At this time, I listened to Gu Yelin, no, it was Gu Teng who continued: "We deserve it." From the moment we were transferred to the Peace Mission, we were doomed to have no bones.

But do we have a choice? Disobedience is death; If you are obedient, you will still die.

We've tried not to get involved too much, and we've not killed anyone in our own court.

But...... Who will listen to us explain?

After the city of Zhaozhou was defeated by the Turks, we and the Turks were also very different.

We did not harm the people, but quietly helped the people.

Can...... The people won't say a good word for us...... They will only hate and hate us.

Later, Zhaozhou recovered and returned to the dynasty, Yan Zhiwei ran away, and we ran away if we left it. Where can we go?

I know that to stay is to die.

Can you run to the Turks? More reluctant.

We had to flee and find a way to survive.

But what kind of day was that...... and our families, all beheaded. We can't even take a sneak peek and collect a corpse......

Since then, he has been incognito and wandering everywhere, like rats in a stinking ditch.

Or like me, I changed my face, tried to get an identity document, took the imperial examination again, and blended into the officialdom, just to find someone who could give us back the law.

Can you, Master Di, tell me what we're doing wrong......"

Gu Teng said, lying on the ground and weeping.

It is now the twenty-first year of the Great Xia calendar, and he has been hiding for nineteen years......

He didn't know what he had done wrong or why he was hiding, but he had to live like this.

No matter how many days and nights he had, he wondered: What is life for?

Perhaps, just trying to find an answer.

An answer that can be explained to the dead comrades.

And this answer: Di Ying doesn't know how to give it.

In other words, it is not something that can be given now.

He got up, walked to the opposite side of Gu Teng, lifted the hem of his robe, and sat on the ground.

He didn't help Gu Teng get up, nor did he persuade Gu Teng not to cry, he could only sit with him like this.

After a long time, it wasn't until Gu Teng cried out of the pain that had been suffocating in his heart for many years that Di Ying said softly: "You, go find them."

I, I give you a chance to make meritorious contributions. When you stand on top of the golden temple one day, remember to ask Your Majesty for yourselves.

Only she can give you the answers you want. ”

Gu Teng raised his head suddenly.

He looked at Master Di in front of him in disbelief, looking at those warm and firm eyes, his lips trembled, he wanted to ask, but he couldn't make a sound.

Di Ying smiled lightly at him, and added softly: "If they haven't become bad, if they still have a heart to serve the country, and they still want to find justice for themselves, you, just take them and do what I say." Luckily? ”

What else can Gu Teng say?

He nodded, nodded heavily, and tears fell one by one, like jade beads, with the movement of nodding.

Although, he didn't know how many people he could find who hadn't gone bad......

At that time, they were panicked, painful and tormented, and they were on the verge of collapse at any time. How many people can make it through? How many people still insist on seeking justice for themselves and their comrades?

Gu Teng didn't know.

But he will look for it, and he will find it by all means. Even if Master Di finally arranges for them to go to the battlefield, it is better for them to die on the battlefield than to die in the stinky ditch and under the choppel.

Gu Teng figured it out, but cried out again with a "wow".

He fell on Master Di's lap and cried out bitterly, "Why didn't you show up earlier! ”

Di Ying couldn't answer.

At that time, he was still studying the Four Books and the Five Classics with all his heart. Just because of those things, there are also stimulated him to work hard.

At that time, he also thought about it...... Why wasn't I born a few years earlier?

If he had been born early, he would have tried his best to prevent this from happening, even if he risked his own life.

It is not the pain of one person, a thousand people, or ten thousand people, but the sorrow and death of the country.

With a long sigh, Di Ying, who couldn't respond, asked rhetorically: "...... Why didn't you come to me sooner? ”

It would be better to come to me sooner or for a few years earlier.

Gu Teng: "...... I can't believe anyone......"

Di Ying: "...... Take your leave, don't resign. Having the status of an official may make it easier for you to find them. You have a sign of contact, right? Don't let outsiders know. By the way, do you have entanglements? ”

Gu Teng couldn't cry.

He sat up straight on his knees, wiped his face twice, and then nodded heavily, "I have it." Nineteen years, I haven't started a family, I haven't spent a penny, I have saved everything. Originally, I was thinking about ...... Even if I die, I will die with them......"

"That's fine,"

Di Ying raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and said by the way: "If they have violated the law and violated the law over the years, you had better persuade them to stay away and not fall into my hands." You're welcome. ”

Gu Teng: "......"

He really wanted to say: then they are all forced, you are unreasonable.

But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.

Maybe fate will play tricks on people for a while, but how to go on the road is still your own choice.

If you choose, there is no room for regret.

Gu Teng hoped that they were really fine.

Otherwise......

He jumped up, stumbled and almost fell, and ran out crookedly without help.

He's going to find people, to find them as quickly as he can.

There is hope for them!

Di Ying was still sitting on the ground, looking at the figure that seemed to be blown by the wind, and couldn't stop feeling sad in her heart.

The general gave the order, and the soldiers died. I hope that there will never be another such inexplicable death that disturbs the soul forever.

"Get up."

At this time, Zhou Rin spoke.

Previously, in this official room, Di Ying and Zhou Rin were there. After Gu Teng came in, Di Ying didn't let Zhou Rin out.

Gu Teng did not avoid it.

At this time, seeing that the adult was still sitting on the ground, Zhou Rin asked people to get up.

It's the end of October, and it's still cold on the ground.

Zhou Rin, like Xie Jing, is so pure that it is not mixed with any impurities. The difference is that when he hears the conversation between adults and Gu Teng, he will not have the slightest curiosity or too many ideas. Because he simply believes in his own adults.

I believe he can do what he says.

And if Xie Jing is here, it is estimated that he will be asked non-stop at this time.

For example: What kind of opportunities do adults give to those people? Where are you going to send those people or something.

Fortunately, Xie Jing was not there.

Otherwise, Di Ying didn't know how to answer these questions.

He stood up and was about to go out to see the situation of the new defense of the city wall, when he saw Gong 18 coming back.

Gong 18 brought back a summary of the news that all the brothers had visited.