【Milu 046】I will hold these hands for the rest of my life

After returning, Lu Yan also regained control of the Rosemary Bar.

I picked another day, and I got the certificate as I could.

Lu Yan didn't want to hold a wedding, so she only took a set of wedding photos with him, and took him to his parents' cemetery in a wedding dress.

She really rarely cries.

She cried until the day her father never returned, and she cried when she held her mother's cold corpse.

Later, because of her father's affairs, she was isolated and bullied by the school people, and she never cried.

When others bullied her, she used all her strength to pay back an inch to the other party, even if she knew that she would be injured and bleed.

When she was in high school, her classmates always said that she was a soulless and cold-blooded monster.

She never sympathizes or pities anyone, and she has cold eyes when she looks at anyone, even the teacher scares her.

always asked if she would become a murderer like his father.

All those experiences in the dark moments of her life did not make her shed a single tear.

She is competitive, trying to disguise her inner vulnerability and desire to be loved, and the instinct to love others.

Later, she learned to laugh, learned to use tactfulness as a cage, and completely imprisoned her heart in this cage.

But now, that cage has been broken by Lin Duan with 100% sincerity.

On the day I came to the cemetery, it was very windy on the mountain, but Lu Yan didn't feel cold at all.

The weather was sunny and cloudless.

But looking at the black-and-white photo on the tombstone, she cried.

This is the first time I have cried in the cemetery.

The black-and-white photo was actually a wedding photo of his parents, and there weren't many photos of them.

The two love each other, and they will live for a lifetime.

It's all interpreted with this photo.

"I'm sorry, uncle, auntie, I sincerely apologize to you for what my parents have done." Lin Qian bowed down, "Although I know that the words 'I'm sorry' are the most useless. ”

Lin said a lot about maintaining this position.

Finally, he took Lu Yanye's hand on the side, "Uncle, aunt, don't worry, I will definitely treat Xiaoye well, and I won't make her sad and sad anymore." ”

Lu Yan also smiled and looked up at the sky, "I like to see the blue sky very much, because I always feel that they have been watching me from above and have never left." ”

"Surely they have heard you."

Lin Duan looked at her sideways, and then looked at the blue sky, "Lu Yanye, I will be ...... for the rest of my life." It's all good for you. ”

Lu Yan also blinked, and couldn't help laughing, "How do these sound rustic." ”

"Okay, don't talk about that, let's go."

The two went down the mountain and returned home, Lu Yan also changed the wedding dress on her body, and when she came out, she saw that Lin Duan was cooking, so she hugged his waist from behind, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"You love to eat."

"Fish-flavored eggplant, cola chicken wings, stir-fried beef, borscht."

Lu Yan also raised her eyebrows, gave him a thumbs up, and stood on tiptoe to kiss him on the cheek, "Reward you." ”

Lin slammed his hand, "Not enough." ”

Lu Yan also sighed, "I found you...... Okay. ”

She stood on tiptoe and kissed him a few more times.

Lin Duan was satisfied with this and sped up the stir-fried beef on the plate, and served the soup to the table.

"By the way, I'll have dinner later, I have something for you." Lin Duan thought he had a piece of beef for her.

"What?"

Lu Yan also picked up the piece of beef and put it in her mouth.

"I'll show you when I'm done."

Lu Yan didn't know what medicine he was selling in his gourd, so she didn't ask any more questions, and continued to eat.

Sure enough, in just a few months with Lin Duyi before, his mouth was raised by him.

Or the food he cooks is delicious.

After eating, Lu Yan also washed the dishes with him.

Lin Duan went back to the room, and after a few minutes, he came out and walked up to her, and put the things in his hand on the table.

Lu Yan also put the teacup down, "What is this?" ”

"You don't want to have a wedding, and I don't know how to talk about bride price or anything like that." "These are my bank cards, a regular passbook, and a real estate deed in my name. ”

"In addition to the current suite, there are two villas, and a flat floor of more than 300 square meters, the geographical environment is better than here, but it has not been renovated, and I have three cars......"

"You're going to settle the family property with me?" Lu Yan was also confused by his operation, "Then I'll tell you about my ...... too"

"No, that's not what I meant......"

Lin pushed everything on the table to her, "I mean, these...... It's all my dowry, including, I'm yours in the future. ”

Lu Yan was also stunned for a long time, and finally couldn't help laughing.

Gently poked him in the head, "Are you stupid?" Do you really give me all of this? Don't regret it? ”

"Well, I don't regret it."

"Okay, then I'll take it all." Lu Yan also smiled, "Even if you regret it in the future, I won't pay you back." ”

Lin Duan hooked his lips, "Okay." ”

On the day of the Chinese New Year, the two of them didn't go to anyone's house, so they watched two movies at home, and then welcomed the new year with a special way of exercising.

Lin thought that even if there was no wedding, he wanted to give her a romantic honeymoon.

Lu Yan also agreed.

After visiting Lin Pingxiang on the first day of the Lunar New Year, they went to Ireland on the second day of the Lunar New Year.

After playing there for more than half a month, I went to Finland to see the aurora, and I stayed there for half a month, and I was supposed to come back, but because Lu Yan also casually said something curious about what the water city Venice was like, I went there for a week before returning to Beijing.

