140. The bright moonlight, filling the sense of distance
The smell of alcohol spreads through the room, making the already stuffy atmosphere even hotter, and the tulle in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass of the balcony cannot resist the invasion of the bright moonlight.
In the distance, Tokyo Tower stands with red and white rays of light in all directions.
Unlike this steel forest, another battlefield is turned in the dark, snow turns into streams in the blazing sun, and the moonlight adds a poetic touch to the area.
In the dimness, two figures whispered.
The upheaval will eventually subside, just as the world will retrain the earth, fire, and feng shui to return to its original appearance.
"To vent your emotions, is it worth it?"
"What if it's more than just venting your emotions?"
"Even if that's the case, I don't think it's the same."
"But in this way, the sense of distance that has been invisibly separating us from each other has been filled."
Alcohol will amplify emotions, but when emotions are vented to a threshold, this dizziness hovering in the brain will converge, in short, these words Ishikawa Satomi said is really not true He doesn't know, Takitanizawa only knows that his brain is now sane and terrible.
But reason is reason, and even his body can't help opening the floodgates at a high frequency, and in the room where he can't see his fingers, a strong sleepiness soon swept in.
The sweltering summer night is fleeting, and with it, the sun rises, and Tokyo is heating up again.
There were no birds chirping on telephone poles outside the window lattices.
After all, this apartment is as high as 20 floors, and if there is such a high telephone pole, it is estimated that it will be used as an Internet celebrity check-in point to attract many people, Takitanizawa thinks.
Last night's lingering was rare.
But because of the blood-stained sheets, he didn't consume too much physical energy, this was for the sake of the other half of the bed, so the instinct of the powerful biological clock in the human body still woke him up at a normal time.
Glancing at the wine bottles on the ground and the clothes thrown everywhere, he shifted his gaze back to Satomi Ishikawa's slightly closed eyes at his side.
After looking at it for a while, he got up lightly.
In fact, there is no special feeling, the eldest husband can't be trapped by wine all day long in the world, and Takitanizawa is more concerned about the name of Satomi Ishikawa on the light curtain in front of him from being wrapped in a light purple halo to a rich deep purple, and he can transform in just a little bit.
Lifting his pants and putting on his shirt, he suddenly heard a sound of rustling behind him when he thought so.
"Ishikawa-san?"
Listening to the sound of the quilt falling to the ground, Takitanizawa had just fastened the last button on his neckline, and he turned his head to see Satomi Ishikawa, who had woken up at some point, and was panting slightly at the moment to get up.
A tearing sensation is a sensation that is more painful than a pinprick.
With the exception of some women who are involved in sports and dance, it is rare to endure this pain easily.
Takitanizawa admitted that he was very rational now, but it didn't mean that he was rational yesterday, after all, he was very suspicious of taking advantage of people's danger last night, which could not be avoided as long as he was a person with a sense of morality, he saw this and walked over and said softly: "You can rest more, don't force it." ”
"Do you call me Ishikawa-san again?"
Satomi Ishikawa propped up her body, and her face showed a smile that seemed to be shallow luck, but was actually slightly self-deprecating: "This feeling is really novel, I really don't want to experience it a second time, I don't believe what others say, does the human body have to experience severe pain before being happy?" ”
If you can't hold up your palms, you use your arms.
Everyone can see that she is not in good shape.
But she put aside Takitani's arm and silently insisted on supporting herself and leaning against the side, with a faint sense of alienation that was not easy to be noticed.
This feeling is like that.
It's like regretting it but suffering the bitter fruit.
I have to say that no matter how defensive or opinionated Takitanizawa was about Satomi Ishikawa, a woman who is good at manipulating people's hearts and she herself is scheming, his indestructible defenses have been knocked out of the cracks after last night.
There is a common problem of a man.
Whoever gives someone their first experience in a certain aspect will have a natural sense of intimacy.
The reverse is true.
The premise is that people have a basic conscience.
It's hard for Takitanizawa to believe that the other party hasn't had this kind of experience before, after all, it's this era, who doesn't have a few ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends, and there is no need to ask others to be if they don't even have a blank sheet of paper, in this world where it's hard to even find a blank sheet of paper, it's too difficult to keep pure white in a pool of ink.
But the truth is the opposite, if the blood can be replaced with a blood pack, the cracked can also be surgically reconstructed.
But the natural trembling cannot be faked.
