105. Inexplicable jealousy

"Takiya-kun, your hand."

"Huh?"

"I said your hands, don't touch them!"

"I couldn't hear clearly, I fell asleep."

“.”

In the room where she couldn't see her fingers, Ishikawa Satomi pushed away the heat covering her chest, and easily broke her masculine face to the side, and then turned over in the opposite direction with a hot body, and then closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

As promised, she allowed Takitanizawa to stay overnight.

And the price is that they sleep in the same bed again.

Originally, it was a good stay, but because of the failure to provide food, Takitanizawa took this incident as a moral criticism and won the right to the best rest.

The second time I slept in the same bed with a man.

It is impossible to say that it is calm.

Even the first time was with this man.

Especially in the home where she lives permanently, Satomi Ishikawa has a sense of strangeness to the familiar environment of her home, and both the bedding and pillows are contaminated with his breath, coupled with the threat that is different from the last time, the beginning and end of the reason that I like you make her feel ambiguous.

She was well aware that this was a normal psychological reaction.

After all, with so many prerequisites, and counting being in the same bed, from time to time being taken advantage of by the skin, physiological and psychological reactions are inevitably triggered.

In fact, she could have avoided this completely.

For example, giving up the bed to Takitanazawa, his thin quilt was casually draped on the sofa to sleep, if he really planned to refuse, he could find countless ways, but out of a certain strange psychology, and a slight sense of trust in the first life and second familiarity, Ishikawa Satomi still stayed in the bed and slept with him, but the extraordinarily sober cognition and vigilance after drinking made her quickly regret it.

Once the mask is torn off, even if it is pasted back on, there will be gaps, not to mention that it will not be pasted back when it is torn off.

After making his own confession, Takitana's various rogue behaviors can be traced, which is very in line with the selfishness of people like them, and if they like someone, they will subconsciously want to play tricks and flirt with their behavioral reactions.

In fact, she had thought about it before.

If you want to completely grasp the heart of Takitanizawa, who is not inferior to her own people, she will inevitably have to pay some physical price, but Ishikawa Satomi didn't think about paying anything precious, and even this kind of sleeping in the same bed that is similar to sleeping in a vegetarian sleep, she also plans to do it in a heart-to-heart way until the later stage, after ensuring her own initiative and physical safety.

But now? Attack and defend the aliens!

While she was particularly uneasy, she was also creeping at this out-of-control situation.

Feeling the scorching heat of one of Takitanazawa's palms on her waist through her pajamas, she calmed her breath: "Don't you want to calm people's hearts?" ”

"I do this to calm my mind." Feeling the slenderness of the palm of his hand, Takitanizawa lay on her side and closed his eyes, and pillowed one arm under his head: "Most people understand conceptual words like this differently. ”

"So why haven't you fallen asleep yet?"

"I probably need to be quieter."

Hearing this, Satomi Ishikawa turned to the side directly: "Yes, just meditate, after Takiya-kun completely calms down, I will help you get rid of distracting thoughts for the rest of your life." ”

The eyes also have some vision in the dark.

After more than ten minutes of adaptation after turning off the light, coupled with the fact that they were leaning on the same side of the pillow less than twenty centimeters away, they could barely see each other's faces clearly.

Takitanizawa felt something strange and opened his eyes.

Then I saw that in addition to the dangerous light in Ishikawa Satomi's eyes hidden in the dark, the downward part of his waist was also pressed against one arm across the inner thigh, as if it would move up in an instant.

As for whether the upward movement will be held in the palm of the hand.

Then it is unknown.

Takitanizawa smiled at the pair of slender moon-like apricot eyes: "What a ruthless heart, I like you because of it." ”

"So I can't say no?"

Satomi Ishikawa had clearly decided to counterattack.

Losing the initiative is not terrible.

What is terrible is the loss of the courage to turn the tide.

In this world, 99 percent of people are headwinds from birth to death, and at most they can take a breather after a stage victory, and then face the next problem that follows.

Her previous experience was more headwinding than that.

The reason why I was mentally defeated for a while and failed to organize a decent counterattack was that I had been out of my comfort zone for the past two or three years, and I neglected to improve myself again.

But now it's different.

She's already figuring out how to win the game.

Takitanizawa also faintly noticed the change in her mood, and her heart sank slightly, and she unconsciously raised her vigilance, but there was no wave in her eyes: "Of course you can, I didn't say that I wanted to pursue you, but the more Ishikawa-san is like this, the more I like you, I will make you fall in love with me, and it is the kind that is single-minded from beginning to end." ”

"Even if I'm in love with you, how can Takiya-kun be sure that I'm a single-minded person?" Satomi Ishikawa turned her body completely over and put her right hand on her left cheek.

