In Cheng Zhu's room, Chen Jieyu listened to his words and couldn't help but raise her eyes and glance at him.

Her eyes first showed endless surprise, then gradually became more and more complicated, and finally she could only quickly lower her head, her eyes fixed on the wine glass in her hand.

She didn't want Cheng Chai to see that her eyes were already slightly red under her gold-rimmed glasses.

Comfort is a very common word.

But the word coax is not.

For a lot of girls who grew up surrounded by love, it may be nothing.

If Lin Lu was present, she might have deliberately said while her heartbeat was slightly accelerating: "Huh~, you are a little oily!" ”

But Chen Jieyu is different.

The word coaxing, the word that most often comes to mind, is probably coaxing a child.

But when you look at her childhood, is that the case?

She is just a daughter that the family doesn't want, a girl who was labeled as a loser from birth.

She lives at home with caution and does not dare to make mistakes.

Since she was a child, she had to help with housework at home, and children sometimes have some unintentional mistakes, but what awaits her is anger, and even scolding.

Moreover, the more you cry, the more fierce the other party will only scold and beat.

The other party will only become more irritable.

She has never experienced such a thing as being coaxed.

Even her mother, who is her only spiritual sustenance, will only mention the word "sensible" to her repeatedly.

Of course, there are occasional "be strong", "be obedient", "admit your mistake", "sweeten your mouth", etc.

Later, when she went to college, she worked hard for scholarships and went to work-study to earn money.

After half a foot stepped into society early, it was natural that he would be beaten by society.

For someone like her who came from a small place to a big city, it was obvious how out of place she was here.

She has worked hard all the way, and she is all on her own.

She has heard some words of comfort, but sometimes you tear open your wounds and show them to your friends, and you can only get temporary comfort.

You think that the other person is a closed tree hole, but you may use your suffering as a talking point to the outside world.

In exchange, it will be even more painful.

For Chen Jieyu, she needs emotional value too much.

But this thing, Cheng Zhutai will give it.

Just a simple coaxing word will have great lethality to her, and it will make her feel emotional outflow again and throw away her armor.

Chen Jieyu has long been accustomed to self-internal friction.

But the strange thing is that these two encounters with Cheng Zhu, they will have an emotional collapse and "embarrassment" in front of him.

"Didn't you say you're in a better mood, why are you still crying?" Cheng got up and went to the bedside to get the paper, and then handed it to her.

Sometimes, crying is quite magical.

You may have just sobbed to yourself, put up with it for a while, and then hold it back.

But others pointed out that you were crying and asked why you were crying, good guy, suddenly the tears will be the same as incontinence, and you can't help it at all, and you will keep flowing out.

Cheng Zhu looked at Chen Jieyu, who had been dropping small pearls, and sat opposite her without saying a word.

It's not that he, a dog man, really doesn't want to be appeased, it's purely that he thinks: "In this state, people's ears may be no different from being deaf, and they can't hear what you're saying at all." ”

He felt that Chen Jieyu was already immersed in his emotions at this moment.

Her perception of the outside world was weakening.

In fact, it is.

Of course, the initiator must be Cheng Zhu, this dog thing.

He's poking at someone's heart.

Seriously, Chen Jieyu's age is definitely younger than when he was alive.

However, compared with him now, Chen Jieyu is many years older.

What's more, he is a student and she is a counselor.

However, if you take a closer look at some men getting along or falling in love with women who are older than you, some men will use a trick, that is, they will insist on calling each other: sister.

There is a doorway here, and you can taste it carefully.

Of course, if you want to be my sister's little milk dog, that's another story, it's a different route.

What Cheng Zhu just did is actually somewhat similar to this kind of behavior.

Chen Jieyu cried like this for several minutes, and Cheng Zhu kept handing her new tissues.

