Chapter 194: Forget it
Xie Jingyuan sighed, and said helplessly: "I really can't talk about you!" ”
"Then don't talk about it, have you finished breakfast?"
As the two spoke, Xie Jingyuan held an umbrella and leaned towards her slightly, while walking into the small courtyard.
Seeing that Xie Jingyuan didn't answer, Yingyue immediately understood that he came hungry again, so she hurriedly asked someone to pass the meal, and said helplessly: "My current injury is not serious, I can take care of myself, but you, don't let me spare my energy to worry about you." ”
"Well, have you medicated?"
Xie Jingyuan nodded, but whether he could listen to it or not, I don't know how much he listened.
Thinking of Chunlan's words, she said, "I've been drugged a long time ago." ”
Seeing him drinking porridge and holding chopsticks and picking up side dishes, Hotaru opened her mouth and wanted to tell him about the old marquis, but she lowered her head guiltily.
She tugged at the handkerchief and couldn't speak.
Seeing her small movements, Xie Jingyuan put down the bowl and said, "What's wrong?" What else do you want to hide from me? ”
Hotaru was taken aback, she didn't expect her careful thinking to be so shallow, she shook her head.
I wanted to explain it to him, but I couldn't say it.
Frowning, Xie Jingyuan said: "You can say whatever you want, you don't have to be so entangled, in front of me, don't you seem to be very angry between the two of us?" ”
Taking a deep breath, Hotaru said tentatively: "Old Marquis......"
With only three words, Xie Jingyuan's face became obviously ugly.
His thin lips tightened, and although he was unhappy, he did not stop her from continuing.
You must know that since the old marquis passed away, no one dared to mention him in front of Xie Jingyuan again, for fear that one would accidentally annoy him.
Seeing his face, Hotaru closed her mouth silently, and she didn't have the courage to speak out.
After enduring and forbearing, Xie Jingyuan said: "Say whatever you want." ”
Outside, the rain was getting heavier, and the light-colored cement floor on the porch, which had not been wet, was darkened, and the wind and rain made the cold worse.
Wrapped tightly in her coat, Hotaru licked her lips: "It's nothing." ”
The voice was quiet, and she gradually wore out all her courage.
Seeing that she looked down and didn't dare to look at herself, Xie Jingyuan laughed and said, "When did you become so timid?" Didn't you have the audacity to pour ingredients into the chicken soup last night? ”
When Hotaru raised her head, she happened to see the smile on the corner of his mouth, like ice melting, and her little nervousness disappeared, and she muttered, "Isn't it afraid that you will be unhappy." ”
Knuckles tapped lightly on the table, and he said, "It's okay, you can say it." ”
Compared with this, he cares more about the mood of the person in front of him.
But how did Yingyue know so much about him, seeing him say this, wouldn't it be hypocritical for her to hide it again, so she said bluntly: "What happened back then, I think there was a misunderstanding between you and the old marquis." ”
"Misunderstanding? Where is the misunderstanding? He chuckled.
Exhaling turbidity, she said sullenly: "Actually, it's all my fault......"
With a frown, Xie Jingyuan took her little hand and took it in his direction, Leaning forward, her other hand resting on his shoulder.
He said, "It's not your fault, don't take everything on you." ”
"Why not? Back then, if it weren't for the fact that I was bullied on the street, the old marquis saved me, and I begged the old marquis to take me in because I was homeless, how could there be so many rumors outside? Seeing that Xie Jingyuan was about to speak again, her palm lightly pressed against his lips, and continued: "When I didn't enter the mansion back then, the relationship between you and the old marquis was not as bad as it was later, think about it carefully, I am really like a vixen as the outside world says." ”
Holding her hand and pulling it away gently, Xie Jingyuan said, "You're not, don't listen to the nonsense of people outside, is there someone talking nonsense in front of you recently?" ”
"No, no." Shaking her head, Yingyue said: "It's just that I suddenly remembered something, Xie Jingyuan, the old marquis really loves you very, very much." ”
When Xie Jingyuan heard her words, he hooked the corners of his mouth sarcastically: "Hurt me?" If you really feel sorry for me, you won't let the rest of the women into the house casually. ”
After speaking, he realized that the woman in his mouth was Hotaru Yue, and he looked at her carefully, and was relieved to see that she didn't react.
Hotaru Yue hurriedly said: "What I said is true! The old marquis feels very sorry for you, back then, he did a lot of things for you, even taking me in, in fact, it was for you. ”
Seeing that he didn't believe it, she pulled him up: "If you don't believe it, I'll take you to see it." ”
"No, it's been so long, and whatever the truth is, I don't want to continue to investigate."
Xie Jingyuan turned around and wanted to leave, but Yingyue quickly grabbed his arm and said firmly: "Today, I will definitely resolve the knot between you and the old marquis." ”
"What exactly do you want to do?" He wondered.
Pulling him, Yingyue strode out, the rain was getting heavier and mixed with the wind, as soon as she walked out, she was drenched, she hurriedly took the oil-paper umbrella from Chunlan's hand, and pulled Xie Jingyuan to leave.
As soon as he took a step, he was thrown away.
Hotaru stumbled at her feet and looked back at him.
Under the rain, he had a calm face, his face was really not good-looking, everything seemed to be painted gray, the Adam's apple rolled up and down, he lowered his eyes, pulled the corners of his lips like self-deprecation, and his voice was extremely hoarse.
"Forget it."
When it comes to this, I don't know if he is unwilling or has no courage.
She turned back to him and asked relentlessly, "Why?" ”
It's really incomprehensible, obviously there is such a big misunderstanding between their father and son, and it has become a knot in Xie Jingyuan's heart, why don't you try to untie it?
Don't turn your face, Xie Jingyuan didn't say a word.
Hotaru Yue stretched out her hand and twisted his face again, facing him, half pitiful, her eyes were full of sadness: "You don't believe me? ”
His panic was visible to the naked eye, and he hurriedly coaxed: "It's not ......"
This father and son are really alike, and they can't see their daughter's family looking at him pitifully, otherwise they will be soft-hearted and can't stand it, and let the other party handle it.
Hotaru thought to herself, still with a wounded look on her face, and said, "Then why don't you come with me?" Xie Jingyuan, you are a coward, afraid of the truth, and want to escape from the truth, but have you thought about my feelings? ”
Looking at her, Xie Jingyuan was silent, but his eyes were confused.
"I've been told for so many years, everyone thinks that your relationship is not harmonious, it's all because of me, no one wants to listen to me explain, and now I finally have the courage to tell you all the truth, but what about you? But you choose to run away, where have you put me? ”
Closing her eyes, Yingyue took two steps back in frustration, and Xie Jingyuan hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her wrist.
"In that case, forget it."