Due to the fact that it is beginning to officially enter the summer season.

Even in early summer, the outside temperature at night is okay, but the inside is already starting to get muggy.

So I turned on the air conditioner at 26 degrees.

The two of them were covered with a thin quilt, but it only covered their chests, and they were both looking at each other in a sideways posture, which was very ambiguous, but there was a strange feeling, at least Ishikawa Satomi thought so.

There is an indescribable weirdness and wonder.

And Takitanizawa heard her answer, and his face looming in the darkness showed a thoughtful look.

"The higher the spiritual level, the more dedicated they are to feelings, because they are good at dealing with their inner desires, so they will not take things like finding a spare tire, who they play with, and who they have played, and treat such superficial things as talking points."

"Such a person is more willing to bear the ups and downs of life with someone, because time is used to do serious things, although it will be spurned by many people if it is not used to take the right path, but I am the same kind of person as you, there is no such hidden danger, as I just said, people who like fancy can only prove that her level is too low."

"Desire is human nature, restraint is upbringing, new love and old love are ushered in, you think your charm is actually cheap and versatile clothes, if any person wears this dress, then the value of this dress has also lost its unique and noble attributes."

There was as much calm in his voice as he had been before he had confessed to himself in Nippori tonight.

Although it sounds a little difficult to understand.

But Satomi Ishikawa listened attentively and her ability to understand at this time, but she understood the moment his voice fell, and at the same time there was some heartfelt recognition of understanding.

She didn't plan to be single for the rest of her life.

That's unrealistic, and it's stupid.

It's a person who gets tired, and Ishikawa Satomi is no exception, she has been on this road for more than eight years since she was sixteen, and the time and energy spent in it are difficult to calculate, although there is infamy, but in exchange for an aura and wealth that is difficult for her peers to achieve.

From walking on thin ice to calmly coping, it seems that she has gradually become less stressed on this road.

But in reality, this is not the case.

What you can't get more and more is something that you can't get with your own eyes, and you will feel anxious to get it after seeing others have it.

What exactly is love?

She didn't know how it worked, but she knew techniques that evoked other people's physical and psychological reactions, and she only needed skills to get what she wanted, but that didn't mean Satomi Ishikawa didn't need it.

Of course, she didn't expect to get it.

I just hope that I can find a psychological support after I really retreat from this road.

As for why not keep going.

Or marry into a wealthy family or something.

There is a ceiling in any profession, and Satomi Ishikawa has already touched the barriers of her profession at her age, and she can analyze the pros and cons.

Japan is a society with extremely rigid classes, and it is extremely rare for social resources to be tilted from both the top down and the bottom up, and if she really wants to become a noble vase with these things now, her alma mater, Ochanomizu Women's University, which is known as the back garden of Todai, is a natural platform.

But she just drank to quench her thirst and fished, and didn't choose to really bet on some people outright.

Wealthy families are full of rules and discrimination.

Why are wealthy families so inclined to marry?

She has a clear understanding of herself, knowing that the core of the marriage of a wealthy family is the exchange of interests between two huge interests, and her background and background, even if she marries by some means, even if she wants to be a noble vase, I am afraid that she will not know how much she will have to suffer from white eyes and exclusion, and she will not be able to lose her temper.

Instead of being a vase that can be broken, it is better to be the whole of someone, both physically and mentally.

So she resonated with Takitanizawa.

Indeed, in order to maintain her unique and noble attributes in front of the other half in the future, she will not hand herself over easily, and once she hands it over, she will also be single-minded after recognition, because this kind of sunk cost of life is only once, and she must do her best to keep it.

Satomi Ishikawa was a little dazed, and it wasn't until the ripples in her heart that she regained her calm after a long time, and then looked at him and asked, "So I aroused your desire to conquer?" ”

"Yes." Takitanizawa smiled and blinked.

"Is Takiya-kun also single-minded?"

She rolled her eyes, quite amorous, her body was lying upright out of the position just now, and asked casually.

Satomi Ishikawa could foresee his answer.

But to her surprise, Takitanizawa, who was supposed to say that I was also these three words immediately after she raised the question, did not respond for a long time and fell silent.

And that's not the main thing.

The most important thing is that he originally put it on his inner thigh to threaten, but it was actually an arm that increased his ambiguity with himself, but at this moment, Takitanizawa consciously moved a few times and squeezed his arm out.

It feels like Satomi Ishikawa is.

For example, when a wife talks to her husband at night, it turns out that her husband's subconscious reaction after cheating.

An inexplicable surge of fire welled up in her chest.

"What? Don't you just tell me so many things in my bed, or do you say that you have someone else in mind and say that this is just to paralyze me? ”

"You're thinking too much, I'm sleepy."