Finally, when she took another tissue, she whispered, "Thank you." ”

Cheng Zhuze leaned down slightly, then looked at her face, and said in a teasing tone: "It's okay this time, the eye makeup didn't cry." ”

This immediately reminded her of the last time she cried in front of him.

"I didn't paint today." She put the tissue down.

Chen Jieyu didn't wear eyeliner or mascara at all today.

Cheng Zhu smiled, sat on the sofa chair, lifted the corner of the window screen, and looked out through the floor-to-ceiling window.

Then, his eyes narrowed slightly.

Good guy, take such a casual look, you actually ate melon!

"Look outside." He began to beckon Chen Jieyu to eat melons together.

The counselor glanced at him with his own eyes, which were still slightly reddened, and then looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window with a puzzled expression.

Soon, there was a slight surprise on her face.

They caught Liu Feng and Chen Tingting's kissing scene!

"Among the three righteous sons, the one who won my heart the most was Liu Feng."

"And then based on respect for women."

"That's it, Lao Tzu won't take pictures!" Cheng Chai thought to himself.

If this is filmed and sent to Chuan'er, Chuan'er will probably die on the spot.

Cheng Zhu witnessed this scene purely with the mentality of watching the excitement, while Chen Jieyu was completely different.

After she and another man drank a lot, it was just a lonely man and a widow in the same room, and they actually watched other men and women make love downstairs together.

This made her feel a little ashamed again, but fortunately, after the alcohol was on her face, her cheeks were already slightly red.

Now in the dead of night, it is estimated that many students have already returned to their rooms, and there should be no one on the big lawn.

Liu Feng and Chen Tingting are now in a remote corner where no one is around, and they think they are living in a two-person world.

But Cheng Zhu's room was originally in the deepest part of the corridor, the innermost room, and he could just see it.

If you want to blame it, you can only blame the black lights around here, and Liu Feng didn't dare to take Chen Tingting to a place too far away, for fear of accidents.

In Cheng Zhu's opinion, it is normal for young couples to be together just now, and it is normal to be a little affectionate.

Young people, understandable, understandable!

Chen Jieyu couldn't help but get up, put down the curtains that Cheng had picked up, and then simply closed the curtains in the room.

"Don't look at it." She said.

"Huh?" Cheng Zhu glanced at her and nodded, "Okay." ”

In fact, he didn't have much desire to snoop on them, and at first he just wanted to confirm whether it was the squad leader and the league secretary.

"Then I'll go to the bathroom." Chen Jieyu said.

"Okay." Cheng nodded his head.

After Chen Jieyu walked into the bathroom, she didn't want to go to the toilet, but stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself.

It's okay, it's just that my cheeks are red, and then my eyes are red.

She turned on the faucet, washed her hands, then dipped a tissue in water and pressed it lightly on the corner of her eye.

After putting the gold-rimmed glasses back on, the counselor propped her hands on the sink, took a deep breath, and then breathed a long sigh of relief.

She could feel her fall again tonight.

Although she had drunk, at least her brain could stay awake at the moment.

That's the worst thing.

Another sober sink.

I clearly felt that I was sinking

When Chen Jieyu walked out of the bathroom, Cheng Zhu happened to be pouring wine into his wine glass.

He glanced up at the counselors who came over, and felt that she was wearing such straight-leg loose trousers, which was indeed not as good as a professional skirt, and it was a little less tasteful.

The last time I went out for a drink with her, she was wearing a skirt and seemed to be wearing stockings.

It's just that at the back, the stockings are hooked, and a slit is directly opened, adding a touch of charm.

Cheng Cheng seriously suspects that Chen Jieyu always buys some clothes that are more workplace-style, in order to facilitate matching and save money.

Some people don't think too much about it when they buy something.

For example, when I saw a piece of clothing, I liked it very much, and then I bought it. When I bought it, I found that there were no pants or shoes to match it.

In the end, it leads to buying pants and shoes for it.

Like the OL style in the workplace, in fact, the overall style is relatively unified, and it is all more formal.

