Returning to Cangchen Mountain from the Human City, Liu Qinuo did not follow his father and senior brothers back to the top of the mountain.

She went to the small courtyard at the foot of Xu Changsheng Mountain alone.

As soon as she approached the courtyard, a breeze blew, and the grape leaves on the trellis in the courtyard swayed in the wind.

The courtyard was silent, and for a while only the rustling of the leaves could be heard in the breeze.

In the past, when Xu Changsheng was here, this world was also very quiet, but it was different at that time.

It was quiet, but the courtyard was full of life.

Now there is no popularity in this courtyard, only a dead silence.

It was as if the whole courtyard knew that its master would not return, and the courtyard showed a bleak and sad atmosphere.

Liu Qinuo entered the courtyard, and the low couch under the grape trellis was still there.

For the past two hundred years.

No matter what season comes, no matter what season comes, there is a lazy and idle figure lying on that step.

In a trance, it seemed that I could still see the cold and lonely figure lying there like a breeze and a moon.

Liu Qinuo couldn't help but show a happy smile, and shouted in a flying tone: "Senior brother." ”

didn't get a gentle response as usual: "It's the little sister who is here." ”

Liu Qinuo came back to her senses and realized that everything just now was just her hallucination.

Where can you still see that lazy and idle man on that low couch now? Now there was nothing left above the soft collapse.

No one cared about that place anymore.

The teapot and teacups on the table were cold and silent.

Liu Qinuo walked over and sat on the chair opposite the soft collapse, which was her exclusive seat every time she came to the courtyard alone.

Today, she still uses her old habits.

It's just that when I sat down this time, I didn't have a pair of white and slender hands to pour her another cup of tea.

She couldn't help but smile wryly.

She sat quietly, watching the collapse across from her.

The past was replayed in her mind.

She remembered the scene when she first met Xu Changsheng.

She was very young at the time, and her mother was still there.

One day, my father brought back a boy doll carved in pink.

The boy is young, but he looks cool, doesn't like to talk, and is a little melancholy.

It was the first time she had seen such a cold and arrogant little brother.

At that time, she didn't understand, she just thought that people were cold and arrogant, and she felt that Xu Changsheng's whole body was shrouded in a dark light.

She really wanted to pull this little brother into the sun and let him feel light and warmth.

She stretched out her friendly little hand and took out a candy from her pocket and gave it to Xu Changsheng.

"Brother, this is for you."

Xu Changsheng didn't answer, but just hid behind Liu Chongjin.

Liu Chongjin smiled and touched his head: "Changsheng, this is Sister Qinuo, take it, my sister is courting you." ”

Xu Changsheng took the candy at this time, but he didn't eat it, just pinched it in the palm of his hand.

He grew up in the palace and knew that he couldn't just eat what others gave him.

When he first arrived, he couldn't let down his guard.

Even if it's just a child.

In order to live up to his little sister's kindness, he still whispered: "Thank you." ”

It's just that the defense in his heart has not been discovered by Liu Qinuo.

Xu Changsheng is Liu Chongjin's first disciple, and after he started, Qiu Zhifeng only had two little radish heads, him and Liu Qinuo.

Xu Changsheng always stayed alone and practiced the homework assigned to him by Liu Chongjin.

Liu Qinuo listened to his mother's words and did not disturb his brother's study.

It's just that every time she looks at Xu Changsheng from a distance, she always feels that when the little brother is alone, his whole body is shrouded in darkness.

She didn't like the dark vibes.

So she disobeyed her mother's instructions and always took some things to play with Xu Changsheng.

At first, Xu Changsheng was annoying her, and she chattered on the side, throwing out 100,000 whys.

And Xu Changsheng always held a book, sat solemnly, couldn't move, and ignored her existence.

At that time, Liu Qinuo, who was wrapped in the new love of her parents, had a very good personality, and she didn't care about Xu Changsheng's ignorance of her at all.

On the contrary, she was very happy, she felt that as long as she kept chattering around Xu Changsheng, the darkness that enveloped Xu Changsheng would fade a lot.

So even if the other party ignores her, she is very happy.

Gradually, after a long time, Xu Changsheng will begin to take care of her.

Will open her mouth coldly to correct some of her gibberish.

For example, she said, "Brother, why can't fish fly?" ”

Xu Changsheng would give her a cold look, and then said awkwardly: "Because fish don't have wings." ”

She didn't care about the answer, as long as Xu Chang physiologically touched her, she was very happy.

So she giggled.

After a long time, the darkness that lingered around Xu Changsheng was finally dispelled by her.

It's just that later, one year, Xu Changsheng went home once, and after returning to Cangchen Mountain, he was silent again.

Later, her mother had an accident, and her soul was damaged, and she was raised for many years.

The two of them hadn't seen each other much.

When she saw Xu Changsheng again, she was already past the age of two young guesses.

Qiu Zhifeng has a new disciple assigned to her father, and Xu Changsheng is what they call a senior brother.

She started to practice, which can be regarded as a beginner, so she is the youngest junior sister.

At that time, Xu Changsheng had grown into a cold and handsome son.

Everything is fine, but the body is not very good.

When she was a child, she couldn't call her 'brother', so she called Xu Changsheng like her senior brothers: "Senior brother." ”

Soon after, Xu Changsheng moved out of Qiu Zhifeng and lived in a small courtyard under the mountain.

When her father left the customs, he told all the disciples to let them go to Xu Changsheng's courtyard often.

At that time, she did not know what her father meant.

Now she understands.

