In the evening, I came to the embankment early to wait for Xiaofen, I really couldn't wait, so I came about an hour early, this hour I thought for a long time, thinking more about why I left the current school, that is, leaving me, and how I want to keep her, thinking very messily, this hour is really long, I don't know how many mosquito bites on my body, and then the next day I probably counted, at least there must be more than 30 red spots, although now I think about it a little goosebumps, but at that time, I could bear anything, what are mosquitoes afraid of.

After a long wait, Xiaofan finally came, she looked tired, I quickly greeted her, hugged her tightly, the two of us hugged for a long time without saying a word, as if we were enjoying this last intimate time. After a long time, I said, "Tell me that you're going to change schools for fun, it's not true!" She was silent for a long time and said, "I didn't tease you, this is true." I was speechless all of a sudden, I don't know which sentence to start with, I didn't think about it so much just now, but I didn't know what to say at this moment, and after a long time, I spoke in a low tone, as if I didn't have any strength to say it when I had no strength, and asked her: "Can you tell me why I changed schools?" She was silent, and I didn't know how to ask any more, and the two of us hugged each other tightly and didn't speak for a long, long time.

After being silent for a long time, Xiaofan finally spoke, she said: "Every time you send me home, my parents have secretly observed it, and they also learned about your study and your family's situation through their own relationship circles, and analyzed me a lot, telling me not to be with you, at this time, I still have to focus on studying." When I heard this, I was stunned, why are we so young now, so concerned about family conditions, so realistic, I tried to explain: "I can take time to catch up with this aspect of learning, and I will definitely work hard to change my family conditions in the future, my family is in that small town, there is no way to do it very well, the place is so big." Xiaofan interrupted me and said, "I told my parents all this, but they just couldn't listen to me, and I was working hard to get the two of us together." But I still can't change their minds. I didn't try to tell them a lot of things, and I said that you really did good for me, but I still couldn't change their minds. ”

At this time, the sky was slowly cloudy, and it felt like it was about to rain, so I proposed to send her home first, which could also be the last time to send her home, and we walked very slowly, hoping that time would stand still in this moment. In the previous chat, I already knew what the answer was, but I still didn't want to hear her say it in person, I could only pretend that I was okay and could bear it, and insisted on sending her home, she also saw the torment in my heart, uncomfortable, just walked silently on the side, and didn't dare to say it. We walked slower and slower, but we got to her door, hugged each other one last time, and then she said, "I'm sorry! I'm leaving! "It was as if I had been struck by lightning, I was short of breath and stood still, unable to calm my emotions for a long time.

After a while, the sky began to rain, it was not big at first, I still stood motionless, I always felt that she could run out desperately, but the reality was like this rain, crackling on my face, slowly getting more and more painful, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, I looked up and let the rain continue to slap my face, hard. At the same time, I also want the rain to sober me up, or my thoughts this year can be washed away by the rain.

My clothes were already soaked, I didn't wait for the result I wanted, I turned around silently, aimlessly left from the door of her house, along the road we came from, walked back, first went to the embankment where we set off fireworks, on the embankment replayed the past of the two of us, I remembered the position of every scene, every detail, every expression, every scene, just like this in my head constantly replayed and played, tears appeared in my eyes unconsciously, accompanied by the rain, flowing down together, I continued to walk to the top of the river embankment alone, walking and walking I roared hoarsely at the river, "Ahhhhhh......h At this time, the rain also stopped, and I sat up slowly, I was not conscious at all, and my body was already very weak, but I still forced myself to stand up and walk to the next destination.

I don't know how long I came to the Internet café where we surfed the Internet together, yes, it was the Internet café where we applied for a QQ number together, I walked in embarrassed, looked for the front desk to help me open a computer, the front desk gave a boot number and password, I unconsciously walked to the last time we sat in front of the two computers, I slowly sat on the computer before me, turned on the computer, entered the account number and password, and then opened QQ, logged in, looked at our chat history in a daze, and then the body really couldn't bear it, I opened the QQ dialog box for the two of us, and I fell asleep on the chair, in fact, looking at the chat history is a small part of the reason, and I want to wait for the news of Xiaofan. I don't know how long I slept, but suddenly I woke up like I was having a nightmare, and I found that my clothes were wet with sweat again. I took a look at the QQ dialog box on the computer, the avatar was still gray, there was no beating, I couldn't stop crying down, I still leaned back in the chair, looked at the hundred things in the dialog box, looked at the last one and read: "The hand of the son and the son grow old, the hand of the son and the son grow old......" I was like crazy, and kept repeating this sentence. Gradually, I got tired, really tired, and fell asleep again.

