Chapter 74: The Shackles of Immortality
Later, his father wanted him to get better, so he found him a sect to cultivate immortals.
sent him to the Cangchen Mountain faction and worshipped Liu Chongjin as his teacher.
After entering the school, he lived in the Cangchen Mountain faction for a long time, but he would return to the palace twice a year to visit relatives.
They are the Mid-Autumn Festival and the year-end New Year's Festival.
On the New Year of the second year, when he returned to the palace to visit his relatives again, his mother committed suicide on the day he returned to the palace.
When he went to greet Concubine Rong as usual, he saw the blood letter she left behind.
It reads: "Immortality, you have to live for a long time." ”
The bright red text is reflected in the eyes of a 6-year-old child.
Dazzling and distinct, it is difficult not to be impressed.
It hurt his heart so much that he couldn't breathe.
On that day, he permanently lost the mother who had never loved him.
The mother who didn't love her in the first place.
It's just that he doesn't feel light, but feels heavy.
It seems that the end of his mother's concubine was caused by the reason of his birth.
The woman thought she was relieved when she died.
But the father ordered that this woman who did not love him be buried in the imperial mausoleum, and a hundred years later, they would die in the same cave.
At that time, 6-year-old Xu Changsheng heard the news.
I only thought that my father loved my mother so much that I violated the etiquette system.
At that time, he felt that his father was as pitiful as himself.
I've been looking forward to someone who won't love me and be able to pity myself.
After the death of his mother, Xu Changsheng returned to the Cangchen Mountain Sect and gave himself a nickname: "Qingfeng." ”
At that time, Liu Chongjin asked him: "Why did Xiao Changsheng take the name of Qingfeng?" ”
Xu Changsheng shook his head, unwilling to say more, and only said to Liu Chongjin: "The breeze is good." ”
Liu Chongjin stroked his head and smiled kindly: "It's really good." ”
At this moment, Xu Changsheng, who had lived for more than two hundred years, knelt in front of the tomb and muttered, "Changsheng is the shackle you gave me after all. ”
He lived for more than 200 years as an atoning self-inflicted man.
Pathetic and pitiful.
"I hope this is the last time I'll come to worship you."
He used to say the closing sentence every year.
Every year he wants it to be the last time.
Because of the shackles given by his mother, he will not break himself, but he has been looking forward to an accident.
What kind of accident could there be to free him.
After finishing speaking, Xu Changsheng got up and patted the dust on his knees.
Looking sideways, I found that the light moon was standing not far away.
She was followed by two juniors from her own sect, whom he had seen and often came to his courtyard to deliver things.
Only at this moment, the two children were blind, like marionettes.
The heart demon could have been directly teleported back to the human city.
suddenly felt Xu Changsheng's sad mood.
Xu Changsheng has always given people the feeling that he is light-hearted, looks down on life and death, and is indifferent to what he encounters.
The demon had never felt such a sad and sad emotion in him.
She was a little curious, wanting to find out what made Xu Changsheng so sad.
So she didn't rush back to the city, and deliberately took a detour to come here.
The heart demon looked at the mausoleum behind Xu Changsheng and said lightly: "They are your parents?" ”
Xu Changsheng nodded: "Yes." ”
"Are they good to you?" The demon's voice was a little soft.
Talking to Xu Changsheng can calm her heart and make her not so impetuous.
This is a rare time for her to be able to calmly talk to someone.
Faced with this question, Xu Changsheng didn't know how to answer.
His father, the emperor, was very resourceful, and only occasionally came to care about the princes.
Her mother ignored him, kept her out of sight, and always ignored him.
Her mother just didn't love him, but she didn't treat him badly.
will not deliberately beat and scold him, deliberately bully him unreasonably, and will not instigate others to bully him.
How to count it as good for him, how to count it bad for him, he doesn't know.
"It doesn't matter if it's good or not, for my father, my existence is dispensable, he doesn't treat me well, he doesn't ignore me, for my mother, my existence is like air."
