Wake up, wake up. Despair, suffocation, helplessness, and regret swept over me step by step. I want to live, I want to live a healthy, happy life. I want to see the great rivers and mountains, I want to eat all the world's food, I want to walk slowly, stop for a while, and breathe in the fresh air.

I want to have my own business, my own house, water the flowers every day, grow vegetables, raise two kittens and puppies to laugh and play.

I want an ordinary life, unrestrained, and soaring.

Do people really have a reincarnation and a next life? If there is a next life, I only want to be ordinary, happy, and unrestrained.

I gave up struggling. I don't regret it in this life, I just have too many regrets, helplessness, disappointment, and pain. What little light was left was gone over time, blackened, darkened, darkened, all blackened.

People all over the world say that the sun is bright, beautiful, and warm. Is it really good to live in the sun? Does it really bless people? Will it really consume the darkness? I'm so longing, so longing, so longing.

It's quiet, it's dark. Light? I seem to see the light. Is it my delusion? No, I really saw the light. Why? Am I not dead? Why is there light? Well? How did my hands become so short, why can't I sit up! Where's this?

Suddenly, there was a sound of the door opening, and an old woman in her forties walked in. I tried to ask where it was, but when I opened my mouth, I could only say babbling, babbling. What's going on? Just when I was wondering, the man would gently pick him up and say, "Miss, it's time to drink milk," ??? I'm full of question marks, what do you drink? And what do you call me? I still want to open my mouth to ask, but it turns out to be babbling, babbling. The old woman spoke again, "Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, drink to your heart's content, drink to your heart's content." After she said that, I didn't know why I felt so hungry, so hungry. After a while, I was full, but why did I feel like my eyes were fighting, so sleepy, so sleepy. "Sleep, sleep, drink and sleep." I'm too sleepy, no matter what, sleep, the doubt will be solved when I wake up, the sky is big, the earth is big, and the sleep is the biggest. Within a few moments, I was falling asleep.

"Lord, the young lady has just fallen asleep after feeding," the woman whispered to the man in front of her. The man in front of him has hands like soft wattles, and his skin is like clotted fat. The collar is like a grub, and the teeth are like a rhinoceros. The head of the mantis is eyebrows, the smile is clever, and the beautiful eyes are longing. He replied, "Mrs. has just finished giving birth, her body is weak, and it is not easy to work, so the fourth child will be handed over to the nurse to take care of you." The woman hurriedly returned: "The head of the Xie family trusts, and it is a blessing for a woman to be able to serve the young lady." The man did not reply. He entered the house lightly, looked at the child quietly, and then gently touched her little face, and muttered, "Little four, your mother will come to see you later." After saying that, he reluctantly left.

Sleep, sleep, sleep. Where is this? Look left and right, am I in a dream? No, it's not a dream, it's real. Hey, I can stand up, one step at a time, it's so beautiful here! At this point, I found that I could not only jump, but also talk, not babbling like before. But it also makes me wonder even more, am I not dead? How did you come back to life? Also, who was the person who fed me before, why did I become as small as a baby, and where is this?

There seemed to be something there, and I slowly walked to the front. A sword, it just floats in the air. I walked towards it, and it floated towards me at the same time. It just kept circling around me, and I could hear its laughter.