The Chen family stopped to no avail, and Chen Xueyu finally got together with the little catcher.

For this reason, she broke off relations with the Chen family.

I thought I could live a happy life with Xiao Yukuai, but it was the opposite.

At the beginning, the two used the few jewelry plates on her body to live a rich life. But as the money slowly ran out, the lives of the two gradually became embarrassed.

Xiao Catcher never worries about these things, and his hands are idle every day, except for his position, he is holding pen, ink, paper, inkstone, painting, writing and writing.

On this day, when Chen Xueyu was cooking, she found that there was not even a grain of rice in the rice tank, and she couldn't help but feel sad.

Glancing at the man at the desk, he gritted his teeth and stepped forward.

said cowardly: "Lu Lang, our family has no rice." ”

The other party's thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and he couldn't help frowning, and he seemed to be angry when he looked up, but he held back for some reason, and his tone was still quite gentle.

"Such a small problem, I believe that you will solve it, lady. My husband is still busy reviewing his homework. ”

Chen Xueyu was stunned, but she was really embarrassed to speak, so she turned back and continued cooking.

While eating, Lu Zilong looked at the pot of wild vegetable soup on the table, and his brows were no longer uncontrollably twisted into a rope.

He roared in displeasure: "Is this what people eat?" ”

Then he looked at Chen Xueyu with a very cold and serious look.

Although he can sense that the other party is becoming more and more cold to him, he has never been fierce to himself.

The sudden roar couldn't help but startle her. immediately came back to his senses, and an inexplicable grievance and anger suddenly rose in his heart.

"Lu Zilong, how dare you talk to me like this?"

She looked at each other with an almost uncanny look.

Maybe he felt that there was still use value, Lu Zilong immediately reacted and changed his flattering appearance with a pleasant face.

Pretended to admit his mistake: "Lady, I didn't mean that." ”

Because he had just come out of the Chen family, his delicate and arrogant little temperament had not been completely wiped out, and he threw off the other party.

"So what do you mean? If you dare to murder me now, won't you beat me in the future? ”

The truth is that she really said it, but of course Lu Zilong won't admit it.

still explained in a kind way: "Lady, you also know that I am going to take the scientific examination this year, and if I don't have enough to eat, I will have no energy to review." I don't mean to dislike it, as long as you make it, I like to eat it. ”

As he spoke, he picked up the wild vegetable soup on the table and drank it with a snort.

I drank very hard.

Chen Xueyu was a little happier at this time.

But where she couldn't see, the other party spit out all the wild vegetable soup that she had just drunk into her stomach.

Life is still going on as usual, and Lu Zilong still doesn't care about things at home.

In order to make a living, Chen Xueyu had to embroider some handicrafts and sell them on the street.

She is the best embroidery professor in the whole of Xiaoyao Town, and is therefore very popular.

One day, he was selling embroidery on the busiest morning in town, when suddenly a luxurious carriage drove up.

After seeing the pattern on the carriage, she subconsciously dodged.

Yes, it was the carriage of the Chen Mansion.

Ever since she started selling embroidery on this street, she has encountered it many times. can sense that the Chen family's parents have discovered themselves, but they directly ignore them.

She knew that they really weren't going to want themselves.

I was a little disappointed, and then I began to sell my embroidery hard.

What does it matter if you don't want her?

Anyway, she still has Lu Lang.

But one day, a man dressed in brocade clothes came to her vendor.

"Childe, just take a look."

The most enthusiastic greeting, when I looked up, I found that the person who came turned out to be Chen Jingrun.

Looking at Shun, it was like a lifetime away, Chen Xue was stunned, and thought, how long have they not met?

“…… Brother, brother. ”

She subconsciously shouted.

The other party just looked at her expressionlessly and did not answer.

After a while, you took your eyes off him, and looked back at the various embroideries on the stall, and you couldn't help but show a trace of sadness.

Raising his eyes again, his obsidian eyes seemed to be shining with tears.

The voice of the speaker was hoarse and low, trembling slightly.

"Before, my brother wanted to ask you for a handkerchief as a birthday gift, do you remember how you replied to your brother?"

Chen Xue was stunned for a moment, this was almost blank.

She had no impression at all, so she could only say: "I really don't remember, but I embroider a lot now, if my brother wants it, I will give my brother a few pieces." ”

Chen Jingrun looked at her and was heartbroken.

I tried my best to suppress my chokes.

"You said, the handkerchief you embroidered is not exchanged, and it is not something that can be obtained casually."

As soon as the words fell, Chen Xueyu suddenly had an impression, but when he thought of his current situation, he felt extremely ironic and embarrassed.

I had to pretend I didn't know.

"Really? Maybe I was young at the time, just a handkerchief, nothing expensive, I gave my brother a few, and my brother here picked it up. ”

The other party was silent.

The two were speechless, and finally, he asked, "Business, okay?" ”

Chen Xueyu: "......"

She was dumbfounded.

At this time, a rich woman suddenly came, picked in front of the stall, then picked up a handkerchief and looked at it, and threw it back with disdain.