Only men who have never owned others will superficially think that they must see red for the first time, and those who have really experienced it can easily distinguish it by feeling alone.
The wolf sleeve sheepskin is able to load.
Can you still hold that leather peel clean?
"Perhaps." Takitanizawa sat down on the edge of the bed.
Satomi Ishikawa glanced at the empty cup on the bedside table and said, "You can help me get a glass of water." ”
"Okay." Takitanizawa raised an eyebrow.
It is basic common sense that people should replenish a lot of water after exercise, although he faintly feels that the other party's state is not quite right, but he can't find a reason to refuse.
Rinse the cups, the water dispenser has hot water all the time.
After mixing the heat and cold into warm water in a ratio of one to two, he returned to his room, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw that the originally dark room was filled with sunlight, and Satomi Ishikawa was standing quietly by the window in her pajamas with her hair scattered.
Takitanizawa quietly put down the water.
Elemental awareness has been passively turned on in the mind.
"Thank you." She whispered her thanks.
Satomi Ishikawa picked up the cup with both hands, sat down along the edge of the bed, and took a few sips on the edge of the cup with her slender thin lips, her slender and light eyelashes seemed to shake off the slightest brilliance in the warm golden sun, and there was a kind of soft beauty that had just recovered from a serious illness, as if the realm was unfolding.
He felt more and more that something was wrong with the other party, and although this abnormal posture could also be justified by a substantial breakthrough in the relationship between the two, it was still a little strange.
Sure enough.
The next moment, Satomi Ishikawa threw out the question.
"Do you have any special feelings about Takiya-kun?"
"Something special?" Takiyazawa was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and thought that the other party was going to make some kind of colored joke, but seeing that her messy and demure face was extremely indifferent, he felt that something was wrong in his heart, and he muttered for a moment: "Do you mean the body?" ”
Seeing that she didn't answer, Takitanizawa thought about it repeatedly before slowly saying, "I'm different from you." ”
It doesn't matter if the facts are true or not.
Judging by what he has seen and experienced with his own eyes, the other party is far from himself who is familiar with this kind of thing, and all the feedback is telling him that the other party is not cheating.
So Takitanazawa subconsciously thought it was this thing.
"No, no, no, I'm not referring to this, but other changes, such as a certain part."
A smile appeared on Ishikawa Satomi's cheeks.
"A certain part refers to."
"Heart."
A word gently spit out of her mouth, coupled with her beautiful eyes like a whirlpool, instantly pulled Takitanizawa back to the night they first met.
The same is true of Satomi Ishikawa now.
She was holding her fingertips against her left chest.
"Actually, I know what Takiya-kun is thinking, it's nothing more than wondering if I'm what you think, after all, I have a bad reputation, even if all kinds of senses and experiences are telling you that it's true, there are still too many objective information and subjective judgments affecting you."
"I won't explain too much, the truth is only true if you believe it, what I want to say is that you lost this time, and you lost completely, really completely."
"Maybe it seems to you that I am at a great loss, and you will even be complacent about delivering my important things to you without any warning, but for me, this is just a test."
"We are very similar, but just like there are no two flowers in the world that are exactly the same, there are still core differences between you and me, I admit that Takiya-kun is very clever in your methods, even I have to have some thoughts about you, and I can't define whether it is true or false until there is conclusive evidence."
"So I follow you, follow you, and show jealousy appropriately, in fact, I can suppress it, but I am willing to show it and let you know that this is my inner thought, it is true, but it is also guided by me."
"Until just now, I have already got conclusive evidence in my heart, Takiya-kun, you don't actually like me, it's not for my money, it's not for my body, I probably just want to play a game of cat and mouse role swapping, after all, it's rare to meet similar opponents, like me, I'd rather waste time and energy to participate in it, but I plan to taste the taste of failure and pull myself out of this whirlpool, otherwise my thoughts won't be clear."
"The truth is, from my point of view, I managed to win you, although the price I paid was heavier than you think, but it was still within my tolerance."
Although Takitana's face was calm when he listened to these words, his heart was turbulent.
It's broken, I've been tricked!
Caught her way!
Both in a physical and psychological sense!
He knew that this time Shi Yi was a master of the art to control the Yi but did not learn the essence, after all, it was someone else's strategy, and the essence of the doctrine was still not used after all, not to mention that Ishikawa Satomi was so scheming that it was impossible to sit still, and now he was caught up with a loophole to counteract.
