night, and now I just fell asleep.

"Early," Dad urged me.

I can't sleep, I don't dare to sleep. Keep your eyes open. I like to sleep in, and it takes courage to get up at this point.

My husband wanted to cook some rice balls for me, but I stopped him.

This year, I don't care about the meaning of the New Year.

I poured a cup of hot water, took two slices of soda biscuits, and sat down on the dining table and hurriedly nibbled on them.

The road was empty, and there were basically no cars on the way to the parents' community.

But I don't dare to drive fast, everything is waiting for me:

Daddy's eyes;

My mother's diabetic sequelae are blind;

My father-in-law has undergone surgery for a brain tumor or opened a lung.

Mother-in-law's tracheitis...

Along the way, my mind was full of everything, and the left side of my head was a little swollen and painful.

When it was almost there, call Dad and ask him to get to the intersection.

Scenario:

At the corner of the woods in the community. Dad walked out, carrying a canvas bag in his right hand and his half-blind mother with his right hand.

"Thank you for your hard work, Ah Jun" Dad helped Mom to sit down and told me.

"Haha," I pretended to laugh happily.

"Half a year at most" yesterday the doctor's words woke me up.

Luckily, I learned to drive before.

There is a chance to be alone with my parents.

I don't know how many times my dad can sit.

How to arrange my mother in the future.

"Dad, sit down," he said softly to his father.

Tears swirled in his eyes.

Along the way, my father was saying that my mother got up in the middle of the night to rub her feet.

"It's so cold on my feet, I'm freezing to the bones," my mother repeated all the way about her cold feet.

Scene: Municipal People's Hospital

7:30 a.m. on New Year's Day.

There are not many outpatients in the hospital.

Emergency room staff wear hooded and mirrored gowns with two lake blue stripes on the left and right.

"Dad, let's not go in the emergency room, now the news says there is a feeling" I stepped forward and tried my best to lower my voice and gently persuade my father, who might have a temper tantrum at any time.

Without looking back, he walked briskly to the emergency room, and his father, who refused to wear a mask, drooped his face.

"Mom, Mom, walk this way" I grabbed my half-blind mother, who also refused to wear a mask, and walked from the periphery of the emergency room to the staircase of the inpatient department, and met my father, who still had a straight face.

On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, there were not many people at the staircase, and the family members, patients, and medical staff of the patients waiting for the stairs were already wearing masks for protection.

11th floor inpatient department.

"3-bed Xiao Huiqing's hospitalization go and handle it," a nurse shouted at the door,

"Yesterday, Dr. Zhang had already booked a bed with us, and it was in bed No. 3"

Dr. Zhang told me about it on WeChat last night.

I went downstairs to pay the deposit, and went back to the 11th floor after completing the hospitalization procedures.

The nurse brought the instruments and came to give the injection to my father.

A needle at least three inches long in the tray. "After this injection, I will stay in the ward for four hours for observation."

The nurse gave clear instructions as she kept preparing the instruments with her hands.

"Oh," I replied.

Dad sniffed and looked at me,

"Ah Jun, you haven't eaten breakfast yet, you go back to eat first, and come to pick us up in the afternoon"

The father who was bluffing his face softened at some point.

"Don't worry, I'll talk about it later" I looked at my dad with a look of pity, my cheeks were sore and tears were rolling in my eyes.

The injection will be completed in a few moments, but it will take 3-4 hours.

I moved a boxy stool and sat at the window.

My head started to get dizzy, and I wonder if I missed breakfast and had low blood sugar.

Could it be caused by high LDL protein, the unit physical examination has just been checked for 2 months, and the LDL is 5.6.

It could also be caused by not sleeping well yesterday.

Looking out the window, a few patients or family members downstairs were walking in the hospital.

"Ah Jun, go back, I'll sleep here for a while," my father called me.

My mother's eyes were wide open, identifying my location.

Envy other patients for my father.

When people are sick, they are taken care of by their families, but my dad still has to drag his half-blind mother to do without him.

