Chapter 18: I miss you so much

Lin Zhaoxia's repeated bombardment of Lin Ma's is WeChat and phone calls, and she can't pretend to be an ostrich anymore. Although he had a breath of turbidity in his heart, he still responded and said that he would transfer the balance of Lin's mother's car to her.

But I don't want to give it too refreshingly, so I just say that I will have to wait for a while until my father is not there, and there is not much money left on the card.

Mother Lin didn't want to push her too much, so she asked her to transfer the money to her before the next month's credit card bill arrived.

Lin Zhaoxia responded. should be a little aggrieved, and my heart is uncomfortable.

I felt sorry for Mama Lin's nurturing grace for more than ten years, and now I am not short of money, not to mention the income of the two stores, just writing scripts, she earns a lot a year, Mama Lin wants to change the car, she is so careful, it seems too unkind.

But on the one hand, I felt extremely uncomfortable with Mama Lin's attitude of reaching out from time to time and taking it for granted.

Dad Lin is gone, Mom Lin is not retired yet, her job is stable and idle, and her salary is not very high, but the bonus at the end of the year is generous, and the benefits are good, and she can usually have some extra income, plus the rent of the house, she should be very comfortable living alone.

But once Lin Zhaoxia forgot to transfer the living expenses, and Lin's mother specially called to ask, plus the 5,000 yuan of living expenses she gave in January, as long as Lin's mother didn't gamble and didn't spend it indiscriminately, the money was completely enough.

But she still asks Lin Zhaoxia for red envelopes from time to time.

In addition to special days such as birthdays and holidays, I also caught some days to say what kind of special anniversary this is, reached out to my two daughters to ask for red envelopes, and took the initiative to ask for them in the group of three.

Lin Zhaoxia was a little annoyed by her behavior.

This is not like the mentality of a mother who sincerely wants her daughter to live a good life.

Lin Zhaoxia annoyed her with this behavior, and at the same time felt that she was quite pitiful.

Her husband is gone, she is still young, and she is still looking for someone to start a family, it is impossible for a halfway couple of her age to add love crystallization, but they just make do with each other and live together.

She saw her closest person die before herself, she wanted to have fun in time, but she was worried about the pension in the future, and she didn't trust her two daughters very much, she was afraid that she would be thrown into a nursing home in the future, and she always wanted to save more money.

Lin Zhaoxia can also understand her mentality.

Therefore, Lin Zhaoxia was annoyed by her behavior of reaching out for money at every turn one second, and she had to be justified, and the next second she felt pitiful and pathetic, and the two emotions jumped repeatedly.

On the one hand, he felt that he was doing well now, but he was calculating, feeling that he was selfish and unkind, and on the other hand, he felt that he didn't know how to refuse, which encouraged Lin Ma's shameless behavior of treating her as a cash cow.

Lin Zhaoxia was pulled back and forth by two emotions, and sometimes she was annoyed by herself.

Sometimes this emotion is expressed when she is creating, and her scripts are full of anger in the dialogue.

Lin Zhaoxia felt that maybe the night was too long, she didn't even have anyone to talk to, and no one explained her emotions, so her emotions jumped around and changed. It feels like menopause.

No, no, no, she's still young and far from menopause. It must be Zhao Guangyuan. It was Zhao Guangyuan who married her, and made her a long-term widowed woman, that caused this emotional change.

It must be. scolded Zhao Guangyuan countless times at night.

Lin Zhaoxia shook Zhao Guangyuan out of his mind, packed up the things he wanted to bring back to Yuhang, sat on the sofa and folded his clothes, talking to Changzhi, and glancing at the TV screen from time to time.

The corners of his mouth hooked up a shallow smile, and his heart was proud. Her son can now watch movies in English, without Chinese subtitles.

Awesome.

She didn't even understand.

"School is about to start in half a month, my mother sees that you are studying too hard these days, do you want to go out again? Got somewhere you want to go? ”

When he turned around, he tilted his head to look at her, three points were clear, five points were confused, he wanted to go to places he hadn't been to, where to go first?

