As Buye approached step by step, Zhuo Mansha asked directly, "Did you also persuade me to join your sect?"

When Zhuo Mansha said this, although her expression didn't change much, Buye could feel that the two palace maids behind her began to become nervous, and even faintly hostile to him.

"No, I'm just here to talk to you as an old friend, if you think we're friends. "Walkway.

Zhuo Mansha looked at Buye's face seriously, then turned her head slightly, and said to the two palace maids, "You guys go down first." ”

"Yes, Princess. ”

After the two palace maids retreated, Zhuo Mansha didn't look at Buye again, but turned to face the small lake, and said for a long time: "What do you want to talk about?"

At this time, Buye finally realized that Zhuo Mansha was very wary of him, and even said that he was disgusted. And this is absolutely unprecedented. After thinking about it deeply, Buye knew the reason, he was affected by the other five factions.

So Buye said very seriously again: "I don't know if you can understand me when I say this, although I came this time on behalf of the Taige Biochemical Sect, I am me first." To put it more clearly, that is, in my case, the self is greater than a qiē. When I knew that you were the soul of the star god, I first considered how to deal with you from the perspective of myself, not from the perspective of the sect. ”

At sunset, Zhuo Mansha's eyes were calm, or rather hollow, looking at the sparkling lake. The hem of her long black silk skirt had been dragged on the grass, looking graceful and comfortable, and her face was covered with a black veil that reached to her chest. Through the veil, her white, smooth skin could be faintly seen. She doesn't have much embellishment. Look at it. Buye realized again that she seemed to maintain the style of Ye Qili except for the veil, and the rest turned out to be the mainstream style of Xiao Guo or Qiaoxing.

Did she not feel a sense of belonging here? and, as if she didn't believe him.

Out of guilt in his heart, Buye decided to explain a few more sentences, and if it didn't work, he could only flash people, and he couldn't afford to post it upside down to help.

"You don't believe me? Then you can think about how I met you in the first place. What I'm doing is never the big picture. "Walkway.

Zhuo Mansha's eyes changed slightly, and she seemed to really recall carefully.

After a long time, Zhuo Mansha turned her head to look at Buye and asked, "You are here to make up for your previous mistakes?"

Buye smiled bitterly: "It's okay for you to say that. But I didn't think about what I had to do before I came, even if it was just a few words to you. ”

"There's no need. Zhuo Mansha said.

"Do you mean to make amends, or do you want to talk to you?" Ayuno asked again.

"It's both. Zhuo Mantha said calmly.

However, having said that, Buye clearly felt that the vigilance in Zhuo Mansha's heart had disappeared since he asked Zhuo Mansha to recall how he met him in the first place. Even if there is a negative meaning in the words, at least it will no longer exclude him.

When Ayuno was lying in a hospital bed, he thought about all kinds of people. This situation like Zhuo Mansha's, although it was the first time he had encountered it. But because of that experience, I didn't feel strange.

After thinking about it, Buye asked cautiously, "If I'm not mistaken, even before those sects show your qualifications, you won't be happy when you come back?"

Zhuo Mansha didn't answer directly, just shook her head slowly.

"But you give me the feeling that I am really not happy at all, and it has been for a long time. Unless, you changed into this outfit because you wanted to see me, but that's obviously not possible. Buye smiled bitterly.

Zhuo Mansha frowned suddenly, looked at Bu Ye and said, "Is this important?"

"Of course it doesn't matter to others, but it's important to you, and as for me, a little. From my point of view, I hope you can be happier. Ayuno said seriously.

"Are you sure it's true?" Zomantha asked, her tone still calm.

Ayuno said as a matter of course: "Of course." ”

"Won't it change due to any circumstances?" Zhuo Mansha continued, which was obviously already in the posture of breaking the casserole and asking the truth.

"Unless it's something that disgusts me all of a sudden, it won't change because of other factors. Something was wrong with Buno Xianzhuomansha, so he replied more seriously, almost as if he were discussing a philosophical question.

Zhuo Mansha suddenly fell silent again, and the next time she inhaled, her mind didn't seem to be calm, and her upper body was trembling slightly.

Buye immediately felt that it seemed that he had something to say to Zhuo Mansha's heart, and it touched her a lot.

Still out of guilt in his heart, Buye hoped that Zhuo Mansha could further open her heart to him, it was good to be able to help her, even if she couldn't help, just chatting, and letting her release the pressure, so he smiled and said a little narcissistically: "And as far as I know, there are not many people like me in this world." ”

In fact, there are not many, it is simply the only one, and there is no semicolon!

