Jin Miaomiao: "Impossible...... That's impossible...... If I'm really the kid you're talking about, then how could Kim be willing to put me in a civilian area? Aren't you afraid that I will be killed, robbed, and tossed to death in the ghetto? ”

Xiao Qi: "Can you think of it, can't those who chase and kill you think of it?" You can only survive if you are placed in a civilian area, and if you are put in the city to raise, I am afraid that you will soon be discovered. ”

Jin Miaomiao: "No! I don't believe it! I'm my mom's baby! My mother's name is Grace! Xiao Yijie, Xiao Yijie, you take me to see my mother right now, I want to ask her, I want to ask her! ”

Jin Miaomiao took Xiao Yijie's hand and desperately wanted to get out, but Xiao Yijie saved her in distress.

Xiao Qi: "Ge Lihua didn't know about this. What would happen to her if you told her now and let her know that her biological child was dead? ”

Jin Miaomiao stopped her movements and leaned on Xiao Yijie's shoulder and sobbed.

Xiao Qi: "If people want to live well, they must need a spiritual sustenance. Your mother has been gray for most of her life, you are a ray of light in her life, you are the spiritual sustenance of her life, if you tell her now that you are not her biological child, her biological child died as early as she was born, what do you think will happen to her in the future? ”

Jin Miaomiao asked, "Shouldn't she know the truth?" Does she deserve to be played around like a fool by you conglomerates? ”

Xiao Qi: "Do you think it makes sense to wake her up with such a truth?" Is it really that important if it's biological or not? Do you want her to know the truth, or do you want her to live well? Her body simply could not give birth to a healthy child, she would have been childless. You became her child by accident, and you gave her hope, even if all this is fake, but the joy of your life together is real, right? Her joy when she sees you is real, right? Wouldn't it be okay to hide some truth for her pleasure? ”

Xiao Qi slowly stepped forward, put his arm around Jin Miaomiao's shoulder, and said, "Child, I once watched my biological child die in front of me, and I can't let go of that pain for the rest of my life." If you really love Greta and love your mother, you should live with her own child, make her happy, and protect her from being harmed. ”

Jin Miaomiao looked at him with tears streaming down her face.

Xiao Qi continued: "Old man, I also hope that you can live a good life for my unborn grandson. ”

Jin Miaomiao stood in place and cried.

Xiao Qi hugged her gently, patted her on the back, and said, "You are a good boy, I have seen all the hardships you have suffered before, and in the future, I will compensate you with my grandson's share." ”

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Back in the room, Jin Miaomiao lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

The images from that dream are intertwined with the truth that we know today.

She thought of her parents and brother in her dream, how heartbroken they were when she was carried out in a cage that day.

They were pushed and shoved like those rude little guys, and they didn't know if they were seriously injured?

What happened to them after they "died"?

What happened to them in the end?

The faces of Master Kong, Mrs. Kong, Kong Dalang, Ge Lihua and even Jin Zhendong kept hovering in her mind.

Jin Miaomiao's tears flowed uncontrollably.

And that fool, the scholar who gave her all the treasures of his life......

Did he survive?

Why is he so stupid?

At that time, he should have abandoned Kong Qingqiu, got back his treasure, and then followed the Great Confucian to fly away to open up his own brilliant future.

If the book had been in his possession at that time, perhaps he would not have been thrown into the lake with him.

Jin Miaomiao felt that she owed a debt.

Parents' debts, brothers' debts, lover's debts......

But those people in the dream don't seem to be able to make up for it themselves.

They dissipated and became invisible with the dream, never to be seen again.

If the self in the dream could be more sensible at that time, less self-righteous, less pompous and ostentatious, and more down-to-earth and low-key, maybe ...... Maybe there won't be so many regrets......

But the regret finally came to ......

Jin Miaomiao felt that her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, so she could only sit up from the bed, hug her knees, and cry until she couldn't help herself.

Each of those memories was a knife, slashing at her heart, as if only in this way could she compensate for her debt a little.

Xiao Yijie heard Jin Miaomiao's painful sobbing voice outside the door, and he knocked lightly on the door: "Miaomiao, can I come in?" ”

Jin Miaomiao did not answer.

She couldn't answer.

As soon as she spoke, her choked throat would probably shatter into an irrepressible howl.

Xiao Yijie said again: "You didn't refuse, I will acquiesce, then I came in?" ”

He waited for a while, and when he saw that Jin Miaomiao still didn't answer, he pushed the door and entered.

He only pushed the door open enough for him to be alone, and saw Jin Miao sitting on the bed with tears in her eyes.

She was looking at him through the crack in the door.

With just one glance, the memories belonging to Kong Qingqiu and Tang Shenming poured into Jin Miaomiao's mind again.

From the meeting in Pingshui to the first birth of love, from the difficult feeling to the sad ending, one voice, one scene after another......

Jin Miaomiao looked at Xiao Yijie/Tang Shenming in front of her with tears, choked up and said, "I'm sorry ......"

Xiao Yijie didn't know why, but his heart was unconsciously sore.

He walked up to Jin Miaomiao and asked softly, "Why do you keep telling me this?" ”

Jin Miaomiao propped up the bed with her hands, crying with a low head.

Xiao Yijie sat on the edge of the bed, gently lifted Jin Miaomiao's shoulders, and lowered his head to find her gaze.

Jin Miaomiao slowly raised her head and met Xiao Yijie's face.

She saw the traces of tears slipping from those clear eyes, just like the man in her dream.

Xiao Yijie watched her tears fall like a broken embankment, and reached out to catch them in distress, but his tears fell to his arms first.

Xiao Yijie looked down at the tears that were dripping on his arm, and then looked up at Jin Miaomiao in confusion.

What's going on?

Jin Miaomiao hoarsely spoke, "Is it you, Brother Shenming?" ”

Hearing this "Brother Affirmation", Xiao Yijie seemed to be stabbed in the chest.

He flinched.

There seems to be some broken barrier in my mind.

He clearly felt the pain and warmth spreading from his heart to his limbs at the same time, as if this "affirming brother" was some kind of mantra.

Jin Miaomiao's hand put on his arm and asked again, "Is that you, Brother Shenming?" ”

Xiao Yijie opened his mouth slightly, his eyes were full of tears, he didn't know what was wrong with him at all, he couldn't answer Jin Miaomiao.

Who am I?

Who are you?

Who are we?

What's going on with all this?