As soon as Lu Heling said this, Meng Zhaoying suddenly screamed as if she had been bitten by something.

"It's not! No! ”

Lu Heling looked at Meng Zhaoying with a smile, clenched her hand, and didn't let go.

"Tell the truth, don't hide it."

"It's like Ji Yuanhai and I have already told you the truth, we don't laugh at you at all, and we don't reject you at all."

"If you have such thoughts, I will only be happy in my heart, and I am willing to help you-"

"You don't have to say it!" Meng Zhaoying hurriedly said, "This kind of thing is too ...... Too...... I haven't figured it out yet, so don't say it anymore. ”

In a hurry, she stuttered a little, and she didn't know what words to use to describe that possible choice.

Seeing her expression, Lu Heling didn't say any more.

What the hell was she thinking...... You can't force her to ask when she's upset, right?

Lu Heling didn't ask, Meng Zhaoying's heart was a little more relaxed, and then she felt that she had something to say, but she stopped talking.

There was silence between the two for a while, Lu Heling didn't know what to say for fear of making Meng Zhaoying angry, but Meng Zhaoying was thinking in her heart and turning around, and some things wanted to say and stopped.

Finally, Meng Zhaoying couldn't help it and said: "Heling, I also have some things that are really difficult to tell outsiders. ”

"My dad and Ji Yuanhai are different after all, and they are men, so they are completely different from the two of us. I think I can only tell you about this kind of difficult thing. ”

Lu Heling nodded, looking at Meng Zhaoying with sincere eyes, and Meng Zhaoying vomited.

"Ji Yuanhai has always been a secret of something, I want to fake marriage with the Han family, put an end to some gossip, and give myself a family on the surface, both of you know about it."

"My dad said that this matter can wait for two or three years to see if I have a change of mind, and then decide; I probably know what he means, if in the past two or three years, I like someone else and have a beautiful and successful marriage, then there is no need to arrange this kind of circumferential thing, just really get married. ”

"If after two or three years, I still can't give up the era of the sea, and I don't want to get married at will, and I still have a bad reputation, then I can only choose this method to solve the problem. After nominally getting married, I was free......"

Meng Zhaoying said this, and smiled bitterly: "I also said before, what will happen when I am free, my father didn't tell me, and Ji Yuanhai didn't tell me." ”

"Now that I think about it, I was actually stupid."

"The reason for my fake marriage is because I like Ji Yuanhai and don't want to accommodate myself and other men; Since all the fake marriages have been done, after I am free, the answer is, of course, Ji Yuanhai. The reason is him, and the result must still be him, if it weren't for him, there would be no need for a fake marriage, wouldn't it? ”

Lu Heling listened carefully and nodded.

He whispered with pity: "If you really choose this after two or three years, then you must like Yuanhai very much to be able to persist like this." ”

"When the time comes, Yuanhai and I welcome you to join our family. Your deep affection will not be disappointed. ”

When Meng Zhaoying heard this, she smiled slightly, inevitably with some complicated and indescribable meanings.

Lu Heling repeated again and again, of course she also understood that Ji Yuanhai and Lu Heling's intentions were not fake, they sincerely welcomed her, and had no other intentions.

But this kind of thing......

"We'll see when the time comes." Meng Zhaoying said, and added, "Last night, after learning that you were pregnant, my dad said that the cigarettes he smoked were all bitter. ”

"I know that he wants me to be happy, and he wants to see me have children and be happy at his knees."

"Yes, Heling, you're right—today I watched you get pregnant, and wondered if I should have a child too; I liked Ji Yuanhai, so I thought of him. ”

Speaking of this, Meng Zhaoying lowered her head in frustration: "I'm ...... I feel very unseemly and embarrassed...... I want to do something like this......"

If this is really done, will this child be able to grow up openly and know his real parents? I really am—"

She was shy and moved when she didn't say anything, but she felt very embarrassed and embarrassed.

Lu Heling hurriedly persuaded her, because she and Ji Yuanhai were really willing to accept Meng Zhaoying, and Meng Zhaoying didn't have to blame herself for it.

But Lu Heling's persuasion had little effect, and Meng Zhaoying was still sullen.

When Ji Yuanhai came back with food, it was strange to see Meng Zhaoying like this.

Hearing Lu Heling say the cause and effect, Ji Yuanhai sat beside Meng Zhaoying, his voice calm: "You feel that these things are not to your liking, but you can actually refuse." ”

"Why wouldn't you dare to be a happy and neat person?"

"Although the starting point of the fake marriage is for your own good, if you feel that this kind of concealment is not neat and refreshing, even if you have a bad reputation, even if you are not promoted at work, you have to be single, and it has nothing to do with anyone else, you can completely refuse and be firm in your choice."

