Chapter 359: Losing and Winning

"I may have lost."

With a long sigh, the emperor collapsed on the altar.

Maybe he does have the strength to defeat that monster, but after he has the idea of "can I really win", he really can't win against that monster - although this kind of thing may be a bit difficult to say, but in the final analysis, it is because there is already more fear in his heart.

If he can exert ten percent of his strength in his heyday, then in a state of fear, the power that can be exerted must be at least eighty percent off.

This is still the most ideal situation, and if it really falls into the actual battle, it is likely that it will not be able to play eighty percent of the time.

Fearful, panicked, hesitant to strike, indecisive to strike, and panicked by fear, many things are actually no longer quantifiable - but it is these small places that can greatly affect the direction of the battle, and eventually lead to ......

"Hoo ......"

Exhaling a breath of turbidity, the Emperor cleared these thoughts from his mind.

He can't think about it, he can't think about this kind of thing, and the more he thinks about it, the more the fear in his heart will become, and if he allows this fear to develop, sooner or later he will be completely swallowed by this fear.

Just like when he used fear to dominate those ants.

"We can't go on like this, we must quickly wash away this fear."

Thinking like this, Huang Tian left the altar for the first time and came to the archive where the materials were kept.

The archives recorded everything he had collected, from martial arts to exercises to the strange knowledge from all worlds - but this time he didn't come to look for them, he went straight to the deepest part of the archives.

Stored there are archives that record the history of the family.

"Hoo ......"

Breathing out a breath of turbidity again, Huangtian, who had stabilized his mind, turned the pages of the book and read it.

The history of the family began to be recorded from the grandfather's grandfather's generation, and although the old man did not have any great achievements to boast about, he raised a great son - so the old man's son, that is, his grandfather's father, specifically listed the old man at the forefront of the family history, on the one hand, to show respect for his father, and on the other hand, to set an example, so that future generations can also learn to honor their elders.

"Hey......"

Seeing those plain but warm records, feeling the bits and pieces between the lines, and looking at those old images and pictures, Huangtian's original anxious mood gradually calmed down.

But then, Huangtian's mood suddenly soared.

Just because the genealogy in his hand has been turned to his grandfather's father, that is, the great son just mentioned - under the cultivation of that kind old father, this son, that is, his great-grandfather, fully showed his genius side, because of his outstanding ability, his great-grandfather was quickly promoted, and even at a young age, he was able to sit on one side and stand alone.

"Remarkable! It's amazing! ”

Even if in the eyes of the current emperor, this kind of content that has been crawling all the way in the mortal empire is somewhat naïve, but thinking about the fact that Grandpa Tai went from almost nothing to this position, he will still be amazed by it after all.

From an involuntary ant to a person who can control his own destiny, God knows how much hard work and sweat it takes.

Of course, the most important talent is also indispensable.

But it's a pity that his grandfather's experience ended here, people at that time were limited by their lifespan after all, even if his grandfather's son, that is, his grandfather, no matter how powerful he was, it was difficult to bring the dead back to life.

At least in those days, it was.

In those days, to die was to die, and it was basic common sense that the dead could not be resurrected - but just as there will always be warriors who will challenge the dragon, there will always be brave people who will want to do something that is absolutely impossible.

And this is the story of his grandfather's generation.

Relying on the power and wealth of his grandfather, his grandfather could do a lot of things he wanted to do, so of course, his grandfather did not do those occupations that were useful in the eyes of others at that time, but went to be the most unlikely explorer to make money, and by exploring all kinds of places that could not be reached by manpower, so as to feel the excitement of life that could not be felt at all.

"This is not so much revenge, but a kind of self-exile, I was born to have everything, which made me lose the meaning of life, only continuous adventures, constantly challenging myself, can I have a sense of life, in order to let me know the weight of life."

His fingers swiped over the words on the file, and Huang Tian read it word by word, at this moment, he seemed to feel the state of mind of his ancestors, and felt the emptiness and torture that his grandfather once faced.

Although he has seen it several times, Huangtian still can't help but sigh that his grandfather, who was unrivaled and as tough as steel, was actually troubled by such a thing when he was young.

Soon, however, his grandfather was no longer bothered by these things, and it was only after his father, his great-grandfather, died of illness that he realized how empty his so-called adventures had been.

"I should probably learn to be a doctor, or run a couple of hospitals, so that at least I can get the old thing back and give him two more days to live, instead of the old thing taking three months to get out of the hole in the glacier like now...... What the hell am I doing? What am I doing all this for? ”

Between the lines, Huangtian can even feel his grandfather's confusion.

You can also feel the efforts of his grandfather for this.

After personally feeling the pain of birth, old age, sickness and death, his grandfather began to study in this area, and after inheriting the inheritance of his grandfather, his grandfather had huge resources and power, and when his grandfather said that he would spend all this huge inheritance on the exploration of life and death, almost everyone in the empire expressed their support for this.

In the final analysis, to do this kind of thing, it is necessary to burn money, the more ethereal things are, the more money will be burned, as for whether it can be done, it doesn't matter, anyway, it will only be his grandfather who loses, and everyone else can earn it, so why stop it?

But what no one expected was that his grandfather actually succeeded.

