Yu Fei saw the letter like a face, I remember the first time we met, it was very cold that winter, I followed my parents to move to this town, the moment I got off the bus, the cold wind was cold, the sky was still drifting with snowflakes, looking at the town in front of me was full of strangers, strange houses, strange streets, strange people looked up and down our family. My parents carried some household items at home, while I carried my own school bag and a bear doll that accompanied me. I was dazed and overwhelmed, and my family was slowly moving through our new home, when I was only eight years old, and everything had to be adjusted to for me, and I left my familiar environment, my familiar home, and came to this place.

When I was still restless in this strange environment, I saw a big and a small one coming from afar, yes, that's right, you and your father walked towards us against the wind and snow, and your father took the initiative to greet my parents, and when he saw me, he was surprised and said, "The little girls have grown so big!" "Then I helped my parents carry the luggage, I looked at you, you walked in front of me, didn't say anything, took my hand and followed the footsteps of adults to the new home, we were still young at the time, you may have listened to your father's words, to hold my hand to the new home, but for me I feel that I have a sense of security, this feeling starts from you holding my hand, as if there is someone who can lead me forward, can protect me from the wind and rain.

After we got home, your mother cooked the meal, my new home was next door to your house, our two families sat together and ate your mother's cooking, the adults were chatting about the changes and mental journey over the years, and I lowered my head, my eyes looked at you from time to time, but I was really nervous, suddenly you gave me a chicken leg, I looked up at you, you told me not to be afraid, I am your Yufei brother, I slowly let go of my vigilance, and slowly became less nervous.

We finished eating quickly, and the two dads were still drinking and catching up, so you pulled me up and told the adults that I was taking my sister out to play. Then I ran out with me, I didn't have any resistance, I was very happy to be pulled out by you, you took me to walk near home, the wind at night was more biting, but I was led by you and my heart was warm.

Since then, I have become dependent on you and want to be with you every day. You are a few months older than me, but fortunately it was only a few months before I was able to study with you in the same grade and in the same class, and at that time I felt that you were like a beacon in my heart, and where you were there, there was light. We went to elementary school together, went to junior high school, went to and from school together, ate and played together. After hearing about the transfer of liberal arts classes that day, I felt that the light in my heart was extinguished, I couldn't see the lighthouse in my heart anymore, like a lost child, my heart was very chaotic.

I've been thinking about the time we grew up together, the secret base we agreed on under the big trees by the river, and the graduation trip we took after graduating from junior high school...... Too many memories keep coming back to me, and I know that my dependence on you is not just my sister's dependence on my brother, but that I like you, the kind of like that I want to go on with you.

When I read the letter, I also choked up, and I actually felt that Xiao Baozi's feelings for me have slowly surpassed the feelings between brothers and sisters, but my own feelings for Xiao Baozi are still cute sisters.

Continue reading her letter:

Although we are still in the same school, we have different learning directions, different schedules, and we can't play together like before. I suddenly felt like we were getting farther and farther apart. I know you have someone you like, but I also want to tell you that I've always liked you! No matter whether we can be together in the future or not, I will always wait for you, and when you really find someone you like in the future and get married, I can give up.

The content of the letter is almost that, after reading the letter, I can't let go for a long time, she now feels the same way I feel about transferring to the liberal arts class as I felt in the science class some time ago, I feel that we are far apart, and there may not be any more intersections!

After reading this letter, my confidence suddenly dropped, the two of us did have a lot of good memories growing up together, but I didn't expect one of my choices to hurt her. I sorted out my mood, hesitated for a while and decided to go to her to make it clear in person, I immediately tidied it up, and then ran to her dormitory, to the door of the dormitory, the boys in the girls' dormitory stopped, I could only wait for someone to go up to help me talk, we were not popular mobile phones at that time, at most it was the kind of black and white old man's machine, after a long time, finally a girl was ready to come up, I quickly called her, let her help call Bao Mo of the third class of high school, she hesitated for a moment or agreed, I thanked him repeatedly, Then I continued to wait under the dormitory, after a long time, I suddenly heard someone upstairs calling me, I saw that it was the girl just now, he told me that Xiao Baozi was not in the dormitory, I thanked her and hurried to find other places in the school, where would she go? I kept looking in the school, and finally I came to the rest area next to the eighty-four, there were many benches, I was tired of walking, and I thought about finding a chair to sit on for a while and then go to her, but as soon as I approached, I found that she was sitting on the chair in front of me, and I walked up to her, and she saw me hastily wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.

I didn't know how to speak when I looked at her like this, but I was still embarrassed to say, "Little bun, I'm sorry!" ”

She looked at me and said, "You didn't do anything wrong, so you don't need to apologize." ”

I then asked, "Then why are you crying, it's not because of me?" ”

She shook her head and said, "No, no, I want to be alone for a while, don't you be around!" ”

I didn't know what to do all of a sudden, so I could only say, "Okay, you go back early!" ”

After saying that, I slowly walked to the side, and then I found a chair a little far away from her and sat down, and looked at her from a distance, she looked back, didn't find me, thought I was really gone, and then was even more aggrieved, raised her legs, and her face twitched on her knees, and I looked very distressed. I kept saying sorry, sorry, sorry. Seeing her like this, I really feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

I thought about it for a while, I felt that I still had to go over and make it clear to her, don't let her be so miserable, so I walked towards her, getting closer and closer, her crying became clearer and clearer, I walked up to her, she saw my shoes through the gap between her knees, and forced herself not to cry, and then wiped the tears off her face, looked up at me, she looked at my expression, she saw that I was actually worried about her, she put down her legs and stood up from the chair, and then hugged me suddenly, and suddenly she didn't hold back, and cried out loud, I stroked her head and said, "Cry, cry, cry, cry in my arms." She didn't say anything, she just cried more sadly, I didn't bother her, I continued to touch her head, she cried for a long time, and then slowly sobbed, as if she had finished crying all her tears, probably all her tears. Then she let go of me, calmed herself down for a while, looked at me and said, "I want to let go of you, I want you to get out of my heart, I'm going to free my heart to pretend to be the one who really loves me!" I was shocked when I heard her say this, and I was inexplicably a little distressed and reluctant.

The mood at that time was really strange, obviously I found someone I liked, and I chose to be in the same class as the person I liked, but when I heard her say these words, I still couldn't accept it at once, like two lovers who had been together for a long time, and they were suddenly separated by something.

"I'm still your brother, I will still protect you and take care of you in the future! It's just that the likes of the two of us are not the same. I looked at her and said.

She looked at me aggrieved and said, "Then I won't cry in front of you in the future, it's really ugly!" ”

I was immediately amused by her words.

I smiled and said, "Okay, it's my brother who is bad today, and it makes you sad, I will never let you cry in the future!" ”

She really returned to her usual cute appearance at this time, feeling relieved, and said easily: "You said, if you make me cry again, I will bite you!" Wow, bite you! ”

I was amused by her and said, "No problem, I won't run when the time comes, I'll stand and bite you." ”

I touched her head and helped her wipe away the little tears that were left, and then we walked around the school playground together, reminiscing about our previous moments, and her mood gradually improved, and then the laughter between us became more and more.

When the time was almost up, I sent her back to the dormitory, and when I got to the door of the dormitory, I told her not to think cranky and sleep well. She said yes and trotted into the dormitory building, and I watched her go back to her dorm as I watched.