57- I liked it more

Nahida reflected her actions, and finally she found the crux of the matter.

"But that's what you brought up." He put his hands around his waist, "You've been thinking in this direction with me from beginning to end, right?" ”

"If you understand it that way, then I can only say yes, but not exactly."

Rama pretended to be deep and said.

Of course, Nahida understood that she couldn't, "What does it mean to be [yes, but not quite]?" Is it true that my understanding is correct, but is it also partly wrong? ”

But where could this be wrong?

"You have to admit your ambitions." Rama smiled and said, "I don't care, but there's so much you want." ”

"Isn't it your problem that you don't have anything, but you want everything?"

"You can't put the blame on me for a sentence or two, I have never forced you to make any choice, unlike others, you have complete freedom of choice."

Rama spoke leisurely.

Freedom of choice does not mean freedom of choice.

The former is the power that Rama has given to Him, and Nahida is special, so Rama is willing to give the other side more freedom and choice.

The latter is a matter of individual ability, and different choices require different costs, as Nahida is well aware.

He wanted it, but He couldn't do it.

So he shouldn't have wanted such a thing.

But what if He really wanted it?

The young god raised his head, his eyes eager.

"Of course, I'll definitely give in if you want it."

There will always be someone who will step up at the right time and push someone else in the direction you want.

The Fatui stepped up at the right time, and then escalated the problem, exacerbated the conflict, and finally confused and distressed the Sumeru gods.

If they stand up and exacerbate the conflict, then I have to stand up and solve the problem.

"How could I refuse my god's request?"

Rama smiled and held out his hand.

"I know you have bad intentions." Nahida sighed.

"Go on." Rama did not withdraw his right hand.

"You told me what was best for the people of Sumeru, but you knew I couldn't, so I could only rely on you constantly."

"I've told you this, and I'm always going to get bored of it." Rama's smile remained unchanged, "But if it were you, I would never tire of telling you about it." ”

"If you are forced to compromise on anything you want to do, you should know before you compromise that you still have the freedom to give it up."

"For example, when a loved one is sick, you know that you can't be saved, of course, you have the freedom to choose not to continue to pay for medical care, even if that freedom is painful for you – and there is a price to choose, and to bear the cost of your choice, this is something that everyone has to face."

"If you know that you can't do it, but you don't want to give up anything, then you will inevitably encounter a lot of trouble in your life, and I have a cruel saying about trouble: this is all your own blessing."

He half-knelt on the ground and reached out to cupp the god's cheek, "I say that, can you understand me a little?" ”

"Do you need my understanding?" Nahida asked earnestly.

"Supposedly, I will use my own means to get everything I want." He was so serious, and Rama replied, "Since I can do all this alone, I don't have to care what anyone else thinks." ”

"But you're special."

"What the hell am I special about?" Nahida asked, "Do you know your answer is cold?" ”

Rama wanted to speak, and Nahida put her palm to Rama's mouth.

It seems that He only wants to speak, not expecting any answer.

Rama waited for an answer.

"But in your relationship with me, it is always me who asks first, and you complete my request, and then ask for what you deserve."

"Many people in this world can say that you are cold and cruel, but I can't, because I am the one who made you make these choices."

Nahida was a little puzzled, "But why······ You know I'm weak, but you choose to use trade to slowly fight for my sovereignty. ”

"Sovereignty······ Are you a valuable cargo? Rama laughed.

How to put it, because I wanted something, I did something bad, but I did something bad can't be said to be my problem, there is a problem with such a thing.

Things are the trigger for everything······ Tsk, there is no such reason.

Nahida would think so, which only means that he was indeed a saint.

But Rama did not agree with this reasoning.

When things are deduced to extremes, the truth emerges.

You like someone, but he already has a lover, and then you give his lover to Ney Group.

After that, you said that this is not only your problem, but also the problem of the person you like, because after all, it is you who like him, which will cause these things.

It really doesn't work, it doesn't make sense anywhere.

"Why do you always like to take responsibility for yourself?" Rama was a little helpless.

It is no wonder that he chose to sacrifice himself without hesitation in the legendary mission, and his sense of responsibility was already strong, but after the strengthening of the [Disappearance of the Great Mercy Tree King, Experience and Legend Transfer], the sense of responsibility became stronger.

I can't wait for anyone to die in Sumeru, and I blame myself for not governing the country well.

It's really unnecessary.

"But you are such a person," Nahida said earnestly, "that you are such an unreasonable person who only cares about your own interests. ”

"I don't want to comfort you anymore." Rama stretched out his hand and slapped himself on the face, "It's good to learn to be silent if you can't speak." ”

He rolled his eyes.

"I mean, you're not the kind of person who cares about other people's feelings."

"If you want to take it, that's the character you show."

"But why are you wasting your energy on me?"

It was a not-so-interesting question, and Rama thought for a moment, "You mean, you're not worth the price?" ”

Nahida's little face tensed, trying her best to be serious, "If you have to talk about value, the only use I have right now is theocracy and orthodoxy. ”

"But these akademiyas are also in use, and you can completely follow their example."

Trouble.

The idea of instilling in the child is too much, although he still retains the character of a saint, but he knows to think about the thoughts of others from the perspective of interests.

A God who knows the dark corners of the human heart, but is still passionate and gentle.

Well, I like it more.

"That's ······· question." Rama lengthened her voice, staring at Nahida's increasingly serious expression.

"I like it."

It's my freedom to do what I want, and I do it.

I like this kind of god, that's why I did it.

Two answers, one sentence is enough.