Chapter 135: The obsession is too deep
From afternoon to dusk, Song Wei bent down to pick up the corpses of the twelve soldiers on the blood-red muddy ground little by little, trying to put them back to their original appearance.
Jin Miaomiao wanted to help several times, but he pushed him away.
"I'll do it myself." Song Wei didn't look at her.
"How can you finish it alone, I'll be with you." Jin Miaomiao said.
"It's my business. They became like this for me, and I should collect their bodies for them, without your intervention. Song Wei continued his movements.
Jin Miaomiao stood aside, looking at Song Wei's busy back, listening to him apologize over and over again in his heart.
It turned out that the iron-blooded and ruthless Song commander in the eyes of others would torture himself countless times in his heart when every soldier under him died.
What kind of will is needed to support him to persist to this day?
Jin Miaomiao did not summon the beasts.
She knew that they would come and develop an appetite for the flesh of this place, something she didn't want to see.
She gave them an order to the factory not far away: don't go out, wait where you are.
But sensitive crows still hovered on the rooftops of the factory.
They smell death here.
……
Jin Miaomiao didn't expect that one day, such a bloody scene was actually created by Xiao Yijie.
That Xiao Yijie, who was once as pure as a blank piece of paper.
She recalls everything that happened today and in the past, trying to find the reason.
But thinking about it, it seems that the reason for everything is herself.
Once, it was she who gave up on him out of consideration for the interests of the family.
Now, it was she who made him misunderstand in order to keep her promise to Song Wei.
But is it wrong to do it?
In the end, how should you choose to be considered a complete and not a harm?
Jin Miaomiao thought of having a headache, so she simply hid in Director Kong's "Xiaoye" and closed her eyes to recuperate.
Now, all the cars have been cut into pieces by Xiao Yijie, and only the car that "Xiao Ye" and Song Wei were sitting in survived because it was not within the range of the attack.
After all, the military vehicle was driven by the dead soldier, and Jin Miaomiao was not sure if Song Wei wanted to touch his things, so she chose "Ono".
Luckily, "Ono" still recognized her, and the moment her finger touched the doorman, it recognized her fingerprint, and the door lock flicked open, embracing her inside.
Jin Miaomiao shrank into this small shelter like a tired bird returning to its nest.
Looking around, she saw that the placement of the products in the car was exactly the same as when Director Kong used it before, and she knew that it should be Director Kong who drove the car to accompany him to Song's.
But why did Director Kong let Xiao Yijie drive here by himself?
Could it be because he was worried about himself, so he drove here alone without consulting Director Kong?
Thinking of this, Jin Miaomiao thought of the broken words that Xiao Yijie said in a cold tone, his gray face and dry hands, and the dark space that seemed to be the entrance to the region.
Memories are like sharp knives, a knife cut at the heart.
Jin Miaomiao closed her eyes, and her mind sank into the world of treasure books.
She first went to the arsenal and saw that all the cold weapons in it were well placed, they were no longer just pieces of phantom as before, but actually presented in front of her.
She picked up one of the longswords and drew it from its well-made scabbard.
The blade as thin as a cicada's wings reflected her haggard face, and the cold sword light and her bloodless face reflected each other, and it was impossible to see which one was whiter for a while.
She sighed and put the sword back on the shelf.
Her gaze shifted to the spot where the guns and ammunition had been presented, and it was empty.
As he said, Xiao Yijie really removed all modern weapons.
It turned out that these weapons were meant to belong to him......
No, actually, this whole world of treasure books belongs to him.
Belong to him who he once was.
Jin Miaomiao said to Baoshu Tiandi: "I already know that Xiao Yijie is Tang Ren. ”
The treasure book world was silent.
Jin Miaomiao continued: "I also know that you originally belonged to him. ”
Baoshu Tiandi was still silent.
Jin Miaomiao asked, "Since he's back, why don't you go back to him?" But you've been following me? ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[Tang Ren has given this book to the girl, and I will naturally follow the girl. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "But you said that I am not Kong Qingqiu." ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[Indeed. The girl is only the reincarnation of Qingqiu, not Qingqiu, but this book binds Qingqiu in her previous life, and she will follow Qingqiu's reincarnation in her natural life. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "How many lives have you followed me?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[Vicissitudes of life, the reincarnation of the sixth. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "Sixth? How long has it been? So in these six lives, are there Xiao Yijie? Also...... It's also Tang Ren. ”
She hadn't read from Xiao Yijie's memories of Tang Ren and his memories outside of this life, so she subconsciously thought that she had only experienced these two lives.
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[There is another life.] 】
Jin Miaomiao: "Is it my life as a peasant girl?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[Yes.] 】
Jin Miaomiao: "If I unlock those memories, can I make Xiao Yijie change back to his previous appearance?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[No, you can't.] 】
The two cold words pierced deep into Jin Miaomiao's heart.
Jin Miaomiao: "Then what can I do?" Can you help Xiao Yijie change back to what he used to be? ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[I don't know. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "Then why did he become like this?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[The difference between good and evil, in one thought. There is no way for good fortune and misfortune, and it is self-inflicted. Everyone suffers, some rise to the occasion, and some perish. He himself chose to be who he is. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "But what has happened has also passed, and the future has not happened yet, it is possible for me to affect him and wake him up through future events, right?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi did not answer.
Jin Miao said hurriedly: "You answer me!" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[I don't know. This book cannot predict what the future holds. 】
Even the treasure book world does not know, and it is pointless to ask further.
Jin Miaomiao: "So, can you tell me what's wrong with him now?" What really happened to him? ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[The obsession is too deep and goes astray. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "What do you mean?" Can you make that clear? ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[He unlocked all his memories, and between good and evil, he chose evil. 】
Jin Miaomiao: "He became like this because of me, right?" ”
Baoshu Tiandi answers:
[Yes, no. The suffering is too heavy, and the obsession is too deep. 】
Jin Miaomiao suddenly thought that maybe in the few lives she didn't exist, there were people or things he was attached to, and maybe she could find a way to pull him out of his obsession from these angles.
She asked, "Do you know what he went through in the few lives he had without meeting me?" ”
(End of chapter)