Chapter 464 [A Palace Maid Named Lan Lan]
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Chapter 464 [A Palace Maid Named Lan Lan]
See the last sentence "Today...... It's my birthday."
Chen Daolin suddenly felt a faint sourness in his heart.
Looking at the delicate small words, it seems that the faint resentment in the heart of the hostess of the diary jumped on the paper.
Chen Daolin sighed softly.
Sweetheart Gets Married...... is married to the much-anticipated empress.
And the mistress of the diary, should ...... It's just a palace maid, right?
Du Wei ...... Du Wei ...... Do you still owe such a love debt?
......
Chen Daolin suddenly became a little interested. He simply calmed down and slowly flipped through the diary.
In fact, the hostess of the diary did not record a lot of words, nor was it very detailed.
The date of the diary is also jumping, and she doesn't record it every day, as if she only leaves a few strokes when she comes to it.
Turning some pages back, an image that appeared on each text made Chen Daolin feel a little faintly emotional.
It seems that she is a gentle and quiet, bookish woman, standing aside, silently guarding the strong love in her heart, but only in her heart, in the years, quietly, standing aside, looking at the sweetheart who is high above and radiant.
Look at every bit of his life, his joy, his anger, his sorrow, his joy......
When he reigned over the world, she stood quietly and looked up.
When he was watching, she quietly hid to the side and stared.
It was as if she had put all her heart and soul into that guy.
She seems to be the personal female official of the empress who was finally married by Du Wei. Because every bit recorded in the diary is a fragment of life that can only be seen when Du Wei is close to him.
When Du Wei stayed up late in the study to deal with state affairs, the female official would silently serve him a cup of tea.
In the cold winter, Du Wei watched the snow fall in the imperial garden. The female officer would silently hold an umbrella for him behind him.
On a moonlit night, when the legendary hero and his empress wife Qin Se were in harmony, the female official stood quietly in the distance, silently gazing ......
It can be seen that this is a gentle, kind, and even a shy and introverted woman. With a humble status, she could only silently look up at the hero she loved with all her heart.
Worship Him and watch over Him.
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"The court physician has diagnosed that Her Majesty the Empress is pregnant.
Everyone was very happy. Her Majesty the Empress wept with joy. He was also very happy. Today, the entire imperial capital is celebrating, rejoicing that this empire finally has a legitimate heir.
In the evening, while having dinner, he suddenly smiled and told me that in the future he would personally teach his prince. He actually smiled and said to me that he wanted me to be in charge of being the prince's personal lady.
I'll teach him a qiē myself, and you'll be with the child...... Just like when I was teaching Karina. I remember when I was teaching Karina, you were with you. ’
All of a sudden. I wanted to cry, I excused myself to go out and serve them a drink, and when I rushed out of the restaurant, I hid in the garden and shed a lot of tears.
Yes. ...... year
When Her Majesty was a princess, I held her hand and stood in the palace waiting for her.
When he taught the princess with a straight face, I stood aside and peeked at him with a red face.
If I had to say it. It was the best memory of my life.
Don't...... Will you do it all over again?
It's true...... Will you do it all over again?
I can really stand by silently like I did at the beginning. Do you want to watch him to your heart's content?"
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"He's getting busier and busier, and I've rarely had the chance to get close to him again.
The orcs in the north were trying to counterattack, and it was as if he had decided to go on another expedition.
Her Majesty the Empress embroidered the robe for him with her own hands, and Her Majesty took the robe and asked me if I was pretty, and I nodded with tears in my eyes.
Back in the room, I put away the cloak that was pressed against the bottom of the box and silently put it away.
Above, the half-embroidered tulip flower.
I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself.
It's ridiculous, I'm just a little palace maid. He is the great Duke of Tulip, the great Prince of Protector......"
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"I'm sick, and this time I'm very sick.
Her Majesty stayed with me for one night, just like back then, when she was very young, she held my hand and stayed with me all night.
In the middle of the night, she suddenly said something to me.
She said, "I can't keep you with me for the rest of my life." You're a woman too...... I can't drag down your happiness for the rest of your life.
She asked me if I would like to marry, and if I did, she would choose a very good husband for me.
I turned around and silently bit the quilt, tears streaming down my eyes.
I nodded. ”
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"He's returned in triumph!
Today, outside the city gates, Her Majesty the Empress personally greeted him with all her courtiers.
I stood in the middle of the court servants, and could only look at him from afar.
He still looked radiant, and the golden armor wore on him like a god.
The robe on his body was embroidered by the empress herself.
In addition to the empress, his other two wives were also there.
And I'm ...... I'm a few dozen meters away from his position...... I couldn't even make out his face.
