Blue Star, Tang Du.

East 8th District, a single-room rental house in the suburbs.

Yesterday's car accident made Chen Siwen feel a lot, if it wasn't for his luck and meeting a good person, if it wasn't for God's favor, it would be just a simple collision, as if it could completely change the trajectory of his life.

At this moment, the fusion of the two memories, he also had a desire for the future for the first time.

After thinking about it all night, Chen Siwen fell asleep in the early morning, so it was already more than ten o'clock when he crawled out of the thin quilt in summer the next morning.

Turning over and getting out of bed, it was an old-fashioned spring sofa that creaked, he rubbed his eyes and went to the bathroom to wash, wiped his face at the end, yawned and casually said to the closed bedroom door: "Mom, are you awake?" ”

With the sound of panicked paper-packing, the voice of the old mother Wu Fang hurriedly sounded in the house, "Get up early, clean up the house, do you still eat breakfast?" ”

"Let's wait for lunch." Chen Siwen felt that her hearing seemed to be much better, and she could hear her mother's hurried movements, so she walked over quickly and pushed the door to take a look, only to see that her mother sitting on the snow-white sheets was in a hurry to pick up a bunch of IOUs of different sizes. ”

Chen Siwen's heart tightened slightly, and he sat down next to his mother, "How much foreign debt does our family still have?" ”

"No, not much." The mother carefully put away the wallet, with a smile on her face that wanted to reassure her son, "It should be paid off by the end of this year, and the family will be easier by then, my mother and sister will work hard to see if we can make a down payment for you......"

"Mom, you're here again...... I don't have to worry about you. ”

Since my father got sick and left, he left a lot of foreign debts, he doesn't know how many times he has experienced this scene, his mother is relatively soft and weak, but she is very responsible, and people lent them money when they were in trouble.

So, she often cried secretly by herself, cried and continued to work hard to earn money, and finally paid back the money she owed.

Chen Siwen didn't feel very comfortable, "Mom, it's all your son who has no ability, he doesn't do well in the college entrance examination, and he doesn't listen to persuasion to learn Chinese language and literature, and if he wants to be an editor if he wants to be an editor, he doesn't know if a big company wants it, and now he is at most running outside to take out and be a substitute driver, I, I, alas, when my father was hospitalized a few years ago, if I could make a little bit of interest and earn money early to go to the best hospital for my father, my father may not leave." ”

"You were young and studying." The old mother touched his leg with her hand, "Don't talk nonsense, my son is the most capable, you have just graduated, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?" ”

Chen Siwen moved his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

The old mother smiled and patted the back of her son's hand, "Don't think about it so much, the days will definitely get better day by day, and my mother will cook you a delicious meal at noon." ”

A small plate of shredded green pepper meat, a bowl of cucumber preserved egg soup, and dry rice made from a dustpan, this is a good meal in Chen Siwen's house.

Chen Siwen is 23 years old this year, graduated with a bachelor's degree, and in addition to his excellent skin, other conditions can be said to be low to the bottom.

Originally, when he was studying, he was still relatively able to learn, but after his college entrance examination ended, his brain twitched, and he imagined that he could become a generation of everyone, and after applying for the Chinese language and literature examination, the literature everyone did not take it, and life gave him a resounding slap.

In the year my father was hospitalized, all the family's savings were spent, and in the end, even the house was sold, and even saddled with a nearly six-figure loan.

Now this humble one-bedroom apartment was rented later, and the main siblings studied in the capital, sometimes often working until the early hours of the morning, and the dormitory was inconvenient.

After my father died, I took my father to see a doctor, and my mother, who had been on leave for too long, lost her job, and the consumption in the capital of Tang was too high.

My mother simply gritted her teeth, in order to earn money for herself and her sister to go to college, she asked someone to find a relationship in her hometown to find a more stable cleaning job in the unit in the morning and noon, and then used the time when she didn't have to do cleaning to go to the restaurant to work as a waiter.

