Have you ever liked me? Even if it's just a little?

Please let me know that there is at least one person in this world who was and is still like me.

My mom and dad didn't love me, they treated me like a drag bottle, and no one wanted me. To them, I was a child who should never have come.

They saw me as a mistake, a burden that I regretted but couldn't shake off, an ATM that I could ask for unconditionally without asking for twenty years.

However, I was born as a human being, and I came into this world not with the intention of being a burden to anyone, nor did I want to block anyone.

I want to prove to them that my existence is not only a source of trouble, but also a little bit of happiness to others.

So, Mr. Fu, have you ever liked me?

Luo Xi tilted his head and looked at Fu Chengshen with blank eyes, without blinking, staring at his lips tightly.

Like, or yes, dislike.

She desperately wanted to know his answer.

want, prove the meaning of her existence.

Fu Chengshen's jawline tightened, and his gaze looked back at her with heavy eyes. There seemed to be a fog between his eyebrows, hazy, so that she couldn't see his emotions at the moment.

But she could clearly see through the mist, under his eyes, two clusters of jumping flames.

This gave rise to a little ethereal hope in her despair. She didn't hesitate to grasp this little hope, and almost couldn't wait, and asked him again-

"Mr. Fu, you ...... Liked me, didn't you? ”

Fu Chengshen's lips moved, with a little upward curve, which made his tight contours appear much softer, and his deep facial features also had a little more intimacy.

His voice was very soft and soft, but fortunately it was so quiet in the infusion room that even the nurses on duty were about to fall asleep.

She would be able to hear him clearly.

He seemed to have a little smile in his words, relaxed and pleasant: "What do you mean to like?" Loshi, actually, to be precise, I ...... you"

The voice was murmuring, like a cello whispering in a midsummer night, so that it could be demagogic.

Loshi was intoxicated by his voice, for a moment.

However, the sudden ringing of his cell phone interrupted his next words.

"Sorry, I'll answer the phone."

Fu Chengshen said and walked quickly to the infusion room.

Luo Xi's eyes were sharp, and he saw the caller ID that lit up on his mobile phone screen - Chen Yun.

She clearly felt her breathing suffocate for a moment, and had to slow down for a while before she calmed down from the emotions she had just had.

The corners of her lips curled self-deprecatingly, and she laughed at herself: "Roshi, what are you thinking nonsense? Even if you want to prove that someone will like you, you don't have to ask Fu Chengshen. ”

She paused, and reminded herself in a harsh tone: "His heart has never stayed on you. You go and ask him, what else can you get but humiliation? ”

In the silence, she silently bent the corners of her mouth again and again, blooming one bitter smile after another, little by little, swallowing the sourness at the corners of her mouth into her stomach.

Fu Chengshen stood in the hospital corridor to answer the phone. It was quiet, and his voice was equally low.

As soon as the phone was connected, Chen Yun's urgent voice rang. She seemed to be in a hurry, accompanied by the sound of her voice and the sound of gasping for air.

"Makoto, help me."

Fu Chengshen's eyebrows sank, and he asked her calmly, "What's wrong?" ”

Chen Yun's voice was instantly lowered, and the speed of her speech was urgent and fast, as if she was something: "Chengshen, please, save me, now only you can save me." I was deceived by them, and if you don't save me, then I will have to die. ”

Perhaps Fu Chengshen's response was too slow, she paused and couldn't wait to remind him: "Chengshen, have you forgotten?" I've helped you. That night, if it weren't for me, you would be in big trouble. One day husband and wife for 100 days, it should be regarded as a favor for me, can you come to save me? Please, please, please......"

Fu Cheng's deep and cold gaze condensed for a moment. His palms curled slightly, his thumb running meaninglessly across the seams of his trousers.

After a while, he responded lightly: "Okay." ”

Chen Yun was overjoyed: "My address is...... Chengshen, I'm waiting for you, you must come quickly, I can't stay here for a moment. ”

After hanging up the phone, Fu Chengshen did not return to the infusion room immediately. He needed some time to clear his mind.

He smoked a cigarette from the cigarette case, and as he looked for a lighter, he passed through the half-open infusion room door and caught a glimpse of Lohi sitting alone in a cold chair for an infusion.

Poor Baba looks like a kitten abandoned by its owner.

He chuckled, took the cigarette between his fingertips, handed it to the tip of his nose and smelled it, the aroma of tobacco penetrated his heart, and what came to mind was the girl's little face.

She asked him if he liked her.

This fool.

He put the cigarette back into the cigarette case, pondered for a while, and called Li Xian.

At half past three in the morning, even the most dedicated assistant had a moment of confusion when answering the phone.

"Mr. Fu?" Li Xian's voice was full of sleepiness.

Contrary to him, Fu Chengshen's sober and capable voice was: "There is something you need to do." Prepare and leave tomorrow. ”

Li Xian's head was not very clear, so it was rare to ask: "What's the matter, Mr. Fu?" ”

"Chen Yun's business."

He hung up the phone and sent Chen Yun's address to Li Xian as he walked.

When the send button was pressed, he also happened to walk next to Loshi, only about three or four steps away.

I can hear her voice on the phone clearly.

Her voice was low, and there was a deep sleepiness in her tone, and when she listened closely, the sleepiness seemed to be extremely dependent.

"I met my mother, she was in Cloud City, it turned out that she had been in contact with my aunt all these years."