Father should have seen very early on that Xu Changsheng had a desire to die, and in order to make him nostalgic for the world, he wanted his brothers to intersect with him.

She also frequented that little courtyard, and she went to it more than anyone else.

In the spring, she wanted to bring the spring flowers to Xu Changsheng to see, so she would pick all kinds of flowers and give them to Xu Changsheng.

On the first spring day, she just did her routine and obeyed her father's orders.

She carried the flower basket into the small courtyard.

Xu Changsheng lay idly on the soft collapse and bathed in the spring breeze.

Seeing her come in, he sat up and greeted her: "Little junior sister is here." ”

Looking at the flower basket in her hand, Xu Changsheng showed a smile: "Little junior sister, this is the whole spring sent to me." ”

"This basket has collected all the flowers that bloom in spring."

Liu Qinuo was shaken by Xu Changsheng's warm smile.

She came back to her senses and brought the flower basket to Xu Changsheng.

Xu Changsheng took the flower basket, his eyes were gentle, his smile was crooked, and he put the flower basket on the prince next to him with some cherishment.

"I love this gift."

"But I have nothing to give you in return."

"It's better to look at this vine, I planted it newly, and it should bear grapes in the summer, and I will send you some grapes to eat when the time comes."

Liu Qinuo likes the taste of grapes very much, but there is no one in the mountains, and there is indeed only such a stone in Xu Changsheng's courtyard.

It should be the seedlings that Xu Changsheng found from outside and transplanted them back.

Liu Qinuo happily agreed: "Okay, okay, then senior brother, you have to take care of it, don't be eaten by the birds by then." ”

Xu Changsheng: "No, no, I will use a spell to enclose an area for you to ensure that you can eat grapes in summer." ”

That summer, Liu Qinuo went out to buy groceries, and when he returned, it happened to be raining.

On that day, she made an appointment with Xu Changsheng that she would go to his yard to pick grapes when she came back.

As soon as I walked halfway, the summer sky changed as soon as it was said, and the sky didn't hold back, and the raindrops the size of beans fell down.

There was an oil-paper umbrella above her head, and a warm voice sounded in her ears: "You have to remember to bring an umbrella when you go out in the future." ”

"If I hadn't been waiting for you to pick the grapes, I wouldn't have picked you up in the middle of the road."

While speaking, Xu Changsheng couldn't hold back his cough twice.

At that time, Xu Changsheng's cough was not very serious, and it could still be controlled by medicine.

Liu Qinuo looked at the umbrella above his head, and couldn't help but be moved in his heart.

The two of them held an umbrella and returned to the small courtyard, she didn't get a single rain during the whole process, but Xu Changsheng wet half of his sleeves.

It's just that Xu Changsheng didn't care: "The summer rain doesn't last long, look at this day, it should stop for a while, you take shelter from the rain here first, and when the rain stops, you go to pick grapes." ”

Liu Qinuo looked at his wet sleeves: "Okay, thank you, senior brother." ”

"Senior brother, leave me alone, you go and change your clothes first, don't catch a cold for a while."

Xu Changsheng stood under the eaves and smiled slightly: "Don't get in the way, I'll do it in a while." ”

In the end, Xu Changsheng still went to change his clothes.

Since this summer, Xu Changsheng's grape trellis has always had an area reserved for her.

The grapes that grew in that area belonged to Liucino.

Although she never asked for it, and Xu Changsheng never promised it, she always kept this habit.

There are many such preferential treatments, such as the wine Xu Changsheng gives every year, and she will give her more than others.

For another example, Xu Changsheng would gently touch her head.

Also, Xu Changsheng would bring her a gift every year during the Qingming Festival, when he came back from Kyoto.

Clothing, or food.

Such Xu Changsheng made it impossible for her not to be moved.

But several times, when she wanted to express her heart, Xu Changsheng always seemed to be able to predict what she was going to say.

Interrupted every time, he was running away from his feelings every time.

And she has always been a self-conscious person.

After many times, she only thought that the senior brother was not mentally prepared and had no intention of accepting her affection.

She thought, then she will wait, one day, Xu Changsheng will be able to accept her.

It's just that she never thought that Xu Changsheng wouldn't want to live, he lived a very tormented and heavy life.

So, he wanted to be free.

She only now understands that Xu Changsheng is ready to be relieved at all times.

So he couldn't respond to her feelings, he couldn't give her promises, so he simply didn't love.

It's just that Liu Qinuo retains a special treatment.

He lives for a moment, and this special lasts for a moment until he is free.

Liu Qinuo was a little annoyed, annoyed that he had been circling around Xu Changsheng, why he couldn't see through his thoughts.

When Zhan Lu first came to Xu Changsheng's courtyard, he should have seen through Xu Changsheng's thoughts.

That's why Zhan Lu said to her that day, let her accompany Xu Changsheng more.

At that time, Zhan Lu probably didn't really want to tease her, nor did she want to pierce her hidden thoughts.

I just want to tell her to cherish every moment when this person is still alive.

It's a pity that she was only shy at the time, but she didn't understand the deep meaning.

"Senior brother, are you at ease now?"

"If this is the end you want, I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart."

She didn't care about her untimely feelings, she only wished that Xu Changsheng would get her wish.

As long as he is at ease, she can accept any result.

The pain of losing Xu Changsheng can be healed slowly.

A breeze blew, gently brushing the top of her head, as if Xu Changsheng felt when he stroked the top of his head.

Liu Qinuo squeezed out a smile and muttered:

"I hope that in the future, every breeze in Cangchen Mountain will be wrapped in your figure."

"I'll know you've always been."

She could be treated as if he had never left.