Just listening to her words, she doesn't even care so much about the so-called innocence, how terrible she should be.
Thinking of this, Takitanizawa's heart sank slightly, and finally figured out what was going on, in all fairness, if he counted the realistic conditions, he did not lose, and even made a steady profit, but if it was really about the mental game played by the other party, he did lose very completely, and it belonged to the game of Go where he was caught by a big dragon and turned over the entire chess game.
It's just that it's hard for him to imagine that someone can really bet on innocence, just to ask for an answer.
This is really a body-feeding game to the end.
Just when Takiyazawa was suppressed by Ishikawa Satomi with a heavy heart and couldn't speak, a memory fragment in his mind suddenly flashed, and he directly summoned the light blue game light curtain in his heart.
[Beloved: Satomi Ishikawa (Deep Purple)]
The luxurious and deep purple glow dyes her name thoroughly, as if something is about to be transformed, which seems mysterious and profound.
Words can deceive, but hearts cannot.
This is something that Satomi Ishikawa enshrines.
In fact, Takitanazawa also thought so, but when he was also in it and couldn't see clearly, he still took out his invincible plug-in magic weapon.
Talking can be deceiving.
True thoughts can also be wrapped in words.
But cheats don't deceive people.
Even if Satomi Ishikawa is right, she is not as free and easy as she just said, she really broke free from the experience since she came into contact with herself, but she is still sinking deeper and deeper, and she has not been able to get out until now.
He sighed slightly inwardly.
In fact, it doesn't mean that the more beautiful a woman is, the more she will deceive, after all, few people will believe that she is ugly.
It's just that after staying with the little sheep for a long time, Takitanizawa reflected on himself carefully, it was very likely that he had been fighting against an opponent whose rank was almost equal to none for a long time, and Ishikawa Satomi was too strong, so he actually relaxed his vigilance against the emperor invisibly, and even had a prophetic sense and was almost led by the nose.
Could it really be that he is arrogant or too weak?
Maybe, after all, Takitanazawa has always taken the road of saving trouble and breaking ten thousand laws, maybe not, but Ishikawa Satomi has already ascended to the Nine Heavens of the Quasi-Emperor.
Just before we get to the bottom of that.
First of all, he had to turn the general's army back again.
"You didn't win."
Takitanizawa said suddenly.
"Huh?" Satomi Ishikawa raised her chin slightly.
Takitanizawa didn't care about the buttons on the neckline, slowly walked to her side and sat down and said, "I was debunked by you, but correspondingly, you have fallen in love with me." ”
"Isn't it affordable to play with Takiya-kun?" Listening to these slightly crazy words, Ishikawa Satomi was shocked for a while by his appearance with the meaning of a child's play, and even felt a little that he had said too much and collapsed him.
Thinking of this, she began to regret it a little in her heart.
But before she could think about it, Takitanizawa looked at her with burning eyes: "Are you really not in love with me?" ”
"Nope." Satomi Ishikawa was a little flustered by his sudden hot gaze, and subconsciously looked away, but the next moment she suddenly felt bad and realized that she had done something stupid.
"Then why don't you dare look me in the eye."
"Because I'm afraid of a drawbridge effect."
"The drawbridge effect, generally speaking, refers to the fact that when a person is in an environment with fear, the heartbeat will involuntarily accelerate, and if she happens to meet another person at this time, she will mistakenly attribute the heartbeat caused by this situation to the heartbeat of that person."
Takitanizawa cupped her face with both hands and forcibly looked at each other: "There is no danger in this room, and the two of us are not strangers, there are no necessary conditions." ”
He then asked, word by word:
"Can you please tell me if there will be a drawbridge effect?"
Feeling the heat coming from her cheeks and the intensely aggressive and penetrating gaze that was close at hand, Ishikawa Satomi felt like her heart had been peeled away for the first time in her life, as if a secret that had been hidden for many years had been unearthed at once.
Everything could have gone as planned.
But how could he react so quickly.
I used the most weighty things to press on the initiative that allowed me to take the initiative in the early stage, and I was able to use this not too long time to plant my own flag, but it ended before the flag planting time.
She was silent and unable to answer, like a drowning man struggling but unable to cry out for help.
However, just as she was tormented by this uneasy state of mind, the face in her pupils quickly expanded, and the next moment, she didn't have to answer anymore.
(End of chapter)