"What's embroidered? Ugly to death. ”

With that, he turned and left.

Leaving Chen Xueyu with an embarrassed face.

She pretended to be nothing.

smiled and said to Chen Jingrun: "Brother, don't care, do business, everyone has it, it's normal, I don't care." ”

“…… You. ”

Chen Jingrun wanted to speak again and again, and wanted to speak several times, but he didn't know why he was dumbfounded at the critical moment.

"Brother, what do you want to say?"

Suddenly, the other party seemed to have mustered up great courage and blurted out, "Xiaoxue, are you willing to go back with me?" As long as you say ......"

"I don't want to."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted.

Hardly even thought about it.

Chen Jingrun finally did not force it anymore, left a large bag of gold and silver, and bought all the handkerchiefs back.

Looking at the back of the person leaving, Chen Xueyu actually had some regrets.

But for some reason, it was said categorically.

She knew that she loved that person too much.

In the days that followed, Chen Jingrun never came again, but his handkerchief sold faster and faster every time.

Relying on these incomes, he and Lu Zilong lived a prosperous life again.

Lu Zilong treated her as if she had just gotten married, soft-spoken and affectionate.

Once again, she felt like she was married to the right person.

Only occasionally, Lu Zilong would mention it intentionally or unintentionally, asking him to go back to Chen's house to say a few good words to his parents and allow them to go back.

Or let the Chen family's parents help him find a better official position in the yamen through their connections.

Chen Xueyu quarreled with him many times about this.

In order to be with Lu Zilong, she had already cut off relations with the Chen family, and refused to pull down her face to go back without saying anything.

What's more, the whole family has completely abandoned her.

A year later, Chen Xueyu, who was selling handkerchiefs, received a letter.

It was written to her by Chen Jingrun.

The letter said that the family was moving to the capital, leaving her a property, a few acres of land, and some gold and silver.

Chen Xueyu was not sad at all, on the contrary, she was very happy and immediately told Lu Zilong the news.

With this money, they will have no worries about food and clothing in the future.

She was happy that she could finally live a rich and happy life with her beloved.

Lu Zilong took it seriously at first and spoiled her.

It's just that this favor only lasted for less than a month, and by the time Chen Xueyu reacted, the family property had been lost by Lu Zilong.

He took these family properties to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble, not only failed the imperial examination, but also lost his job in the yamen, and even owed a lot of money to the gambling house.

Since then, Lu Zilong's temperament has changed greatly, or his nature has been exposed.

Chen Xueyu was forced to hand over the money, and if he couldn't get it, he would be beaten violently, and his body was often blue and purple. At this time, her resistance and her anger had no effect at all, and the other party knew that she had no backing and had no scruples at all.

At this moment, Chen Xueyu realized how stupid he was at the beginning.

But even though she was aware of this fact, she still refused to leave.

She believed that her Lu Lang loved him.

Just sober depravity.

Even in the end, the worse she was beaten, the happier she was. Jealousy and possessiveness are also rising, and he thinks that Lu Lang is his own and can only beat her alone.

In order to provide more money and gambling for the other party, he had to start his old business.

This time, business is not so good. The handkerchiefs that used to be swept away as soon as they came out of the stall are now not sold for a whole day.

Only then did she know that those handkerchiefs at the beginning were all bought by her brother, and Chen Jingrun secretly asked someone to buy them.

So she had to embroider more, lower the price and sell it, and her life went on like this.

Only gradually, she found that her hands were getting rougher and rougher, and there was even a thin layer of calluses on the fingers where she held the needle.

I don't know how many spring and autumn seasons have passed, wrinkles have gradually grown on her originally white and flawless face, and her dark and thick hair has become sparse and pale.

The eyes were slightly sunken, and there was no longer the brilliance of the past.

Even the figure that was once proud of it became bloated at this time.

Over the years, she has had nothing to do, so she felt a little guilty in her heart, and even felt atonement when the other party beat her.

Under her care, the other party is still the same heroic appearance as it was back then.

The brilliance is still there.

She was very happy about this, thinking to herself, Lu Lang would definitely go to high school this year, and then take herself to live a good life.

Finally, after not knowing how many times he fell off the list, Lu Zilong finally won the Tanhua.

On the day when the sedan chair came to pick him up, Chen Xueyu was carefully dressed and full of joy, but was kicked away by the other party when he was about to get on the sedan chair.

It kicked her in the stomach, and she rolled on the ground in pain.

"Lu Lang, why are you? Why do you treat me like this? ”

The other party's eyes were cold, and he looked at her condescendingly, disdainfully, like looking at a dying and struggling domestic animal.

"Can't you see it yet? I don't want you anymore, and I don't want to see what I look like now, are you worthy of me? ”

Putting down this sentence, he sat in the sedan chair and walked away.

Chen Xueyu, who was lying on the ground, recalled the words just now, incredible, frightened, and grief-stricken......

Running into the house like crazy, constantly looking in the mirror, stopping self-doubt.

It's because I'm too ugly, so I'm not worthy of Lu Lang.

Is it possible that as long as I become better-looking, I can save Lu Lang's heart?

……