His father had many princes, and one less of him was insignificant, and one more of him would not get any preferential treatment.
His father had always been fair.
His mother only treated him as air, ignored him, and set it aside.
After getting Xu Changsheng's answer, Danyue thought, Xu Changsheng's parents are not as good as Zhan Lu's parents.
But even Xu Changsheng's parents' attitude of ignoring him is the treatment she yearns for in Xindanyue.
She looked at the mausoleum behind Xu Changsheng faintly.
Thoughts drifted back to the past.
She was born into an ordinary family, and her parents were patriarchal.
When I was very young, I didn't do a lot of work at home.
Her parents disliked her as a girl, and the couple thought about having another son every day.
The mother does not do any work at home, she has to take care of her body, and it is said that after taking care of her body, she can give birth to a boy.
When she was 4 years old, her mother became pregnant, and soon after, as they wished, gave birth to a son.
She was also full of joy to welcome the birth of her own brother.
At that time, she felt that after her brother was born, her parents' wish would come true.
When her parents' wishes come true and her mood improves, she will be treated better.
At that time, the mother will no longer have to continue to raise her body and prepare for the birth of a son, and will follow along to do the work at home.
Then it will be easier for her, she won't have to do so much work anymore, and her mother will take part of it.
But her expectations did not come true.
After having a younger brother, her mother had to take care of her brother wholeheartedly, but still did not work.
Not only does she have endless work, but she also has a sense of disparity between children from the same family and different treatments.
Parents will leave all the good things for the younger brother, whether it is food, clothing, or use.
Not only that, but once her brother cried because of her, she was inevitably beaten by her parents.
For a very small thing, her brother was playing with a stick.
The child was about to hit her with a stick when she didn't have a weight in her hand, so she snatched it from her brother's hand and threw it aside.
The younger brother didn't hit her, and cried unhappily.
The mother who heard the sound picked up the stick on the ground and began to beat her.
When her brother saw her beating, he giggled beside her.
From then on, his brother had mastered the secret of bullying her.
As long as I cry loudly next to my sister, my parents will come and beat my sister.
Her life became more difficult, and the frequency of beatings gradually increased.
When she was 12 years old, her parents sold her to a family as a maid in order to give her younger brother better conditions.
All the money from selling her was left for her brother to spend.
She couldn't figure out why there was such a big difference in treatment between the same father and mother.
Is it just because she's a daughter?
His thoughts stopped, and the light moon looked at the grave.
The grave is the home of the deceased and the place where the thoughts of the living are carried out.
She didn't know how others felt when they paid homage to their deceased parents.
But she sensed Xu Changsheng's sad mood.
She asked, "Are they all so sad when they worship the dead?" ”
"What is it that makes you feel sad? For the sake of the dead? ”
She thought, it should be a person who the living loves very much, and only when the person she cherishes dies, the living will feel sad.
It's a pity that in her life, there has never been such a person.
Xu Changsheng noticed her words, and he thought, was his state of mind just now actually sad?
Xu Changsheng smiled: "Grief is not necessarily for the deceased, it may also be for the sake of the living self." ”
"In addition, worshipping the deceased does not necessarily feel grief."
"There are many kinds of deceased, there are relatives, lovers, friends, and possibly enemies."
"When we worship our enemies, we not only do not feel sorrow, but we even feel joy."
The demons in her heart are clear, and she can still worship the enemy, so the people she hates can also worship.
She was wrong, she shouldn't have let her parents and brother go wild after she killed them.
They should be given a low grave.
I often go to worship and make a few sarcastic words at their graves, so that I can be happy physically and mentally.
I suddenly felt a little regret that I didn't set up a grave for my parents.
But then, it occurred to the demon that she had other people she hated, and those people had graves.
Then she could go and find the old graves and pay homage to their graves from time to time.