It will be more worry-free to match, and it can also be more textured in many cases.

After Chen Jieyu sat down on the sofa, Cheng Zhu took the wine jug and asked, "Do you still drink?" Didn't drink too much, did you? ”

"Let's have a little drink." Chen Jieyu saw that he had just poured wine into his wine glass, so she thought about drinking a little more with him.

The two of them drank and chatted at the same time.

The counselor's chatterbox has opened up a bit, and she is willing to talk more about her own affairs.

She occasionally asks Cheng Zhu what kind of family situation he is.

But the good thing is that Cheng Zhu's family is notoriously feminine and patriarchal, and neighbors, relatives and friends all know that Xiaoyuzi is raised as a princess, and Cheng Zhuzhu is a guard with a knife in front of the palace.

Compared with Chen Jieyu's family situation, there is an incomparably sharp contrast.

"Then your sister must be a very lively and cute little girl." She said softly.

"Of course." Cheng turned on his phone and took out a photo of Xiaoyuzi to show her.

After reading it to her, he smiled and said, "Actually, one of the original intentions of opening a crane machine shop was for my sister." ”

"Of course, she's eyeing the bubble tea shop now."

Chen Jieyu smiled next, although she was envious in her heart, she was already a little used to it.

She was born in the Sichuan-Chongqing region, which is actually relatively light in terms of patriarchy.

But everywhere, this phenomenon is definitely still there.

It's just that she grew up in the Sichuan-Chongqing area, and she met fewer female classmates in a similar situation to her, on the contrary, she met more who were deeply favored by her parents.

Cheng Zhu's mobile phone rang at this time, and he picked it up and looked at it.

Unexpectedly, it was actually a WeChat sent by Hu Yan.

It was a new self-portrait of her.

Since last night they slipped their hands and sent the self-portrait to Cheng Zhu, the two seem to have returned to their original state.

As soon as she has a new painting now, she will still send it to Cheng Zhu and her junior sister as soon as possible.

This kind of thing is taboo last night, purely because the boss just sent me back to the hotel with the front foot, and I sent this kind of portrait in a bathrobe on the back foot, which is too much like a temptation.

It doesn't matter today, after all, the boss went on an autumn trip, and he is living in a homestay outside at the moment, and he won't come back today.

"Painted again? I've been drawing a lot lately. Cheng replied by typing.

"Inspiration exploded, and I feel like I'm going to improve again." Fox Yan answered truthfully.

My pen is out of control, and inspiration is pouring out.

She went back to the hotel after dinner, but today it was her sister Yue Lingjing who slept in the hotel with her, so Yue Lingjing was also there.

She went to the bathroom alone to draw it, after all, she would still feel ashamed to pose in front of her junior sister.

In other words, Hu Yan also proposed to let Yue Lingjing be a model for her, and she also drew a picture of Yue Lingjing.

As a result, she was rejected in a panic with a red face!

After a brief chat with Hu Yan, Cheng Zhu put down his phone.

The way he felt at the moment was actually amazing.

In front of me sat a counselor who had drunk a lot, a lonely man and a widow in the same room, she had just cried, and she was in a very fragile stage.

Then, I just sat in front of her and looked at the self-portraits that the other girls had sent me!

Tsk, and a little bit of playing with fire!

What's even more outrageous is that Hu Yan's outfit in today's comics is a very loose shirt.

There is only one shirt too.

It's basically the feeling of waking up in the morning and finding that the woman next to you has not changed her clothes and is wearing the shirt in your closet.

And Chen Jieyu, who was sitting opposite him, wasn't she wearing a white silk shirt?

It can be said that each has its own merits.

"What's wrong?" Chen Jieyu saw Cheng Cheng raise her eyes and glance at her clothes, so she asked.

"Nothing." Cheng Chai reluctantly drank the wine in the cup.

He used this to suppress the flame that had risen slightly in his heart.