But...... His appearance has long been engraved in my heart. ”
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"Today he summoned me out of the blue.
I was very apprehensive. I was only a small female officer, but he summoned me in his study, where he would always summon the famous generals, the important ministers.
I went into the study, and he smiled at me, and he was kind to me—he always seemed to be polite and gentle to me. I never even saw him lose his temper at home.
However, what he said. But I was hit to the bottom in an instant.
He asked me, "Would you like to marry?" I have a very good subordinate......
I can't remember what he said next...... It's strange that on weekdays, no matter what he says, every word he says, I will firmly remember it, keep it in my heart, and I will never forget a word.
But today, he said so much to me, and for a long time, but I didn't write down a word.
I went back to my room. Started crying.
His Royal Highness Du Wei ...... Do you really want to marry me off to your men?"
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"Today, he summoned me again.
In the garden, he was with Her Majesty the Empress.
Her Majesty the Empress took me by the hand, and she told me that they had already thought of a few candidates.
He said that on this expedition, General Hussein had a commander who fought bravely, and he admired that commander very much. will promote him to be a general, he doesn't have a wife yet......
I didn't speak.
He added that Mr. Sandy, the head of his ducal palace, was a very clever and clever man. Very loyal to him, he is the head of all the Tulip family's estates. Mr. Sandy may be a few years younger than me, but that doesn't matter, he thinks. Sandy and I are also a good fit.
I still didn't speak.
He also said that Lord Warcraft Mountain is old, and he has a young son. He had met that person and said that that person was very wise and would definitely become the heir of Lord Warcraft Mountain in the future. He thought that if I was willing to marry that person, I would be happy.
He said several candidates, and I know that he and Her Majesty the Empress Xià have chosen them for me.
I'm not young anymore.
When Her Majesty the Empress was still a princess, I was always by her side as her personal female officer, until Her Majesty the Empress became an empress, and then the Empress became an adult, and then married him......
Over the past ten years, I have changed from a 20-year-old girl to a 30-year-old woman.
Perhaps, the youth left to me by God is almost over, right?
This time, I finally couldn't hold back anymore. I cried, and I burst into tears in front of them.
Her Majesty was surprised, she took my hand, hugged me, and asked me why I was crying.
He looked at me, he sighed, and then said to me very gently: If you don't like these candidates, don't be afraid, we will not force you to marry anyone.
Finally, he looked at me, smiled, and asked me, "Sue me, who do you want to marry?" I'll help you sue that guy, and if he doesn't, I'll tie him up and marry you.
I know...... He and the Empress have always been very nice to me, and they really treat me like family.
But at that moment, I looked him in the eye, and I really, really, really wanted to say to him out loud:
Du Wei, I want to marry you!
However, I didn't dare to say it after all.
I...... It's just a palace maid. ”
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"I'm sick again.
This time he was sicker and sicker.
Her Majesty the Empress would come to see me every day, and she would sit at the bedside with me and read me stories from the books—just as I did when she was sick when she was a child.
I don't know when my illness will get better, maybe...... Maybe it will never be better.
I asked the Empress what the medical officer said, and she just smiled at me with red eyes and told me not to be afraid.
Actually, I know she's lying to me.
I was there for her when she was very young, and every time she told a lie, she would blink, and I never told her anything about it.
Maybe, this time, I'm going to die. ”
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"It snowed today.
The first snow of the year came very early.
Her Majesty the Empress has not come to see me again in the past two days.
Her belly was getting bigger and bigger, and she couldn't walk casually anymore.
Yesterday she was carried over to see me once, and she held my hand and said to me with tears in her eyes, telling me to be strong.
Anyway, she wanted me to see her children. She also said that let me get better soon, and in the future, she hopes that her children will also be taken care of by me.
I kept laughing, and when she left, I hid under the covers and cried. ”
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"I know, I'm dying.
I can't go out of the room anymore.
When the cold wind blows on my body, I feel pain all over my body.
I started losing my hair, more and more.
I was scared, and when I looked at myself in the mirror, I was terrified.
I'm scared I'm getting uglier and uglier. Getting older.
Today, he came to see me.
I was very surprised - he was so busy every day, and he should be very anxious now when he heard about the snow disaster in the south.
When he came, he was very excited and told me that the Empress had given birth to a child.
It's the boys.
I lay on the bed and looked at him quietly, looking at the smile lines on the corners of his mouth.
He has always been so good-looking, so young.
It's like seeing him for the first time...... It seems that for more than ten years. He never changed in the slightest.
And I'm ...... I'm old.
I'm no longer the little girl who hid behind me and blushed and peeked at him.
I've ...... Old.