Zhuo Mansha suddenly turned her head, her beautiful and intoxicating eyes stared at Buye's eyes, and she said with some pain: "Then can you sue me, what is the meaning of my life?

Buye was stunned on the spot, completely unexpectedly that Zhuo Mansha suddenly said such a thing.

What is the meaning of being alive?

How can I know the answer to such an esoteric question? As for meaning, it was something I had been looking for, but I had never found it, not even a shadow.

Someone you can trust?

How do I know?! I don't even have someone I trust completely! I believe in everyone on the surface, but it's almost no different from not believing in everyone! I've always felt that betrayal and being diluted by time and distance are all potential possibilities. The only person I fully trust, only myself, and only myself, will not betray me.

Wrong!

When thinking of the second question, Ayuno suddenly thought that this matter could not be seen in this way. He doesn't betray himself? He doesn't betray anyone else! If someone he cares about really needs him and makes him feel it. What he does will only exceed the expectations of the other party! It's like he forgot to die again and again in the red light world. Rescue teammates. It's like he is on the bridge star, seeking justice for those who died innocently again and again!

So, Buye met Zhuo Mansha's gaze and said, "I don't know what the meaning of your life is, I only know that the meaning of my life is in the present, and it lies in doing it from the heart." As for the people you can trust, you can trust me if you want to. The two actually have a lot to do with each other. It is because of the first time that I can guarantee to do the second point. ”

Zhuo Mansha had never really understood Buye, but at this moment, Buye's true character was finally clear in her mind.

Ayuno is a person who puts his inner feelings in place and allows his actions to follow his heart completely. Then, if his inner feeling is that he feels guilty about her, and even regards her as a friend, then of course she can trust him completely, because his heart is the real him, and he will always insist on that kind of appearance.

But. Such a person is not only worthy of her trust, is it?

And on the other hand, although he is honest enough. The two also had an intersection, but the intersection was really too short, so she still couldn't have a friend affection for him. Friend? What's that?

But in any case, Zhuo Mansha knew that at least Ayuno was one, and the first person she could trust in nearly a decade. Although trust does not mean trust, at least you can let go of the guard that you don't know how much you have been banned, and have a frank chat, or rather, simply vent. Of course, she can endure it any longer, but she has never received a response from countless nights of asking the star gods in the deep universe, and all she needs is someone who can say "well, that's right".

As the sun set, the sunset on the horizon had turned from golden yellow to red, and by the lake in the breeze, Zhuo Mansha turned back again, looked at the lake and said leisurely: "I was very happy when I was a child, I don't know what the outside world is like, and I don't want to know." At that time, I thought that I would be by my father's side and my mother's side for the rest of my life. Then all of a sudden, I had to go to Xiao Guo. And the ones who will be sent away by my own hands are the father, emperor and queen mother who I trust the most and love me the most. ”

"Since then, I have stopped trusting anyone. If it weren't for the fact that my mother repeatedly told me not to commit suicide before I went to Xiao Guo, so as not to implicate Ye Qili, I would have committed suicide a long time ago. In the years that followed, I was just going day after day, year after year, and the only time I had was going to the Star Temple, but I never got the answers I wanted. Then, you appeared in the palace. ”

"When I come back to Ichri for this, I am grateful to you. But that was just the beginning, because it didn't take long for me to show up after I came back, and I can't get the feeling I had when I was a kid anymore. Not only is that familiarity gone, but even the relationship with my father and mother seems to have changed, and I tried to trust them, but I couldn't, let alone my siblings. ”

"I didn't know what it meant to be alive before, and I didn't need to know. In Xiao Kingdom, I live to return to Yeqili again. But when I got back to Icheri, I still hadn't found the meaning I was looking for. I'm even more desperate here than I was in Xiao Guo, because I can at least hope to come back when I was in Xiao Guo, and I really don't know what else I can hope for when I'm here. ”

At the end of the day, Zhuo Mansha must have smiled. But only she knows how bitter she is in her heart.

And Buye, at first, was quite calm, because he could fully imagine Zhuo Mansha's state. However, when Zomantha said that he was born in Yekiri and no longer knew what else he could hope for, his heart was hit like a hard blow, and for the first time he felt a kind of despair that came out of his despair.