I really didn't dare to say the breakup sentence from the little powder's mouth that day, although this full stop has not been drawn, I forcibly turned the page, but I will hate her when it comes out of her mouth, I don't want to hate her, so I won't let her say it.

I slept in the Internet café until the next morning, looked at QQ, and there was still no news, I turned off the computer gloomily, and then slowly walked to the pedestrian street where we went shopping together, thinking about it before, I was still holding hands, but this time I was the only one at the beginning.

The sun was very big this day, just after the rain last night, the dust in the air was taken away by the rain, the sunlight seemed to hit my skin directly, the sun made me very painful, especially the back of the neck, I felt very painful when I touched it, I finally walked the way home together, passed by her door, thought I could see her in the distance, but there was still nothing, I continued to walk, after a big circle, I returned to the dormitory, the whole person was in a state of confusion and helplessness.

It may be that they went back to tell my parents, so they didn't come to me, and later I learned that they met Xiao Baozi in the passenger station on the way back, Xiao Baozi was very curious and asked them why I didn't go back with them, Yuanyang told her that I hurriedly told them in the afternoon that I couldn't go back with them, listening to the description of Yuanyang, plus the girl's sixth sense, in fact, she had guessed probably, so Xiao Baozi didn't go back. She didn't go back, so what did she do for a while?

Later, when I talked to Xiao Baozi about it, I learned that she had been with me for a while, I was broken up in the rain, she also accompanied me in the rain, when I fainted on the embankment, she had been watching me from a distance, very distressed me, and did not dare to come forward to comfort me, so I cried distressed next to me, and then watched me walk into the Internet café, open the computer and other QQ, and wait for the news, she also silently opened a computer not far away, looking at me, it can be regarded as a kind of protection for me, she is afraid that I will do something stupid, I'm afraid I won't be able to open anything.

When I went back to the dormitory, she came back with me, I was so uncomfortable that I didn't notice that she was following me, and when I entered the dormitory and closed the door, and cried loudly on the bed, she couldn't bear to let me be so sad, so she knocked on my dorm door.

I heard the sound of knocking on the door, and suddenly thought that Xiaofen was coming back to me, so I quickly wiped away the tears in my eyes, tidied up myself, opened the door and saw that it was a small bun, and I was a little lost in an instant, but there were also some accidents. Why didn't Xiao Baozi go back?

After Xiao Baozi entered the door, he looked at my haggard appearance, and he was distressed, so he walked towards me quickly, hugged me tightly, and read in his mouth: "You are such a fool, you don't know how distressed I am like this!" Talking about his tears flowed down, I saw her face full of tears, all of a sudden she was also tears dripping down, I also hugged her, I hugged her has a very solid feeling, as if my wounded heart has a support, slowly healed, I look aggrieved, she looks distressed, we just hugged each other, for a long time, we both stayed up all night for the person we liked, I also slept in the Internet café, but the little bun was worried that something happened to me, I was looking at me all night, at this time, seeing that I hugged her tightly, she was also steady, and slowly let go of her nervous heart, and began to feel a little sleepy, I touched her head, carried her to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and said: "Thank you for your hard work, I'm fine, don't worry, you go to sleep, I'll guard you!" She looked at me and said distressedly, "Can you sleep too?" I nodded and said, "Uh-huh, you sleep first, and when you fall asleep, I'll sleep!" "She is really sleepy, I fell asleep soon after the nervousness, I looked at the sleeping little bun, I inexplicably felt sorry for her, thinking back on these years, she has been silently guarding next to me, last time because of the little powder has deeply hurt her, but now in this situation she still has no hesitation to take care of me, comfort me, I involuntarily fell into the contemplation, what is the choice of this year, is it right, how much it hurts the heart of the little bun.

At that time, when I chose to change liberal arts, Xiao Baozi kept me like that, just like now I keep Xiao Fan, after I experienced this, I really knew how good Xiao Baozi was to me, and slowly I had an urge to take good care of her, just like when I was a child, I didn't think so much this time, although I habitually still treat her as a sister, but I should have transformed her love for me into my love for her this time, it can also be said that she woke me up with her love and persistence, I am determined to face her love for me, I will also protect her well, love him, although we are now separated from liberal arts and science, but we have been together for so many years of tacit understanding, in fact, it is nothing, the two people who really like it will not be separated because of these objective reasons, which also reflects the relationship between me and Xiaofan, in fact, I like her more unilaterally, and my relationship with Xiaofan is a weakness on her side, and it just so happens that the weakness between us was hit. At the same time, I also thought of a question, if I want the tragedy of me and Xiaofan not to repeat it in me, I must make myself excellent, and I will put my mind on studying in the future. For my own sake, in order to protect the little bun in the future. Come on, Yu Fei!