"Answer my question."

"At the moment I only have you in my heart." Takitanazawa said casually, although he could hear the anger in her tone, he didn't mean to chase after the victory.

He also turned his body around.

While remaining silent, the figure of Qingyi Koizumi appeared in his mind, if the child saw himself lying on the same bed with another woman, it was estimated that he could fight for his life, and maybe he would die together.

But the more silent Takitanizawa became.

Satomi Ishikawa's anger grew even louder.

"Don't touch me!" Her voice came from the darkness.

"I didn't touch you either."

"You're holding me down!"

Takitanizawa could feel her tossing and turning.

Although the mattress is very soft, they sleep close to each other, and it is inevitable that there will be a small sound of cracking.

The two were silent in the darkness for a long time.

It's just that Satomi Ishikawa keeps moving.

It seems that for some reason, the feeling of dryness and heat on her body is more intense, but it is different from the ambiguous feeling and skin-to-skin contact just now, this time it is the dryness that involuntarily exudes from her heart, so that she is not sleepy at all.

"Sleep, I'm not going to do anything." Takitanazawa said: "We are the same kind of people, don't guard against me, you know I won't do anything out of character in secret." ”

"So you're going to come open?"

By the head of the bed, her sneering tone came.

"Aren't you tired like this?" Takitanizawa also knew that he seemed to have made a mistake just now.

"The path we are taking is inherently a matter of walking on thin ice, and we are confidants without becoming enemies, so it doesn't matter if we take off some unnecessary precautions and lean on a little."

He said these words clearly to divert the subject.

The person next to the pillow was slow to respond.

I don't know how long it took, just when Takitanizawa was about to fall asleep, he suddenly felt Satomi Ishikawa rush into his arms, and a fresh fragrance of shower gel rushed into his nose, making him wake up immediately.

"Ishikawa-santhis is"

"Didn't you say you could lean on?"

"Okay."

Feeling the softness in his arms, Takitanizawa endured his sleepiness and decided to launch an attack before going to sleep.

Although I don't know why she was angry.

Why did he suddenly rush into his arms?

But he felt that this was the tea ceremony Emperor Zhun was deliberately showing that she was jealous, grabbing the weakness that he had revealed at that moment just now, and planning to wait for the opportunity to find an opportunity, and he didn't even hesitate to make some contacts.

In that case, then he's not welcome.

Of course, a little restraint is still needed.

Whether it's because there is a rule between them that they can't sweat profusely, or because of the vaguely appearing figure in their minds, just taste it.

Soon.

Her voice was heard again in the darkness.

"Who told you to take your pants off?"

"It fell on its own."

"Yes."

"Well, it's because it's uncomfortable, I don't have pajamas here, and it's hard to sleep in clothes."

"Then what are you doing with your head in my arms?"

"It's more comfortable."

"Huh."

"I just let you lean on it, so it shouldn't be too much to replace me now, right? And I've always had the habit of sleeping with things in my arms, so I'll change it back later. ”

"And why are your feet rubbing against mine?"

"I'm about to fall asleep."

Ten minutes later, listening to the steady breathing in her arms, Satomi Ishikawa looked at her unclear face in the dark, and her mood was still not calm.

Just after Takitana's strange reaction just now.

Her jealousy began to run wild.

Even though she knew that this was a strong signal that was extremely bad for herself, Satomi Ishikawa was still impressed by her sensuality, and she felt more and more angry that he was lying on a bed and had someone else in his heart.

This is obviously not normal.

When have I ever had this kind of mentality?

"It should be the reason why I am also in it, ready to play this game with him, since I want to reverse the current decline, the only way to start from the current passivity is to break the game, so it is reasonable to show the indifference of being liked by him to gradually liking it."

"Being conquered by his empathy made him vaguely feel that I was starting to like him slowly, and then keep my original intention, and then fight back in the end."

"If you want to achieve this goal, it is necessary to substitute yourself wholeheartedly, so I just found the reason for the inexplicable jealousy, but I have already started to take this game but I am not conscious, and it should be okay to be a little vigilant in the future, and you can also start with that unknown person."

She thought silently in her heart, giving enough reasons to believe it, but when she thought of what had just happened, her emotions were still a little irrepressible.

Satomi Ishikawa turned her head to look at the bedside table on the left.

Even if the environment was dark, she clearly remembered that before Takitanizawa went to bed, there was his mobile phone there.

Yet after a long time, she sighed.

Due to the risk of being discovered, her reason finally prevailed, and she could only close her eyes helplessly in the dark, holding his hand tighter, and at the same time feeling in her heart that she would never be able to fool herself.

Thank you for the reward from the big guy in the sky

Thanks to Milfeulle for the tip

(End of chapter)