176. A fallen leaf
The narrator suddenly said this, which inexplicably made Xu Zhi feel that something was wrong, and the slight banter on her face was put away, and she became serious: "I remember very clearly, what's wrong?" ”
The powerlessness of the moment, the despair of the imminent death, and the sudden appearance of the game console behind her, she thought she had seen a ghost.
[What were you thinking at that time, a second before I appeared? 】
In this regard, Xu Zhi's memory is also very clear, she raised her chin slightly, and her tone became different from the usual lightheartedness.
What was she thinking?
The answer couldn't be simpler.
"I want to live."
Her mind was full of how to continue to live, and a strong desire to survive filled her weak mind.
[Yes, but that's not all.] 】
The narrator adds.
[You are unwilling, resentful, and hateful, in your heart at that moment, even if you are unscrupulous, you have to choose to live. 】
At that moment, what Xu Zhi hated was not other external objects, but more of his powerless and weak self.
Thus, it appeared.
At that moment, you made a choice that you didn't even notice to yourself. 】
"What?"
Xu Zhi didn't quite understand, she even thought about it carefully, and still didn't feel that she had made any choice.
Where did she have any choice then?
"You mean, I chose to pick you up?"
Come to think of it, it seems that there is only this.
[Nope.] 】
For the first time, the narrator chooses to tell Xu Zhi this sentence.
[It was you who made that choice that made me appear.] 】
[At that time, you were in extreme negativity, and you chose to abandon all the emotions and morals that could become a "drag", your weakness, your kindness, your few positive emotions and the moral concepts that were formed in the era of peace. 】
[Although in your upbringing, negative emotions and extreme thoughts are always more than those positive emotions, but they are not completely absent. 】
[It's just that, at that moment, you feel that you want to live in that city, those are useless things. 】
[I can't predict what the situation would be if you had made another choice, but you have been much happier since then, which shows that you have not done anything wrong by choosing to abandon that part of your emotion. 】
Now, if you want to unite authority with the fragments, you need to pick up what you have left behind. 】
Xu Zhi frowned a little puzzled when he saw the words on the screen: "Did I do this?" ”
How could she not remember that she had made that choice?
And she didn't feel like she was missing any emotion.
The narrator seems to sigh.
[Alas. 】
[Those things that are scarce and unimportant to you, you don't care, and of course you don't notice it.] 】
[It's easy to cut them, but it's not easy to regain them.] 】
"What should I do?"
Xu Zhi actually didn't care too much about the positive emotions in the narrator's mouth, even if she heard the narrator say this, she only felt that if she really made that choice, it must be a very correct choice.
Xu Zhi didn't have any psychological burden on picking up the things she had discarded, and in her eyes, it wasn't even any different from letting her pick up a leaf that had fallen on the ground.
[Starting today, eat one lamp-attribute high-level core every day, so that your body can gradually adapt to the lamp-attribute extraordinary energy. 】
[This may cause you some discomfort, but be patient.] 】
[In the lamp attributes, there are the most positive emotions contained in it, and it is the purest. 】
"It's that simple?"
Xu Zhi was a little surprised, she thought that she was going to do something good by herself, and she couldn't pinch her nose to do it.
[How can it be so simple?] 】
[This is just the preliminary preparation. 】
The narrator seemed to anticipate what Xu Zhi was thinking, and couldn't help but complain:
[Do you think that doing good deeds can pick up those positive emotions? 】
Xu Zhi scratched his head: "Huh? Can't you? ”
【? 】
[Do you think you are garbage on the street!] It's so easy for you to pick up! 】
"I heard that the federal sanitation work is very good, and there is not much garbage on the streets." Xu Zhi's tone was quite sincere.
"And it's not easy to do good."
【. 】
[Come on, hurry up and get busy with you, I also have something to do. 】
A few more words, it is afraid that the gas will malfunction.
"So when can I pick it up?" Xu Zhi hurriedly asked.
She also remembered to connect the Authority to the Fragments.
However, the narrator only leaves one sentence: When the time is up.
"Wait for the time, wait for the time again!"
The girl complained softly, but did not ask any more questions.
The crack has not moved since it suddenly became quiet, and the red light of the Federation has only lit up so far, but Xu Zhi knows that this is just the beginning, and the Federation estimates that it will be difficult to stop that group of fanatical believers, so it can only delay as much time as possible.
A few days later, Zhong Lingfan sent her a message, saying that she had helped her transform the knife a little, and now she could go and get it.
Xu Zhi was quite interested in this, although the forging of the game console was easy to use, the template was fixed, and the weapons created by human transcendents had all kinds of differences, and I didn't know what changes Zhong Lingfan had made to her knife.
Inside the Cloud City Laboratory.
A black horizontal knife was quietly placed on the experimental table, the blade of this knife did not seem to be sharp, as if it was made of some special wood, as if it had been stimulated by some kind of stimulation at this moment, the original golden lines faintly exuded blood, as if blood flowed on the blade, and it was like a black charcoal blade ignited a flame.
It looked like a craft that could easily break, and only those who had touched it or seen it knew that the seemingly dull blade was far sharper and tougher than all the sharp weapons they had ever seen.
Zhong Lingfan looked at the knife quietly, and then turned his gaze to the girl beside him, who was the girl with a believer's brother that Xu Zhi had brought back.
"The pact worked."
This sentence seemed to pronounce a sentence of something, the girl's body trembled slightly, and she gently covered her left wrist, which was wrapped in bandages, and there were shallow scars left by the [Heart] attribute transcendent after being cut open these days and healed by the [Heart] attribute transcendent.
Her face was a little pale, probably because of excessive blood loss, and when she heard Zhong Lingfan's words, she only nodded slightly to indicate that she understood.
"I'll ask you again, have you really decided?"
"This needs to be voluntary, and I hope you won't suddenly regret it."
The girl's lips pursed, and although her face was pale, she could see the determination in her expression.
Zhong Lingfan naturally knows her, she has investigated the girl's background, and she also knows a lot from the conversations with the other party in the "cooperation" these days.
Obviously, this is a good boy, he studied hard before the end of the day, went back to his hometown to accompany the old man when he had time, and learned the old-fashioned hunting methods that are no longer useful in modern society to make the old man happy, and after the apocalypse, he awakened his extraordinary ability to put the burden of protecting his family on his shoulders, and after entering the residential area, he did not relax but worked harder to become a believer's brother.
Smart and clever, affectionate and righteous, keeping promises, some good qualities can be seen in her.
Now, she wants her to die.
(End of chapter)