"No, Dr. Jiang, she didn't contact my aunt because she cared about me. She's in it for the money. To her, I was just a mistake she made when she was younger, a burden she wanted to get rid of. ”

"No, I don't have, and I don't want to accept her. She wants me to be like my aunt, give her money, provide for her in old age, and let her have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life. I refused. If she refused to want me twenty years ago, I won't accept her again now. ”

"I don't regret it. On the way back from Cloud City, I had already figured it out. In the first 20 years, I only had an aunt and no parents, so after that, it was still the same, I assumed, I never had a father and mother. ”

"It's just, Dr. Jiang, I'm a little scared of ......"

She paused, hesitating to say the deep fear in her heart: "...... I'm afraid that I will lose the courage to love others. ”

Fu Cheng pursed the corners of his lower lips deeply, wanting to speak.

Luo Xi was already frowning and nodded slightly: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come over." ”

His cold gaze swept over the hanging bottle above her head, and it was about twenty minutes before it bottomed out.

Twenty minutes is exactly the time when Jiang Nuoyun came here from home to pick her up.

She's so shrewd.

On the one hand, he pretended to be weak in front of him, and asked him pitifully if he had ever liked her, but on the other hand, he had already hooked up with Xiao Nuoyun, and even calculated the time to pick her up clearly.

Seamless.

Thinking so, a meaningless laugh overflowed from the corner of his mouth: "You look miserable, you are so stupid." ”

Loshi was startled and jerked his head up to look.

I saw Fu Chengshen standing next to her, looking at her inexplicably, and a pair of deep eyes looked cold and terrifying in the dark.

She subconsciously shrank back, her brows furrowed slightly: "Mr. Fu? ”

He raised his eyebrows and said playfully: "Who would like a scheming and self-intelligent woman like you?" Luo Xi, don't overestimate yourself, who will like you except for Xiao Nuoyun's idiot? ”

After a pause, the smile on the corner of his mouth became bigger, and his tone became more vicious: "What do you have that is worthy of my liking?" ”

His words, like a knife, stabbed Loshi in the heart with unmistakable accuracy.

She clearly felt her heart throb hard, the blood all over her body seemed to stop for a moment, her eyes were wide open, but there was no focus, and even for a moment, it was pitch black in front of her, and she couldn't see anything.

"Who will like you?"

"What do you have that I like?"

She was infused, her body temperature had receded, and her face was still bloodless, and she was so pale that she couldn't bear to look at it directly by the dim light above her head.

Her hands unconsciously curled up together, and there was a slight tingling in the hand where she was infusioned, which she couldn't feel, just clenched hard, and clenched again.

After a while, I let go.

With his spine leaning back, his head leaning weakly on the backrest, and his eyes looking at the ceiling, the whole person is like a deflated balloon, and he has no energy just by looking at it from a distance.

Her words were equally listless, jumping out word by word, like a robot reading a manuscript: "Thank you, Mr. Fu, for sending me to the hospital, how much is the outpatient fee and medical fee?" I'll pass it on to you. ”

Fu Chengshen stood not far from her, silently watching her slowly lie down on the backrest, feeling a little powerless and empty in his heart.

He obviously took revenge on her, but he didn't feel the slightest pleasure of revenge, only powerlessness and frustration haunted him, making him feel some remorse.

He opened his mouth and said in a very light tone: "No need to ......"

Loshi interrupted him with a shake of his head: "It's better to figure it out." Even if I can't afford to pay it back for a while, I have to keep it in the account, and I will pay it back little by little, and there will always be a time to pay it off, which is better than a bunch of bad debts, which I can't figure out. ”

As soon as she spoke, she blocked all his kindness.

He was already blocked in his heart, and when he heard the words, he no longer insisted, but said, "Whatever you want." ”

And he said no more.

The infusion room fell into a desperate silence, so quiet that only the sound of dripping liquid could be heard.

They are obviously very close, but as soon as they stretch out their hands, they can touch the distance of each other, but it is like being separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, far away and strange.

Jiang Nuoyun arrived on time twenty minutes later. His face was very tense, and when he saw Luo Xi's appearance, his eyebrows unconsciously wrinkled together: "Why are you sick like this, and you don't know how to call me earlier?" ”

Loshi forced a smile: "Forget." ”

Jiang Nuoyun looked at her distressedly, and when his eyes touched the back of her hand where the needle was administered, his pupils sank suddenly: "Your hand is ......"

Luo Xi followed his gaze and saw that the back of his hand was swollen and tall at some point, like a white and fat little pig's trotters.

It's inexplicably funny.

She smiled absentmindedly: "I don't know how to do this." ”

Jiang Nuoyun sighed helplessly, seeing that the hanging bottle was almost bottoming out, he didn't bother to call the nurse, so he simply did it himself and pulled out the needle on the back of Luo Xi's hand.

"The needle is rolling, the potion is not infused into the vein, it is all injected into the muscle."

As he spoke, he helped Loshi up, "Go back and cover it with a hot towel, and you'll be ready to disperse in the morning." ”

Loche gave an obedient "um" and stood up with his hand in his hand, walking slowly out.

She had just had a fever, her steps were vain, and after taking a few steps, her physical strength couldn't keep up, so she had to help Jiang Nuoyun and slow down her strength.

When she stopped to rest for the third time, Fu Chengshen walked from behind her.

He brushed Jiang Nuoyun away, bent over, couldn't say anything, and hugged her horizontally.