Looking back on his entire life, regardless of any moment, he at least had something to look forward to. And Zhuo Mansha couldn't even find what she was looking forward to. Of course, Zhuo Mansha can still have fine clothes and fine food, and a prosperous life, but he himself is a person who only values his inner feelings, what does it matter to enjoy the outside inside? In Zhuo Mansha's inner world, it is completely a boundless desert, and there is not even a single dry grass.

"Just about half a month ago, someone from Taige saw me. The one who came at first asked for my opinion, but I made it clear that I didn't want to go. Those who came later simply didn't even ask. directly put pressure on his father and mother. From that moment on. I knew that once again my fate was out of my hands. No, in fact, it has never been in my own hands. ”

"Now, I can only wait in the palace, waiting for them to come up with a result. Then I left Yeqili again under the orders of my father and mother, and went to Taige's unknown sect. I don't have the same feelings for Yeciri anymore, but in other places, I can only feel even less. But none of this qiē can be decided by me. The only thing I can do is wait. ”

"I've been thinking these days, is this my fate, why doesn't I have the right to choose, and no one has ever asked my opinion. I'd rather be a star in the night, to be the companion of the star god forever, but I don't get a response either. I really don't want to do it anymore, but I can't help myself. Perhaps, this qiē is the meaning of my life?"

Zhuo Mansha was already a little excited when she said that in the end, her chest rose and fell, and her voice unconsciously became louder, which was very different from usual.

Ayuno didn't know what to say for a while. But what he knew very well was that the qiē that Zhuo Mansha said could never be the true meaning of her life.

At this moment, the ambition of the step is turning. He felt that as a person who had lived two lives, had suffered from cancer, and had been pursuing from the heart, he was willing to help Zhuo Mansha find some meaning in life.

"I heard you liked to dance when you were a kid?" asked Ayuno suddenly.

Zhuo Mansha said almost everything, looked at Buye suspiciously, and said, "Yes." ”

Buno smiled and asked, "What about now?"

"Now?"

"I mean, do you still like to dance?"

"Nope. Zhuo Mansha said calmly.

"Uh......" It seems that this hobby has been broken, and another one will be replaced, "Do you have any other hobbies?"

"Singing?" said Zhuo Mansha with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh?" said Ayuno unexpectedly, "You still like to sing?"

Zhuo Mansha finally came to her senses and explained, "Not really. I've never sung it in front of people, and it's not a song, it's just some tunes. ”

Buye was also half a music lover before he crossed over, and he sang quite well, so he immediately understood what Zhuo Mansha meant, and said with a smile: "What do you mean, just humming the tune?"

"Hmm. Zhuo Mansha nodded.

"Do you mind humming a song for me? "Buye is serious.

Zhuo Mansha said it all, and she had never hummed in front of people, so she couldn't help but hesitate. However, their night Qili is different from Xiao Guo and others, and it is not a big deal for women to sing and dance in public.

Seeing Zhuo Mansha's hesitation, Buye hurriedly said: "Just release it, you always hum alone, and no one appreciates it, don't you feel a little regretful?"

"Okay. Zhuo Mansha finally said.

Then, she settled down and began to hum a melodious tune in a nasal voice......

At this moment, even she didn't realize that this was actually the first time she had hummed in front of people in ten years. And the tunes in her mind are not from other people's hands, but all of them are her own creations, and some of them are even obtained after meditating on the stars at night.

Zhuo Mansha's voice was very good, and when she hummed, it was more muffled, but more melodious and ethereal, because it was all nasal.

Of course, it was the first time to listen to Zhuo Mansha's song, and at first there was the consciousness of "good", but soon he was completely immersed in it, the sound was in harmony with the meaning, the meaning was in harmony with the spirit, and he actually entered a state of semi-reality and half-illusion in a trance. He obviously opened his eyes, looked at Zhuo Mansha, and listened to the tune in his ears, but at the same time, he also felt the clearer soul cloud in the depths of his mind, and the soul should correspond to each other!

When Zhuo Mansha hummed a song, Buye was still stunned.

"Hey?" Zhuo Mansha's shout finally woke Buye up.

When Buye saw it, Zhuo Mansha's beautiful eyes seemed to have a little bit of shame.

Did she think he was distracted?!

I'll go!!

"Just now my soul cloud actually resonated with your tune, and I was completely immersed in it, not that I was distracted, but that your tune is amazing!

"Really?" said Zhuo Mansha incredulously.

"Of course, and it's really good! Did you make it up yourself?" Ayuno asked.

"Yes. ”

"Awesome!" Ayuno said sincerely, and even gave Zhuo Mansha a thumbs up.