And...... I'm dying. ”
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"Today, he's coming to see me again.
The Empress still did not come, and he frowned, saying that the Empress was sick, and she was very weak after giving birth, and could not go down to the ground yet.
He sat in front of the bed and read the story to me.
I interrupted him suddenly.
I said, "Du Wei, can I ask you a few things?"
Oh, my God...... It was the first time I had called his name directly.
My heart was beating fast and fast...... Soon, soon, soon.
He wasn't angry. Just smile at me, and when you laugh, your eyebrows are crooked, and they are still so good-looking.
He told me: Of course.
I asked him to read me the volume of the General History of the Mainland.
This volume. It was used when he was a teacher for the Empress.
He took the books from the bookcase, and he was a little surprised: So these books are with you?
I didn't speak. Just look at him.
He stayed with me for an hour—for an imperial monarch as busy as his, I was very, very satisfied to be able to leave me such a little court maid for an hour.
At last. I asked him: Can you tell me, what does the 'Wu Zhou' you wrote mean?
He looked at me. He was smiling and frowning.
Then he patted my hand and said, "I'll sue you again tomorrow." Also, when you get well, I will fulfill any of your requests. ”
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"Today, I waited a full day...... He didn't come.
The maid who brought me food said that the empress was not doing well. He was a little sick after giving birth, and he stayed there without leaving a single step.
I lay in bed and didn't know what was going on in my mind.
I pray for the Empress...... I love her very much, and I hope she gets better soon.
And I'm ...... Alas, I'm just a little palace maid.
How can I expect him to take care of me as he does his wife?
He...... Will you come back tomorrow?"
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"I know, I'm dying.
My hair is almost gone. I didn't fall asleep last night in pain.
Today, I suddenly wanted to go out and have a look.
This winter...... It's been a long time, it's been a long time.
I wish I could see the spring flowers again.
But I know...... I'm probably doomed to be out of sight.
He came to see me today, but left in a hurry.
When he left, I sat on the bed, looked at him and gave me a smile, and closed the door.
I suddenly wanted to say to him: Du Wei, I want to marry you.
But I didn't dare to say it.
And he, naturally, will not hear the voice in my heart.
I can't walk anymore, so I'm lying here and writing this......
I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to write the next one.
Perhaps, this is my last diary.
If I'm going to die tomorrow, if anyone sees this diary.
I just want people to know one thing...... Even if only one person in the world knew:
Du Wei ...... I love you.
In this world, there is an insignificant little palace maid named Lanlan, who once loved you very much. ”
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Diary, that's the end of it.
This is already the last page.
Chen Daolin looked at this last one...... The handwriting was already a little messy, and it was obvious that the palace maid was exhausted when she wrote this.
"Lanlan?" Chen Daolin couldn't help but sigh in his heart, what a coincidence.
This palace maid named Lanlan, her diary is over.
There are just blank pages in the back, and there are no more diaries.
Chen Daolin suddenly felt a little sad in his heart.
This ending...... It seems, it's so sad.
A palace maid named Lan Lan was originally the princess's personal female official, and as the princess grew up to become the empress, she has been serving the empress in the court, and then watched the empress marry Du Wei......
And she has always been silently in love with the most glorious legend of the empire......
"There is an insignificant little palace maid named Lanlan, who once loved you very much......"
Chen Daolin couldn't help but turn back to this page again, looking at the last line of messy handwriting.
He sighed softly and was about to close the diary.
Suddenly!
His eyes moved!
Staring at the end of the last page of the journal, in the margins below......
Chen Daolin suddenly showed a strange look, he leaned over and sniffed, then thought about it, took out a bottle of water from the storage ring, lightly dipped a few drops, and smeared it on the bottom blank space of the last diary.
Slowly, a faint line of text emerged in the blank space.
From Blur ...... To clarity!
Chen Daolin was very familiar with this handwriting, and he could identify the owner of this handwriting at a glance -- there are many handwritten notes and experiences in the "General History of the Mainland" with such handwriting.
This line is very small and very short.
"I'm sorry, Lanlan...... Until now, I didn't know. ”
[After writing this chapter, my heart is a little sour.
This chapter actually buries a pit left by the demon...... I don't know if this chapter will be written to your satisfaction, but I can only say that this chapter, I wrote it very slowly.
I sometimes think that such a gentle and quiet delicate woman, in this court, watching the trace of love in her heart, slowly grows old......
But this is too cruel, it is better to die!
Many people say that there are too many kinds of horses in the novel, and I think this blue blue is probably a trace of innocent feelings. So, out of this weird feeling, I don't even want to give Lan Lan to Du Wei. I arranged for her death......
Well, that's it.
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(To be continued......)