The demons, who had no experience in worshipping, asked, "How do you usually worship enemies?" ”
Xu Changsheng: "Enemies, no offerings, no paper money, you can prepare something they hate for them and burn it for them." ”
"In short, how pleasant you are, how you come."
How does pleasure come from? The demon had a picture in his mind.
She could whip those people from time to time.
The demon felt that he had learned something useful tonight.
It's not too early, it's time for her to go back.
She turned to leave.
Xu Changsheng stopped her.
"Miss Light Moon, where are you going to take my two juniors?"
The heart demon paused, yes, she met Xu Changsheng at the foot of Cangchen Mountain Sect.
It is also the scope of the Cangchen Mountain Sect, protected by the Cangchen Mountain Enchantment.
Therefore, Xu Changzhi should also be a member of the Cangchen Mountain faction.
It was indeed Xu Changsheng's fellow disciples who he had kidnapped.
"I invited them to be guests."
Even if she couldn't kill Xu Changsheng, she wouldn't release a hostage who could threaten Zhan Lu just because of Xu Changsheng.
At first, she originally held the soul of her parents.
If necessary, you can take it out to threaten Zhan Lu and provoke Zhan Lu.
It's all to blame Nan Que for being troubled and stealing the two hostages that she has a lot of strength in her hands.
So she had to settle for the next best thing and took these two little ones as hostages.
I only hope that these two small ones can cause Zhan Lu's mood swings.
Xu Changsheng also knew that the woman in front of him was actually very dangerous, and she exuded anger all over her body.
Demonic energy, not a good stubble.
He didn't know why the other party treated him favorably, but he also knew that his face was not big enough.
It is impossible for people to let people go, and people will look at his face and put two juniors.
But in the dark, he had a kind of self-confidence, he felt that as long as he followed, these two juniors would not be in danger.
He proposed, "Then you might as well bring me one." ”
The heart demon glanced at him lightly, Xu Changsheng was not a threat to her.
As long as Xu Changsheng didn't have much to do, she could acquiesce to him following.
The heart demon activated the teleportation array and teleported himself to the main hall of the human city with the two small ones and Xu Changsheng.
After arriving at the main hall, the heart demon no longer cared about Xu Changsheng, Mao Zheng and Dai Peilan.
has reached her territory, and the cultivation of these three people will not make any waves.
All she needed to do was to get Zhan Lu into the city.
and then trapped the people who traveled with Zhan Lu in the maze.
She wants to let Zhan Lu come alone, and then be killed by her alone.
The demon left the hall without hesitation.
Mao Zheng and Dai Peilan, who regained consciousness.
"Hey, where is this, we fell asleep and changed to an inn?"
Mao Zheng looked at the layout of the luxurious hall and said in surprise.
The inn where he slept and changed, Dai Peilan said that his brother brought him over, so he must have been picked up by his master with a sword.
The last time he was picked back by his master, he later learned from his master.
He wondered how he had a backache, and he was strangled as a result.
Thinking about it, he subconsciously touched the place where his thin belt was.
"It doesn't hurt."
"It's weird."
Isn't it the master who picked him this time, and it won't be Dai Peilan's brother who took him by the hand, right?
Dai Peilan's brother is really a good person, Mao Zheng is deeply pleased.
Dai Peilan's heart is bigger, he doesn't think about how he came, he has come, why do he want to come here?
He looked at the entire hall in a circle, and echoed: "Don't say it, this place is good, magnificent, majestic, and luxurious. ”
He looked at the decoration and layout of the entire hall, and nodded appreciatively: "Not bad, not bad, really good." ”
Suddenly, his gaze turned, and he swept to Xu Changsheng, who was sitting on the side.
He said happily, "Hey, Senior Brother Qingfeng, when did you come?" ”
Xu Changsheng, who watched the two stupid boys make a fool of himself, was a little tired.
Today's juniors are a little too carefree, too well protected, and lack a sense of tension.
When you go to a place where you are unfamiliar with life and are full of danger, you can still enjoy the territory of others.