When you're sick, you have to bring a canvas bag: mom's insulin, eye drops.

When I was sick, I had to endure my mother getting up in the middle of the night every day to rub her feet and affect my sleep.

The mother had eyes that barely saw enough, like a newborn baby, without any ability to survive.

Tears are rolling.

"Mom, I'll teach you a few movements and practice your eyes, right?" Turning to my mother, I can't hold back my worries and pains.

"Old woman, you can practice, practice with the boss", the father told the mother in an intimate tone.

"My fundus plate is broken, and I have had two surgeries, so it's useless," replied my mother, who always wanted to worry, was lazy, and had to quibble and refuse at all times.

"Old woman, listen to Ah Jun, try it" The father, who has always been helpless for his blind mother, is also asking.

"Oh, how can I do it", my mother leaned over to me to sniff out the amplitude of her movements.

The index finger of the right hand is in front of the eye, from left to right and from left to right;

Then stroke from top to bottom, top to bottom, and follow the direction of your index finger.

Actually, I don't know if these actions are right.

Running, dumbbells, and barbells can strengthen the muscles of the body.

Eye muscles: Strengthening orbital muscles is probably good for the eyes.

What else can be done?

Is it difficult for the doctor to wash my mother's eyeballs? There won't be this technology, right?

Mess.

Mom was still in a state of widening her eyes in the white mist, leaning close to her fingers and sniffing the movements.

Even I, her daughter's date of birth, my mother who hasn't been in school for 2 years, can you expect her to use your exercise movements to reverse her half-blind vision?

As I raised my voice over and over again, my father finally spoke to persuade me: "Ah Jun, let her be, for your mother, you can only be so-so."

"Hehehe," Dad smiled awkwardly.

"Go back, and come here with peace of mind after eating. Don't worry, your mother and I can sleep here."

"I'll go to the cafeteria with your mother to buy something to eat for lunch."

My stomach "growled" twice, and I didn't eat breakfast, and when it was time for lunch, I woke up hungry.

"Then don't go far, go back to the ward after eating, and come to pick you up after eating"

I looked at my father, then at my mother, and walked out of the ward to go home to eat and fill my stomach.

The first day of the Lunar New Year in 2020.

It made me understand that there are no holidays when you are sick.

Scene: At noon on the first day of the new year, at home.

Alcohol disinfection outside the door, open the door to the home.

My husband is washing vegetables: spinach, greens.

Steaming on the gas stove steamer: bacon meat,

Cooked pork ears and pork liver are what I like to eat on weekdays.

"Wash your hands and get ready to eat," my husband called me.

"Eat more, eat to have strength", my husband sandwiched two pieces of pork liver and dipped them in sesame soy sauce and put them on my rice bowl.

"Don't, don't eat, I'll tell you, I'm a vegetarian" I roared inexplicably.

"How do I know you're a vegetarian?" The husband looked aggrieved, and the son was eating in a sullen voice, not daring to make a sound.

Tears flowed before they spoke.

Put down the dishes and chopsticks, run to the living room and sit on the sofa.

I even envy my husband, although my father-in-law, my husband and his father have undergone two major surgeries, their feet are not very dexterous, and they can't speak completely. But he can at least go downstairs alone, go to the park to exercise alone, and even go to play cards alone.

My mother-in-law, my husband and his mother, although they often eat a lot of pills every day, can use braised broth to pour rice, and can have the strength to quarrel with my father-in-law.

Neither my husband nor his parents are in danger of life.

"It's not your own business, of course you don't care", when my husband came to persuade me, I roared.

"Can you be reasonable, isn't your business my business?"

"Shall we have a good meal at home? If two meals are not good and the body can't bear it, come. "My husband carried me to the table.

Knowing that I was wrong, I sat down on the dining chair along with my husband and picked up the rice bowl.

Sandwich the pork liver slices that you like to eat on weekdays into your husband's bowl, and take the salted meat bowl away.

He is only willing to eat vegetables, chews vegetables in his mouth, and his mind is full of his father who supports his stomach with his hands.