Okay, you're a fox.,Yesterday I was very good at picking the time.,Affect my sleep.,Today's picture will pick the time!

At this moment, the two of them heard a bit of noise on the corridor outside the room.

I guess a few boys are back in the room.

A few boys don't know if it's because of drinking, or if they are born with a loud voice, and they can hear it clearly through the door.

"Fuck, it's hard to come out on a trip to autumn, I played "Sheep a Sheep" all day!"

Cheng heard this voice one by one, it was Zhou Kang.

"Have you been?"

"Over the top! This fucking game can't even get over when Einstein comes! ”

"I just said come and drink, you have to fight it! Stupid! ”

Chen Jieyu raised her head and looked at Cheng Zhu with a slight smile.

Cheng said softly: "Believe it or not, Zhou Kang will continue to play when he will lie in bed." ”

"I believe it, I believe it." Chen Jieyu bowed slightly, but she didn't refute this.

The two guessed that most of the students would have gone back to their rooms by this time.

It was already twelve o'clock in the evening, and it was getting colder and colder outside, and many people went upstairs because they were frozen.

Anyway, even if you want to continue playing and drinking, you can do it in the room.

Cheng Zhu continued to pour wine for himself, and then only poured a small half cup for Chen Jieyu.

"We're talking here, and you can't hear it next door, right?" Chen Jieyu asked suddenly.

As everyone knows, lonely men and widows are in the same room, and if you say this kind of words, which is a bit like being a thief, it will actually further exaggerate the ambiguous atmosphere.

Cheng pointed to the wall in front of him: "This wall in the living room is connected to the next door. ”

"It's a long way from the room, if you're worried, let's go inside and drink?"

After saying that, he stood up directly.

Then, look down at her.

Chen Jieyu had no choice but to get up, and then picked up her wine glass.

Cheng Zhu's room is the largest room in the entire B&B, and it is still very spacious.

He sat directly on the carpet next to the bed, and then patted the position next to him and motioned for Chen Jieyu to sit down.

"With the soundproofing of this room, as long as you don't yell in my room, no one can hear you." He said.

"Why am I yelling in your room?" Chen Jieyu muttered angrily, and then sat down slowly.

She and Cheng Zhu were not sitting close, but they were not far either.

There is a flask and two glasses in the middle.

There was a small Bluetooth speaker in the room, and he asked, "I'll put on some songs." ”

After he connected the Bluetooth of the speaker with his mobile phone, he opened his playlist and turned on shuffle.

The sound of music flowing through the room is Mayday's "Hug".

Cheng Zhu ordered it casually, but he didn't expect that the lyrics of this song were quite appropriate.

"Hide your weariness,

Express your embarrassment,

Indulge your wildness,

Find your own tomorrow. 】”

The third sentence is not very suitable for the moment.

Cheng sat cross-legged on the carpet, leaning against the wall, and did not look at her, but asked, "You haven't had any difficulties in your life lately, right?" ”

"It's nothing, who can live without a little difficulty?" Chen Jieyu asked rhetorically.

"I'm fine, smooth." Cheng Chase, this dog thing started again.

Perhaps because of the effect of alcohol, Chen Jieyu, who is not smiling and has a serious temperament on weekdays, glanced at him slightly angrily.

Not to mention, it's quite stylish.

"Have you watched 'This Killer Is Not Too Cold'." Chen Jieyu asked.

"I've seen it, you want to say that line, I want to think about it, how did you say it?"

"Is life always so painful, or is it only when I was a child? He remembered this line from the movie when the little girl said to the killer Leon.

Chen Jieyu replied with a reply from the movie Lyon: "[Always]." ”

"Tsk, you're a counselor, and you're a little psychologically unqualified." Cheng Zhu looked at her and said.

"Didn't you tell me, you said: A person who says that she can't see her own future often sees her own future."

