Zhao Guangyuan is not good at lying, especially under Lin Zhaoxia's gaze.

I had to tell Lin Zhaoxia about the night he came over when he was drunk.

"I mean, I was lying on the couch that day, but I woke up in bed." After Lin Zhaoxia finished speaking, he realized something, and bit his tongue to stop talking.

Zhao Guangyuan's face was a little hot, "That day, it was really a matter of love, Yuan, it was rude." Chao Lin Zhao Xia saluted.

It's embarrassing to make Lin Zhaoxia tidy.

"Don't be polite, we don't have such a thing as a man and a woman who can't be kissed, unlike you who touch your hands and shout indecent. You took care of me who was unwell after drinking too much, and I should thank you. ”

Zhao Guangyuan quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Zhaoxia remembered about WeChat, and looked at him again, "It's strange, when you came here in the evening, you didn't order to resend it?" ”

Zhao Guangyuan didn't know why, and shook his head: "Yuan didn't make any moves." ”

If he had known, he would have turned off his phone first. His eyes were aside, and he didn't dare to look at her.

Lin Zhaoxia was puzzled, "Didn't that red exclamation mark appear?" ”

"Nope."

Hiss, no red exclamation mark, and a signal is automatically sent? Lin Zhaoxia didn't bother anymore, he looked at it all, and he couldn't take it back.

The two went to the living room to sit down, Lin Zhaoxia felt sorry for what happened to him, afraid that he would seek death, and wanted to say something to enlighten him, but he didn't know where to start for a while.

Zhao Guangyuan looked at the red wine in her hand, "I don't know what this red wine with Sprite tastes like?" ”

Lin Zhaoxia glanced down and handed over the wine glass, "You try?" The taste will be better. ”

Zhao Guangyuan only smelled the aroma of wine, and he was so dizzy that he forgot to measure his proportions for a while, so he naturally took it and took a sip, "It's good, but the taste is a lot lighter." ”

I think it's better not to mix it.

When Lin Zhaoxia was about to take the cup, he realized that he was drinking Lin Zhaoxia's cup.

His face was as red as a glow: "This ......" He actually drank the same cup as Miss Lin!

Seeing that he was embarrassed, Lin Zhaoxia smiled and said, "I haven't drunk it yet." If you don't dislike it, this cup will be given to you too. He got up and poured himself another glass.

Seeing that she poured another glass, Zhao Guangyuan felt a little regretful.

Lin Zhaoxia sat down, "You ......"

Suddenly, I don't know where to start, and the thing about revealing people's scars doesn't seem to be very authentic. But WeChat is watching it, and you can't pretend not to know. Ignoring it and looking cold.

"I'll find something for you." I searched on my phone, turned on the TV again, and cast the video I found on my phone to the TV.

Zhao Guangyuan enjoyed such a moment very much, not the suffocating environment of Daqi, with her by his side and wine in his hand, all of this made him feel relaxed.

Following Lin Zhaoxia's example, he leaned on the other end of the sofa and watched TV with his eyes leisurely.

Soon, though, the expression on his face became solemn.

"Will there be an earthquake here too?"

Lin Zhaoxia nodded: "Yes, even if the prosperous world is peaceful, there are still many natural and man-made disasters." Drought, flood, wind, flood, fire, earthquake...... Every year. ”

Lin Zhaoxia showed him a documentary of the earthquake that shocked the world that year.

"The earthquake ...... that year"

Zhao Guangyuan stared at the TV screen, and sat up straight.

The loneliness of losing all your loved ones at one time, wandering, having no love, and not being able to find a reason to live is very understandable.

Lin Zhaoxia turned his head to look at him, "I understand this loneliness. People live in the world, or have goals, or visions, or ties, there are always some people and things that hook us up, so that we can continue to move forward......"

"And you can't find that reason to keep going a lot of times, do you?"

Zhao Guangyuan closed his eyes and finally nodded at her.

"Yes, many times Yuan can't find a reason to continue living." I'm sorry for the queen mother and the prince's brother when I die, and I'm sorry for the grandfather's family who died in vain, but it's too painful to live.

Even if he won that position, he wouldn't be much happier.

He often asks himself why he continues to live. Every day, he pulls between living and dying, which makes him miserable.

"I understand how you feel. Do you feel that there is no concern in the world, even if you live, you can't find the meaning of life. ”

"Yes. Yuan was drunk and dreamed of death, and just wanted to leave with his mother and brother. ”

Lin Zhaoxia was very distressed when he heard this, and he had no worries in his heart. "And now?"

"Now Yuan wants to rehabilitate his brother and grandfather's family." Maybe that's the only reason why he keeps pulling and forcing himself to live every day.

"What happens after you have been rehabilitated and avenged?"

Afterwards? Zhao Guangyuan was stunned, and then Yuan could calmly die.

Lin Zhaoxia looked at him who was silent, as if he understood his heart. He now has a reason to live, but when he finishes what he wants to do one day, he still can't find the direction to live.

"You, haven't you married yet? People who don't have children and no worries? Aren't you all getting married quite early? "It shouldn't be unattached.

Zhao Guangyuan shook his head, "When Yuan was seventeen years old, he had a family appointment, but before he finished the six ceremonies, Yuan was demoted to guard the mausoleum. ”

"So the family retired? Who dares to quit the prince's family affairs? ”

The corners of Zhao Guangyuan's mouth sneered, what kind of prince is he, who is willing to let his daughter go to guard the mausoleum? What is the difference between being imprisoned in the imperial tomb and not seeing the sun and the moon, and being dead?

Can it be better than being a concubine for the new prince?

Seeing the sarcasm on the corner of his mouth, Lin Zhaoxia didn't ask, but she was afraid that the situation inside was even worse than she thought.

"It's okay, one day you will find the woman who worries you and is reluctant to leave every day. You will also have women who can't let go, children around your knees, and one day you will have countless bonds, and you will not feel lonely. ”

Zhao Guangyuan turned his head to look at her, would he also have a woman who made him think like crazy?

Children around the knees? Zhao Guangyuan smiled bitterly, God treats him unfairly, he will not have children around his knees.

The two watched a documentary all night, all kinds of natural and man-made disasters are impermanent, as well as all kinds of beauty and small luck, Zhao Guangyuan has some other hopes in addition to revenge, which is the reason for him to live.

Occasionally, like now, sitting together and chatting with each other about homely things is also a kind of bond.

When I returned to the main hall at dawn, I remembered what Miss Lin said to him when I was leaving: Next time you come, I will take you outside for a walk. Suddenly, he had expectations.

A faint expectation in my heart.

In a blink of an eye, he saw that Chang Zhi was about to walk out of the hall with a large bag on his back, and suddenly stopped him and stretched out his hand to him: "Bring it!" ”

(End of chapter)