Rent, water and electricity bills, living expenses of the two children, daily expenses, and the meager salary of the mother alone is obviously not enough, so Chen Siwen and his sister Chen Sijia often go to the supermarket to register or run takeout on holidays or weekends.

It's harder, but in addition to other expenses for tuition, he and his sister can earn it themselves, save some frugality, and be more diligent in the two months of summer vacation, almost regardless of what his mother asks for money every month, and even the sisters and brothers can help their mother pay back some money on their own.

It's bitter, but the stumbling years can be regarded as surviving, with a mother hurting and a sister taking care of it, it's a lot better than in the previous life.

At least the arrears are about to be repaid, and my mother is now worried about how to mortgage a house for Chen Siwen, get married and have children.

In his previous life, he didn't even have a mother, who cares about him? can only fend for himself, and occasionally the neighborhood committee sends care to him, an orphan, and other than that, there is nothing to do.

"Lao Tzu was so miserable in his last life!"

This life is hard but in the company of my sister and mother, it is good to say that there is still a bit of a rush, if it were not for the good national policy in the previous life, there was preferential treatment and mercy for orphans like them, and he would not necessarily go to wander and pick up garbage.

After the meal, I was going to help my mother clean up the dishes and chopsticks, "You just fell yesterday when you delivered takeaways, you don't need you, you, you must be careful outside." ”

With his mother's chatter, Chen Siwen went back to the bedroom and lay on the broken wood bed, staring at the ceiling that was a little peeling.

Think left, think right.

"Damn, how did you live like you didn't live in your last life?"

In the previous life, he was either an actor or a business giant, and he was fine.

"Police station auxiliary."

“......”

After lying down for a long time and accepting the reality that he seemed to be relatively mediocre in his two lives, he got up and took a shower, Chen Siwen was a little unwilling, sat in front of the older laptop, and searched.

"Music training class."

"At the age of 23, is it too late to learn piano?"

Ordinary people either rely on mutation or the system, unless they have mastered the knowledge in their previous lives, otherwise one plus one does not necessarily equal two.

I didn't read much books in my previous life, and I remember some of the songs that are more popular, but fortunately, my memory is not bad, and I can have an image in this life.

But if you want to write a wheel eye and copy it, you have to learn the Eight Classics system to see if you can turn it upside down.

But.

"It's so expensive to learn music."

"Piano lessons 400 yuan a semester hour?"

"400 yuan is almost close to my monthly living expenses, why don't you grab it?"

Chen Siwen couldn't help but complain a few sentences, a penny can stump a hero, rummaged around, although it is really good and expensive, but Chen Siwen gritted his teeth, and his heart was firm, learn, you must learn.

This may be the only chance in this life to change yourself, change your family, so that your mother and sister don't have to be so tired and live a good life.

Chen Siwen then began to submit his resume on various job-seeking platforms, "You don't need money for anything, there is no free lunch in the world." ”

"Hurry up to work, it's best to have two weekends off on weekends, get off work from Monday to Friday night to go out to run a substitute driver, and take advantage of the fact that many young people don't know how to cook at home on weekends, run takeaways, and get the tuition fees as soon as possible."

Chen Siwen is beginning to plan his life well, cough cough cough, a gentle cough sound came from the old speaker of the laptop, the chat giant in this life is called Wei Chat, which is a product of the Tenga Group.

I saw a cute game character avatar flashing, oh, it's a netizen of Chen Siwen, I met when my father just died and wanted to escape reality and indulge in the Internet, when his father was gone, her mother was gone, the two easily resonated, Chen Siwen comforted her, and she also accompanied Chen Siwen......

That is, the network is a thread, and fate dictates it.

Although the two have never met, they have this kind of "fateful" friendship, and they have a subtlety between each other that ordinary friends do not have.

It can be said that in addition to their own families, they may be the most familiar and the most important.

[Man, you have changed, there must be other dogs outside you. 】

[You don't play games with me at night.] 】

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Staring at the chat box, Chen Siwen rolled his eyes, crackling and skillfully tapping on the keyboard: "Hit and fight, you know how to fight and fight all day long...... Lao Tzu just graduated and is looking for a job. ”

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