It was rainy in March and did not clear until the end of the month.

When Lu Yan was shopping with Yu Dong one day, she passed by a pet store, and she originally wanted to go in and have a look.

But when I came out, there was an extra cat bag, and there was a cute and loving silver gradient in it, and I was carrying things like cat litter and cat food snacks in my hand.

The cat was very lively, and when he got home, he didn't recognize life at all, and ran around like crazy.

Half a day's work has been completely adapted.

When Lin Duan came back from overtime at night to change his shoes, the little guy suddenly came out and startled him.

"It's ......"

"You're back."

"Wife, this cat...... Where did it come from? Lin asked in a daze.

Lu Yan also smiled, "When I was shopping with Yu Dong in the morning, I happened to see a pet shop, and then ...... I didn't hold back, so I bought it, how about it? Is it good-looking? ”

Lin Duan hung his head and saw the little guy rubbing his leg without recognizing it at all.

He crouched down and picked up the little one, "How old is it?" ”

"Three months and nine days, I have been vaccinated and dewormed, and I have also gone to the pet hospital for examination, and there is no major problem. It has a very good personality, is clingy, and doesn't recognize life yet. ”

"It's kind of like raindrops, and raindrops are so sticky."

Lin Duan smiled with his lips hooked, put it in his arms, and rubbed its head, "Did you name it?" ”

Lu Yan also shook her head, "No." It is said that it is simple and easy to feed, or it is simply called 'come to live'. ”

"What?"

Lin was stunned.

It is said that girls' names are exquisite, beautiful and good-sounding.

Why is his wife so different?

"If you don't like it, you can get up." Lu Yan also waved her hand.

"I don't mean to dislike it."

Lin Duan hurriedly said.

Lu Yan also raised her eyebrows, "It's a girl, the name 'Come to live' is really inappropriate, let's have a nice name." ”

He said, "It's called Sangsang." ”

"What's the matter?"

"I didn't ...... I suddenly remembered, so ......"

Lu Yan also rubbed the little guy's belly, "You're quite casual, but it's better than me, so let's call it this." I haven't had a cat, so, I guess...... You're in charge of this little one. ”

"You can also teach me that when you're busy, I'll take care of it."

Lin Duan put it down, reached out and took her into his arms, kissed her on the lips, and said 'yes' after a while.

Half a year after the two got married, Lu Yan quit smoking, and when it comes to drinking, she only drinks with him occasionally.

Because Lin wants the world of two people, he has been deliberately contraceptive.

After two years of marriage, Lu Yan was not pregnant.

Fortunately, there are no parents-in-law to give birth, since they got married, Lu Yan has never seen Han Jing, every time she goes back, or sees her, she goes alone.

Just two people and one cat live, for themselves, this kind of day is the most comfortable and suitable.

In the third year of marriage, Lin Pingxiang began to urge them to have a child.

Lu Yan doesn't like children very much, and she is not keen on having children.

But she knows Lin Duyi's past and childhood, and knows what he lacks most.

She hugged his waist and kissed his Adam's apple gently, "Husband, we want a child." ”

"Aren't you dislike children?"

Lin Duan put his arms around her and said in a dumb voice, "It's okay, as long as you don't want to, you won't give birth, it's enough for me to have you." ”

Lu Yan also shook her head slightly, "No." There are not many people in this world who love you, and I want to have a child who bleeds your blood, looks like you, and loves you very much. ”

Lin was stunned, didn't say anything, and kissed her on the lips.

In the fourth year of marriage, Lu Yan also gave birth to a boy.

Lin Duan named him Lin Xuan.

In the sixth year, Lu Yan also gave birth to another girl, named Lin Tang.

Every two months, and on the third day of the Lunar New Year every year, Lin Duan will take these two little guys to visit Han Jing once, and Lu Yan will not accompany him every time.

She won't take the initiative to see Han Jing, and Han Jing won't take the initiative to see her.

This is a balance beam between them, and in this life, no one will move another step to make this piece of wood unbalanced.

And let the two children go to see Han Jing, Lu Yan just doesn't want the grievances of the previous generation to be known by the children, and then look at them painfully and unacceptable.

This is also a way of filial piety.

In the tenth year of marriage, Lin Duan came to Beijing University by the hand of Lu Yanye.

Where they first met.

College life is too far away from them, so when they see these familiar scenes again, they will still be in a trance.

"Wife, do you know how I felt when I first met you?"

The first time, it should have been on the school road, because Yu Dong saw Huo Yanchi and stepped forward to say hello.

It was March and the cherry blossoms on both sides of the school road were in full bloom.

Lu Yan also tilted her head, "What do you feel?" Pretty? ”

Lin Duan shook his head, "Pretty then I need to say, if you can become a school flower, you must be beautiful." ”

"What's that?"

"I think this woman is smiling so fakely."

“……”

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth twitched, should she laugh in this case?

Looking at her indescribable expression, Lin Du smiled, "You know, on the day of the reunion, I saw you take off your helmet and reveal your face, just when it was snowing, what were you thinking?" ”

Lu Yan also withdrew her hand angrily, "Who knows! ”

Lin Du chuckled and took her hand again, "I thought of a poem from Kitajima, the world shouldn't have made me so happy, but you're here." ”

"I will hold these hands for the rest of my life."

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