The chief doctor of the rehabilitation hospital repeatedly told me that if I didn't have heart surgery as soon as possible, I would probably have a second cerebral infarction, one time that would make me worse than dead, and I would have another one, so I decided to go home and have heart surgery.

My sister was in Shandong at the time, and she asked me what I was doing when I went home, and I told her about the operation, and she told me to wait for her to come back before the operation.

Although this is a mature surgical operation, after all, it is a surgery on the heart, and I may be destined to enter the operating room but not to leave the operating room, so I agreed with my sister to meet before the operation, which may be the last time in our lives.

My sister is the only daughter in the family, the family, the company has her heart that can't finish it, and now she has to worry about me, I was admitted to the hospital, according to the usual practice, it takes a long time to arrange surgery after hospitalization, but I was hospitalized a week after the operation was arranged, my sister just returned home at this time, my father is going to celebrate her birthday, my parents have a child on her, she can't leave at this time, the company still has something waiting for her to deal with, she is a company executive, many things want her to make new decisions, she wants to fall in love, to work, I know she is very busy, a rare time for her to think about it, She asked her not to come to see me on the grounds that she was not allowed to visit the patient during the epidemic and she couldn't see me when she came, I am a child of the Buddha, and such a small operation will be fine, and I will see you after I am discharged from the hospital.

After my persuasion, my sister gave up her plan to climb the hospital hose into the ward. The day of the operation happened to be the Dragon Boat Festival, which was a thoracotomy that required cardiac arrest, and I was still afraid that I would not be able to return to the ward, so I bought a Dragon Boat Festival gift for my godfather and godmother on the Internet before entering the operating room.

Give the phone to my brother-in-law for safekeeping, and tell her about it when I have something. The surgery lasted from 8 a.m. to 3 p.m., and my sister kept in touch with my brother-in-law to keep an eye on the progress of my surgery.

I made it back to the ward alive, but the patients who had major surgery had to spend two days in the intensive care unit after the operation, without a cell phone, and even the glasses had been removed before the surgery, and I could only stay up looking at the blurry ceiling.

After two days in the intensive care unit, I finally returned to the general ward. My sister sent a video connection for the first time.

kept blaming myself for not being able to accompany me for the operation, crying pear blossoms with rain, but I just showed that I was okay and alive.

My sister thought that there was such a big opening in the chest, and the ribs were all sawed off, and it hurt to think about it, but she was not by my side when I was in pain, to be honest, I really didn't feel pain, when I woke up in the intensive care unit, the nurse told me that the operation was done, but I didn't feel it at all, if it wasn't for the tube all over my body, I thought the operation didn't start, but now my sister's tears make me feel heartache, I'm a scumbag, how can I de, it's worth the people around me to be so good to me?

Thanks to my own good physical fitness, and the fact that I drag the tube around with a no-brainer every day.

Five days after the operation, he was asked to go home. On the day I was discharged, my sister insisted that I wait for her to pick me up from the hospital, but Chengdu is still a few hours away from my hometown county, and it is too unsafe to drive fast, so I made an appointment with my sister to go home to see me, and when I was discharged home, my sister happened to go downstairs, if it weren't for the long scalpel wound on my chest, my sister and I should have a warm hug at this time.

At this time, she endured my sister's shoulder pain, but I couldn't do anything, her shoulder strength was old, but she still drove for so long to see me.

It's really difficult, I really want to chop myself to death. My sister and family suffered with me.

Worry about me.