"And whether you have children, and whether you like me, these things...... Don't wipe out your own inner heroism because we have a good relationship, because of your father's expectations and hopes. ”

Meng Zhaoying looked at Ji Yuanhai in a daze, and said softly: "But, I'm — "

When Ji Yuanhai said this, he smiled: "The last time I told you, I said that people outside slandered your reputation so much, you don't need to consider their opinions anymore, just do what is beneficial to you." ”

"Now I'll tell you again, you don't have to think about your father, me and Lu Heling's thoughts, you can do whatever you want in your heart."

"It's also your freedom."

"It's just, Meng Zhaoying, have you thought about it?"

Meng Zhaoying's eyes, which were dimmed by tangled complex emotions, gradually brightened, staring at Ji Yuanhai.

"Seriously?"

Ji Yuanhai nodded: "Seriously." ”

"According to my father's arrangement, after I fake my marriage, I will probably be with you...... If you set me free, I might not really like you and not be with you. Meng Zhaoying asked seriously, her eyes shining.

Ji Yuanhai said calmly: "If you really become my woman, I will definitely not let this happen; But for now, it's up to you to decide what you're willing to choose. ”

"I respect your freedom."

Meng Zhaoying suddenly snorted, her sword eyebrows twitched, and then she laughed.

Then she smiled more and more happily, and even leaned forward and backward, unable to straighten her waist, with tears in her eyes.

Ji Yuanhai handed her the handkerchief, and she wiped her tears and continued to laugh.

Lu Heling stood not far away suspiciously, not knowing why Ji Yuanhai said two words, and Meng Zhaoying became like this.

After a few minutes, Meng Zhaoying's mood finally calmed down.

She wiped away her tears with Ji Yuanhai's handkerchief, and then said solemnly: "Ji Yuanhai, thank you!" You got me Meng Zhaoying back! ”

"Ever since I knew I liked you and confessed to my dad, I've been thinking about some things about myself and how to take care of my dad...... Coincidentally, my dad has been accommodating to my ideas and trying to find me a good and best of both worlds. ”

"This is the current situation, I always blame myself in my heart, I feel unbearable, I am not good."

"Now, I finally understand what I'm going to do—"

"Ji Yuanhai, Heling, I have made a decision!"

Ji Yuanhai already understood, and clapped his hands with a smile: "What a heroic girl!" I like it! ”

Meng Zhaoying proudly raised her chin slightly: "I just want you to like it!" ”

At this moment, she was dazzling, like a bright star in the night sky.

Ji Yuanhai also couldn't take his eyes off it.

Lu Heling asked in surprise: "I didn't understand what you just said, what was the decision?" ”

Meng Zhaoying smiled: "Heling, am I a person who cares about fame and fortune?" ”

Lu Heling shook her head: "Of course not." ”

"Then why should I have a fake marriage with someone else?" Meng Zhaoying said with a smile, "I can do this work when I am on the job, if someone doesn't let me be on the job, what if I don't do it?" ”

"Could it be that if I go up, my life will be in vain? I, Meng Zhaoying, have never been a person who pursues wealth and power! ”

Lu Heling nodded: "That's so." ”

Ji Yuanhai was delighted and appreciative: "From the first time we met, you were like this. ”

Meng Zhaoying crossed one hand on her waist, still full of heroism: "So you say, am I a timid person who is afraid of gossip and afraid that other people's words will crush me?" ”

"Of course not." Ji Yuanhai and Lu Heling both said.

"So, how much gossip they say about me behind my back has nothing to do with me; Whether I'm married or not, I still don't need anyone to comment or spread gossip; If someone has the courage to say it in front of my eyes, I will not spare my hand, and I will teach such people a lesson. Meng Zhaoying said, "I'm afraid of them? It should be that they are afraid of me and dare not say a word in front of me! ”

Having said this, Lu Heling finally understood the decision made by Meng Zhaoying.

She was determined to choose her own life, without having to explain to anyone or pretending to anyone.

Can't be promoted because of marriage problems?

She doesn't value it.

Others say that she is not clean, that she is not married, and she is already mentally prepared to withstand pressure. Tell her to her face that she tries, but she can't spare anyone.

As for whether you like it or not, whether you want to have children in the future, why do you need any extra arrangements to hide it!

There is a way to go like that, and even Ji Yuanhai and Meng Qi have persuaded her to let her go this way, which can be much simpler and easier.

However, Meng Zhaoying has now made a choice.

She wants to choose the most difficult, the most courageous, and the most brisk and refreshing path in her heart.

I'm not afraid of difficulties, but I'm afraid that I'm hesitating in my heart, and I can't pass the level in my heart!

(End of chapter)