Chapter 618: Selfishness to the extreme
But these words made Qiu Zhichen's parents, sister-in-law, children, sister and others stunned and dumbfounded.
They never knew that their eldest son, their husband, their father, and their elder brother could have such a vile, insidious, and cruel side.
They are a family, they are the flesh and blood of their closest relatives, how can they be......
But that's not all.
Qiu Zhichen's eyes were red, and he continued to speak in pain and struggle.
What he guessed was: Since Master Di has found it and asked about this, then Xiaoyu's death may be related to his brother.
He can tolerate his brother harming him, but he must not let Xiaoyu die in vain.
Even he felt that it was he who said it too late, too late, so that Xiaoyu was killed like this.
"Father, mother, you don't believe it, do you? But you know what? Growing up, and now that I'm fifteen years old, I can't remember how many times I've been in such danger.
When I was young, I listened to what I believed and liked to run behind my brother's ass.
When I was ten years old, I suddenly came to my senses in the midst of a life-and-death crisis.
That time, Xiaoyu and I were hiding in the woods......
Suddenly, I felt chills all over my body, and I turned around and saw my brother.
At that time, one of my brother's hands quickly hid behind his back and hid something.
I didn't see it, but at that time, I could strongly feel my brother's murderous intent towards me.
I didn't dare to think about it, I never dared to think about it.
But instinctively, I moved farther and farther away from him, and I didn't dare to go near him anymore, let alone go out with him anymore.
Brother, today is finally over.
Can you tell me that it's really just ...... Are you jealous of your parents' preference for me just because of these possessions?
Can you make me die a little more clearly? ”
In the face of Qiu Zhichen's almost pleading posture, in the face of the disbelief projected by his family, but with some fearful eyes.
Qiu Zhihai grinned, showing a sad and angry expression.
He asked his brother, "Is that all?" How easy you put it. Because you always want it, you can get it, you can get it while you lie down.
But I had to work hard to get up in the middle of the night and work late into the night, and I still couldn't get what I wanted.
Not only that, but I have to work hard to please you in order to get less than one-tenth of your attention and love.
Why, you ask? I also want to know what the reason for all this is. ”
As he spoke, Qiu Zhihai looked at his parents and asked, "Just because I'm the eldest son, right?" It is said that the people love their children, and the nobles love their eldest sons.
I just don't understand the difference? I don't understand it......
The eldest son is to inherit the family business, and the youngest son is only used to love. What kind of logic is this?
The love of a lifetime was given to the younger son, but in the end, the eldest son was asked to support the elderly. Why?
Are we tools? Is it because you were born early?
But we don't want to be the firstborn sons who are burdened, okay?
Seeing that the hardest and most tiring work is mine, and watching the younger brother who eats and drinks spicy food, you really haven't thought about how uncomfortable my heart will be?
Father, mother, I am four years older than my brother, and without him, I am a treasure in the palm of your hand, and when I have him, I will become a grass in the wilderness.
Have you ever wondered if I can accept it?
You only care about life and life, but you don't even think about whether we who are big enough can accept it. ”
The more Qiu Zhihai spoke, the more emotional he became, and the more he spoke, the more he felt aggrieved and panicked.
It's been fifteen years, he's been holding back for fifteen years, and now he can finally say it, and suddenly he feels quite relaxed.
With this sense of relief, he also spoke happily, because he knew that this was the only and last opportunity in his life for him to express his thoughts.
"Every day, every day, I watched myself so tired that I couldn't eat what I wanted, and then I watched my brother playing or sleeping in, being used to it by you and being fed by you.
Looking at the copper plate that I worked so hard to make, I was reluctant to spend a copper plate myself, and you grabbed the ground and gave it to my brother to spend at will.
You tell me, how do I balance?
Yes, since my brother was born, I wanted to kill him, but he just had a big life, he just couldn't die, he couldn't get it to die.
Sometimes, I want to give up on it.
Later, I supported myself with a thought: I thought that when you died, after this shop was completely owned by me, it would be regarded as a kind of compensation for my efforts. I'll just bear it.
But the year before last, what did I hear?
That night, I heard you say outside your second elder's window: When the shop is expanded, it will all be handed over to Qiu Zhichen to take care of. Take your family back to the country.
There are still houses and fields in the countryside, so it is good to repair the houses and farm with peace of mind.
Ha, the fruits of my hard work for half a lifetime are about to be snatched away by Qiu Zhichen. Why?
Is it because he's small? Just because he can't support himself and is a waste?
What kind of reason is this?
How can I feel embarrassed? How could I possibly accept it?
I had the idea of killing Qiu Zhichen again.
Only when he dies will this family be completely mine. It's my own.
But he's grown up, and he's wary of me, and he's going to stay away from me even if I'm near him, so what am I going to do?
That night, I happened to see him run out of the blue.
Originally, he had gone to the latch in the backyard, and I had quietly followed him, trying to push him out and kill him.
But before I could muster up the courage, I saw him run out of the way.
Naturally, I was going to follow.
It was so late that he went out alone, and that was to give me the best chance to get off the phone.
He didn't even pay attention to what was behind him.
I guessed what he was out for. He often secretly has private meetings with Xiao Xiaoyu, private meetings that don't want any face, and don't pay attention to men and women at all.
But it's never been so late as this time.
I knew: my chance had come.
Because the place where they often meet privately is the abandoned area in the south, where there is no one at such a late hour, and there are very few people who can even see it during the day.
I followed him, saw the back that seemed to be Xiao Xiaoyu, and also saw Qiu Zhichen slip and fall, and secretly despised him in my heart.
It's really a useless waste, you can wrestle even if you take a run.
I don't even know what they are doing in this world.
Is it because we want to let those of us who work hard to pave the way for their good days? Is it to step on our heads and enjoy the fruits of our labor? ”