Lin Zhaoxia smiled, his son's little appearance was so cute, he couldn't help but lean forward and hold his face with both hands, and rubbed it, "My son is so cute, who gave birth to such a cute baby." ”

The small face was squeezed out of shape, the mouth was squeezed into a circle, and he smiled vaguely: "It's my mother's birth, it's my mother's own birth." ”

Ouch, this little mouth is sweet. "Mother."

stepped forward to face Changzhi's face, Changzhi smiled and leaned his face over, and when his mother kissed him, he also held his mother's face and kissed it.

As a result, after kissing, his eyes widened, "Dad? "Do you miss your dad so much? I've seen the vision.

Lin Zhaoxia also turned his head to look, mother and son, you hold my face, I hold your face, the posture is the same, the eyes are the same, three points are clear, five points are confused, they all thought they had seen an illusion.

There are still a few months left until the Chinese New Year.

As a result, I saw Zhao Guangyuan twisting two good-looking sword eyebrows and stepped forward to remove the hands of the two mothers and sons, and scolded Changzhi: "How old are you, you can't learn to be stable." ”

glared at Lin Zhaoxia again, his son was nine years old, and he was still holding his face and kissing him, thinking it was when he was a child. He would never admit that he was sour.

Oh, daddy is real, it's really daddy!

"Daddy!" Changzhi pounced, and his two legs also climbed on Zhao Guangyuan, Zhao Guangyuan disliked it in his mouth, but his body was real, he caught Changzhi, and held him up before putting it down.

The son is heavy again. looked at Lin Zhaoxia again, "Don't you know your husband?" ”

Lin Zhaoxia stepped forward and screwed him hard, he would be in pain, is it true?

"How did you get back? Don't you have to go back until the Chinese New Year? "Who is like her, you can only see the above at the end of the year for these three years, and the crew who goes to sea, the husband and wife can only see each other once in half a year.

Zhao Guangyuan smiled and covered her head, rubbed it twice and pinched the fine flesh on her cheeks. provoked Lin Zhaoxia to clap his hands.

When he grew up, he smiled, "Mother, you don't believe this is your father, you should pinch yourself and your father." Dad gently pinched his mother's face, and his mother also slapped his father ruthlessly, doesn't my mother miss her father every day.

Lin Zhaoxia glared at him, "You're still distressed." ”

When he tilted his head slightly, he felt distressed. He stepped forward and hugged his father's arm, leaned over his face, and rubbed it like a puppy on his father's arm.

Zhao Guangyuan glanced down at his son, his eyes full of joy. went to see Lin Zhaoxia again, stretched out his long arm and took her into his arms......

The three of them snuggled up, "Dad, I miss you so much." Chang Zhi choked up when he said it, "My mother misses you too." ”

Zhao Guangyuan's chest was filled in a moment, as if everything he had done had the best explanation at this moment. These are the two people he loves most in the world, and they are the concerns he can't let go.

"Daddy misses you too." Would like to.

Lin Zhaoxia heard that he didn't want to eat yet, so he went to make him a table of his favorite food, and Changzhi also went into the kitchen to help, and when he saw his father, he leaned on the kitchen door frame to look at them, and he only felt full of joy.

When the dishes were ready, the mother and son sat next to Zhao Guangyuan on the left and right, serving him vegetables, watching him eat fragrantly, and feeling extremely satisfied.

"Why did you come back all of a sudden? Is something wrong? Lin Zhaoxia asked him.

I saw a post discussing how to prevent theft during the Chinese New Year, and there was a comment that was particularly interesting, this person said that she had bought a box of bones before, pasted her own photo, and put all kinds of valuables in the gold and silver jewelry inside, and put them in the most conspicuous place at home. As a result, the family was robbed twice, and the box was still there. Once, the thief opened her refrigerator, took a steamed bun and put it in front of the box, and inserted three cigarettes, which were still very coarse and expensive

(End of chapter)