"The power of the heart, that's the power of the mind."

After getting the results, his grandfather showed his results to the entire empire for the first time.

"It's the power of ideas, it's the power of imagination...... The gravitational pull of reality has imprisoned us for so long that we forget that we have this power in our own right. We don't have to look for it, we can do anything. ”

Such an idea naturally caused an uproar.

Of course, for now, in the eyes of the emperor, his grandfather's idea is extremely correct, this old man really made an epoch-making discovery, after breaking free from the gravitational pull of reality, people can really do anything - but the rest of the people in the empire don't think so at all, they are bound by the gravitational pull of reality, they only think that his grandfather is talking crazy.

Until his grandfather showed strength.

It's an all-powerful power.

This is also the most incomprehensible place for the emperor, on the one hand, the people of the empire will never recognize his grandfather's research results, on the other hand, everyone in the empire wants to have this power - fortunately, his grandfather is indeed strong enough, so there is no conflict, but because of this disagreement, his grandfather still left, and the old man with great powers left the original world to explore a new direction.

"That's right, that's how it should be."

Seeing this, Huang Tian nodded again and again.

Yes, that's how it should be, since these imperial people don't recognize the real elites, then it's good that they, the real elites, just leave, anyway, the facts have proved that without them, the real elites, those so-called realistic people, after all, have degenerated into blood-drinking savages, and a long time has consumed all history, and even the so-called empire has ceased to exist.

But his grandfather is still alive and well.

After leaving that world, his grandfather began to travel from world to world, and in the process, his father was born—only unlike his ancestors, his father's talent was not in power and scholarship, but in combat, and the new generation of the family was as invincible as the protagonist in those books.

And this is exactly what the family needed at that time, after entering a strange environment, the family really needs a strong force to protect their safety.

Of course, in Huangtian's opinion, the real strongest should be him.

Compared with his father, his talent is more excellent, and his combat effectiveness is more powerful, although he may indeed be quite poor in terms of combat experience, but in terms of various exercises and martial arts, his accumulation is beyond his father's reach - after all, his father was still in a period of poverty and whiteness, and needed to expand the territory, and when Huangtian himself grew up, he already had a huge amount of resources to choose from, compared with the two, in any case, he must be stronger.

"Yes, I'm the strongest."

Closing the book, Huang Tian took a deep breath.

"I have noble blood in my body, I have been learning the most powerful combat skills since I was a child, I am stronger than my father, how could I be afraid of an ant?"

Saying this, Huang Tian put the genealogy in his hand back to its original position.

With this action, the fear that remained in his heart also dissipated.

Yes, this is also a way to clear the fear, not to involve yourself in some strange mental whirlpool and become a believer of the other party, but to recall the glory of your ancestors, so as to break free yourself from this fear - in a sense, the glory of your ancestors can also be regarded as another mental whirlpool, and the majestic images created by generation after generation are simply the most vivid guideposts.

Like a shining beacon in a raging storm, the dazzling light was enough to wash away all the uneasiness in his heart.

"But...... Mental whirlpool, is it? ”

Huang Tian frowned slightly, things seemed to be a little different from what he understood.

If he remembered correctly, in the genealogy records, after the elites of them flew away, that world had been captured by the gravitational pull of reality, and there was nothing transcendent to speak of—but now, judging from his own personal experience, the powerhouses in that world were even similar to him in their use of mental power.

It's not normal, it's not normal, it's as if one second you're still seeing the monkeys throwing stones, and the next second you're seeing the monkeys on the rocket, this strange sense of separation is really weird.

In particular, he remembered that his father had mentioned that the world was dangerous.

This is even more abnormal, could it be that his father still knows something that he doesn't know? But according to the genealogy, didn't his grandfather have his father after he was ascension and left?

His father had never been to that world at all, so how did he know that it was dangerous?

"Or ...... No way. ”

Just thinking about it, Huang Tian pressed this decision.

It is true that he could have asked his father to understand all this, but that would mean that he had relented, and he had admitted his incompetence - that was absolutely impossible, and how could he be so subservient to his father if he wanted to surpass his own father's generation?

Isn't it just an opponent of the same level? With the same means as him, he has to admit that he can't beat it?

"If I can win, I will win."

Thinking like this, Huang Tian went to the arsenal again and took out another Wu Zhao Arm Bone Sword.

"I'm going to win."

Looking at the ancient long sword in his hand, Huang Tian was full of determination.

Indeed, he did die three times in a row, but these three deaths allowed him to exchange for the same amount of information - his opponent was not a worm that could be crushed to death at will, but an enemy of the same level as him who could skillfully use his mental strength, and as far as the third death was concerned, in that world, the mortal imperial city had all become the scope of his influence.

"How many people are there in that city?"

Huang Tian didn't remember a little, after all, no one would deliberately count how many ants were in an ant nest—but he still remembered a rough idea, and that number was probably not too small.

"So, since they are all opponents of the same level, let's fight hard."

Thinking like this, Huang Tian once again used his long sword to cut through the space in front of him.

A biting cold wind blew out of the hollow, it was a north wind from the Mobei grassland.

The update arrived, and the hand was getting smoother.

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I've rested early, good night, everyone.

(End of chapter)