"What the hell! Can this still be thrown at me? It's your own pessimistic attitude towards life, and I just broke it down. "Cheng Zhu's main focus is a non-stick pan.

Talking about this, he couldn't help but think of Chen Jieyu's ending in the timeline of her previous life, she attempted suicide, and then left Polytechnic University.

Cheng Zhu felt that at this stage, she should not want to commit suicide.

She was just living hard, tired, but she could still clearly feel that she was struggling.

So, according to the original trajectory of her life, what caused her to want to give up her life?

Cheng Zhu has no answer to this.

Because in his previous life, he had only heard all kinds of messy versions and all kinds of gossip, and he couldn't tell which ones were true and which ones were rumors.

And in this life, he is a reborn person, and he will undoubtedly invisibly change the life trajectory of everyone around him.

So, I'm afraid I won't get an answer.

Time passed, and it was half past twelve.

Although the progress of the two drinking was actually very slow, mainly chatting, he still noticed that Chen Jieyu was probably drinking too much.

As she picked up the flask herself and was about to pour it, he raised his hand and pressed the flask.

"Don't pour it, you've drunk too much." He said.

"I, I didn't." She actually didn't want to go back to her room.

I don't know why, even if the two of them sit quietly and don't speak, she will feel very relieved.

"You've drunk too much." Cheng Chai repeated again: "I told you, don't mix wine, you really haven't drunk much now, but it's easy to get drunk when you mix wine." ”

"Where did you learn this strange fallacy?" The counselor turned to look at him, a hint of surprise in her hazy eyes.

"Teacher, take a look at Baidu and see if what you say is right." She held up a finger and motioned to wait.

Cheng Chai laughed dumbly, only thinking that she was really a little silly after drinking too much.

It's actually "teacher Baidu"!

So, he leaned his head slightly closer to her and watched her search.

In fact, in the process of drinking, the two of them unconsciously sat closer and closer.

At this moment, it began to rain lightly outside.

The rain wasn't heavy, but you could hear the sound of the rain.

Cheng Zhu likes to listen to the sound of rain very much, and people like him seem to have a special name, called rain addicts.

Chen Jieyu saw that he was looking at his mobile phone, raised her eyes and glanced at him, but she didn't care.

She turned on her mobile phone Baidu and was about to type: "Is it easier to get drunk if you drink mixed wine?" ”

As a result, the mobile phone was snatched away by Cheng Qi.

Because when Chen Jieyu's finger clicks on the input box, the previous Baidu search records will pop up.

At a glance, he saw the top entry in the search history!

"Teacher Chen." Cheng Zhu spoke in a deep voice, and rarely called her Teacher Chen.

"What do you search for in Baidu on weekdays?" He looked at her, his eyes looking down from top to bottom.

"Huh? What? Chen Jieyu didn't react.

Cheng Chai took her mobile phone and directly read out his search record word by word:

"Are there any teachers who are supported by students?"

As soon as this sentence came out, for Chen Jieyu, it was like five thunders!

In an instant, she felt that her heart beat half a beat slower, and her body tensed, and even the ten fingers on her feet curled up in unison at this moment.

The cheeks, which were already glowing with wine, were even redder, and even the neck was stained with a slight flush.

"No, not what you think." She hurriedly approached Cheng Chai and grabbed her phone, and her whole body was half lying on him.

He could feel his arm being squeezed.

Chen Jieyu's palm was directly pressed on his thigh, thus supporting his body.

She only realized at this time that it didn't make sense for her to snatch the phone over, what's the use?

Cheng Zhu looked at Chen Jieyu who rushed over, a smile appeared on his face, and he said meaningfully: "What do I think?" ”

He looked down at Chen Jieyu, who was about to throw herself into his arms, looked at the counselor who owed him a lot of debt, and called her Teacher Chen rarely.

"Teacher Chen, do you know what you want to do if you are adopted?"

(ps: two-in-one, simply don't break the chapter, ask for a monthly pass!) ）