Speaking of which, Zhuo Mansha is actually a few years older than Buye. But because she has been self-styled since she was a teenager. There are no seven emotions and six desires. It's actually in a very special state of mind. Sometimes it's just a girl. And her mentality has undoubtedly affected her appearance, she doesn't look older than Buye at all, and she is even a one, two, or two years younger.

So when Buye praised her face to face at this moment, Zhuo Mansha was not embarrassed to look at Buye, but turned her head to look at the lake again, and said softly: "Thank you." ”

"I should thank you, your song just now seems to have helped me a lot to awaken my soul cloud. Hey, I'll reciprocate the favor too. I'll hum a song for you, too. "Buno is very generous and authentic.

In fact, he still wanted Zhuo Mansha to untie the knot as much as possible, and wanted her to be as happy as possible.

"Will you too?" said Zhuo Mansha in surprise.

"yes, and there are quite a few. Cough...... You listen. ”

Then, Buye slowly hummed a song for Zhuo Mansha completely according to Zhuo Mansha's tune, and also completely nasal.

Ayuno was humming nothing else, it was the most classic tune in "Slumdog Millionaire". At that time, the film won the Oscar, and this completely humming tune contributed a lot, not just good. And there is a sense of distantness and sadness, and the taste is very cellular. Weeping and complaining.

Buye remembers this song very clearly, and he doesn't know how many times he hummed it in his previous life, but at this time, he hummed it coldly, and it was not wrong at all.

Zhuo Mansha was about to speak, but when Buno hummed the first full tune, she was quite moved and completely sank into it.

By the time Buno finally finished humming, half of the sunset in the west had already penetrated into the fiery clouds. In the light of the setting sun, Zhuo Mansha's face was slightly red.

Zhuo Mansha took a while to come back to her senses: "This is your ......"

"No, I learned it from others, and I don't have that level myself. Ayuno was embarrassed.

"Well, it's better than mine. "Zhuo Mansha is serious.

"It's pretty much the same, and yours has the effect of resonating with the soul cloud. "Walkway.

At this time, Zhuo Mansha had completely put down her precautions, and was in a good mood, and said to Buye: "Let's walk along the lake, shall we?"

"Gladly. Buno laughed.

Then the two men who had stood there for nearly an hour finally moved and walked clockwise along the little lake.

The most difficult period has passed, and at this time, the two of them can talk about whatever they want, and they will not be cold at all, even if they don't speak for a while, most of them are thinking about the meaning of each other's words, and they will not feel embarrassed.

The two walked very slowly, but before they knew it, they still walked half a circle around the lake and came to the east side of the lake. There was a wooden gallery jutting out of the water, and about twenty meters from the shore, a small golden pavilion was erected.

"Would you like to go over and have a look?" asked Ayuno as he stopped in front of the wooden porch.

"Hmm. ”

Zhuo Mansha replied casually, in fact, although she was in the palace, she rarely came out to play, and this small pavilion was actually the first time to come.

The wooden corridor was too narrow for two people to walk side by side, and the railing was low, which still looked a little unsafe, especially since Zhuo Mansha was wearing a floor-length dress.

Buye regretted it a little after he finished speaking, but since Zhuo Mansha had already agreed, he could only go up to the wooden corridor first.

In the end, he didn't worry about Zhuo Mansha, so after going up, he immediately turned around and watched how Zhuo Mansha came up.

But seeing that Zhuo Mansha was not pretentious at all, she lowered her head directly, reached out and grabbed the middle of the skirt and lifted it slightly upward, so that the skirt left the ground, and then raised her head and took a step.

However, at this moment, a light breeze blew, blowing the veil of Zhuo Mansha, who was raising her head. Although it was not completely blown away, it still allowed Buye to see Zhuo Mansha's face on the left side.

Belch......

If Ayuno's heart throbs when he looks at the side of her face, then he is completely unconscious when he looks at her face.

Her face looks better than the side!

When Zhuo Mansha raised her head and raised her feet to walk, she happened to see Buye stunned there, so she asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with you?"

"Uh, nothing, something suddenly came to mind. Ayuno said awkwardly.

"Do you need to go back then?" said Zhuo Mansha thoughtfully.

"No, no. Buye hurriedly said.

What are you kidding, it's okay if you don't see her so beautiful, and you can't leave immediately if you see her. Although Buye is not a lustful person, he is not a eunuch either, and everyone has a love for beauty, so of course he wants to see more. (To be continued......)

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