Chapter 133: There is really no regret medicine in this world

The old man still thought that no one else could see her, and continued to pull the refrigerator door with both hands, trying to open the refrigerator door and take out the food inside.

Teacher Yu cried for a while and began to confide in her heart, "My mother is very pitiful, very bitter and bitter.

When she was young, her biological parents gave birth to too many children and couldn't afford to raise her, so they didn't want her anymore.

My grandparents adopted her.

At that time, my grandfather didn't have a child, and my mother was the eldest in the family.

I don't know if it was my mother's blessing or my grandfather's blessing when I adopted my mother.

My grandfather is lazy and in poor health, and my grandmother is not in good health.

My mom does most of the work in the house.

Later, my grandmother gave birth to four younger sisters and a younger brother to my mother.

Although my grandparents had biological children, they were still very good to my mother.

I don't know if it's good or bad.

From then on, my mother not only had to do the work of the family and earn centimeters, but also took care of my sister and brother. It can be said that it was my mother who supported the family.

It was so bitter at that time! I don't know, but I can imagine how miserable my mom was.

My mother brought up several younger sisters and younger brothers, and my four aunts and uncles were also very good to my mother. The affection between them is deep.

When I was younger, my grandmother used to tell me how poor my mother was when she was a child, and she couldn't get promoted to the fourth grade in the second grade.

I laughed at the time.

Later, when I got older, I realized that my mother was not poor at studying, but she had to do a lot of work, and she had to take care of her younger sister, she was very tired and sleepy, and she didn't have the energy to study at all.

She's really bitter, bitter.

She has worked hard all her life, has no culture, and has never seen the world, mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, and foreign customs.

I have always thought that when I have money one day, I will take her to Beijing for a walk, and then travel to the coastal city, take her to the outside world to open her eyes, and let her relax.

But she walked so suddenly.

Now that I have money, I can take her to travel all over the world and let her see the scenery of mountains and rivers.

But she's gone forever, woo......"

The old man seemed to be able to move the refrigerator door a little. She smiled and said, "Silly boy, it looks good outside because you are outside." For mothers, there is nothing better to look at than their own children. Where there is you, everywhere is beautiful. ”

"Teacher Yu, do you want to meet your mother?" Meng Bao asked.

Teacher Yu nodded, "Of course." Speaking of which, I still have regrets in my heart.

I remember the first seven days of my mother's death, I couldn't sleep at night, and at twelve o'clock I heard footsteps and the sound of doors opening and closing in the living room.

Since I hadn't been asleep, I was sure it wasn't an auditory hallucination.

It's loud and solid.

I started to think it was my dad who got up.

Later, I felt that it was wrong.

Because if my dad gets up, he won't just do nothing but open the door.

I suddenly remembered the events of the first seven and was a little scared.

Just then, my door was opened, and the footsteps stopped a few more steps.

It stopped for a while, for a while.

I wondered if my mother had come back.

I wanted to turn my head to look, but I didn't dare to look.

I closed my eyes tightly and pretended to be asleep, and I had been conflicting back and forth in my heart for a long time, and I kept silently calling my mother.

In the end, I didn't dare to turn my head around.

Later, the footsteps left again. The sound of footsteps and the door closing in my bedroom.

She's my mother, I miss her so much, I want to see her again, but why was I scared at the time?

I regret it, I regret it, if I had the courage to go to see her, would I have been able to see her for the last time.

Later, I couldn't accept her death.

Because it was so sudden, I didn't have any mental preparation, so I subconsciously didn't feel like my mother had passed away.

It's true.

Except for the day of her burial, I didn't feel a trace of sadness for a long time.

In my subconscious, she seemed to be still there.

I often dream of her, of me being in the vegetable garden with her, or when I come home and she cooks for me and goes to the market with her.

Really, during that time, I couldn't feel that she wasn't there at all.

It wasn't until two or three years later that I accepted that she was finally gone.

While others started to feel less hurt a few years after the death of a loved one, I didn't start hurting until a few years after her death.

I really regret it, I regret it, I regret not taking her over. If she takes it, even if she is sick, she will not be seen in a small rural clinic for so long and delay treatment.

It's all my fault, it's all my fault.

Woohoo......"

Just then, there was a knock at the door.

Teacher Yu wiped her tears and walked to the door to open the door.

The old man shook his head, smiled and sighed, "What a silly child. ”

"Moe Bao." Teacher Yu saw Duoduo's mother and Duoduo, and before he could ask, Duoduo's voice suddenly sounded.

"Duoduo." Meng Bao saw Duoduo and shouted happily.

Teacher Yu saw that the two little guys knew each other, so he didn't ask again, and directly invited someone into the house.

"Duoduo, why are you here?"

"Mengbao, why are you here?"

The two little ones spoke at the same time, and then laughed together.

"Well, my bowl has changed again." Duoduo handed Meng Po Cup to Meng Bao.

Sure enough, Meng Bao saw that there was a petal that kept writhing, and the light was looming.

Meng Bao pointed at Teacher Yu and said, "Teacher Yu is the homeroom teacher of my sixth brother, and Meng Bao is here to help Teacher Yu." ”

"Hmm." Duoduo nodded happily, and in a blink of an eye, he saw the old man coming out of the kitchen.

"Hello grandma!" Duoduo shouted politely to the old man.

The old man was stunned, and then looked at Meng Bao again.

Obviously, Meng Bao can also see her.

Only then did the old man react, and Meng Bao asked her daughter if she wanted to see her.

She looked at her daughter again, and Tang Nanyu, Tang Xiaoliu, Xiao Yujun and Duoduo's mother who had just walked in.

After this observation, she realized that only her daughter and the woman who had just entered the room could not see her, and everyone else could see her.

She suddenly sighed and said, "Alas, this day has come after all." I knew that sooner or later I would leave. ”

"Grandma, do you want Teacher Yu to see you?" Meng Bao smiled at the old man, and then asked.

The old man was a little panicked, and waved his hand again and again, "No, no, no, it will scare her." ”

"Mengbao, who are you talking to?" Teacher Yu finally realized something, and looked in the direction of the old man with Mengbao's gaze.

"Teacher Yu, are you afraid of your mother? The grandmother said she didn't want you to see her for fear of scaring you. Meng Bao asked.

Teacher Yu was stunned for a moment, "You mean my mother is here?" ”