Chapter 68: Confusion

Xu Yuxiu after returning to Lingxi Valley again.

I always feel that this trip has the illusion that things are wrong.

Zhang Yuanyuan's change, and her departure, although it was her choice.

But Xu Yuxiu could feel that Zhang Yuanyuan seemed to have become more determined, as if she had found the way to go in the future.

It was an ineffable, subtle feeling.

It's desirable, yet untouchable.

Xu Yuxiu was a little confused.

So far, my illness has been cured, and the hidden dangers of the spiritual root have been solved, so what path should I take in the future?

Gradually, the confusion grew more and more in her heart.

Images began to flash in her mind.

From the time I can remember, to the worship of the immortal gate.

In just a few years, she is no longer the sick and frail little girl she used to be.

She has grown into a true outer disciple of the Taixuanmen.

Now, she is relying on her identity as a formation mage, and she is respected by many disciples in Lingxi Valley.

If it goes on like this, she can live in Taixuanmen in peace and stability, and she doesn't have to go out to adventure anymore, and she can live a nourishing life.

That's what my father and mother are looking forward to.

Since this day, Xu Yuxiu has become confused.

Although she refined many Spirit Gathering Array Formation Banners, she sold them to more disciples in the Spirit Valley.

Earned more Spirit Stones.

But instead of feeling fulfilled, she felt a little empty in her heart, as if she had lost something.

"Haha, the Linglu share I submitted this month has finally reached the standard, and I finally don't have to be deducted contribution points anymore, all thanks to Senior Sister Xu!"

Outside the main hall where the Linglu was submitted, there were disciples who walked out happily after submitting the Linglu, talking with other disciples, their words full of smiles.

Xu Yuxiu walked by, they noticed her, and hurriedly stepped forward to say hello.

She responded with a smile.

"Alas, I shouldn't have laughed at Senior Sister Xu in the first place, but now I learned that she was actually a formation mage, and now I'm afraid I'm afraid that I have also left a bad impression on her, and I don't have the face to go to her to buy a formation flag."

Some people are depressed and depressed.

Xu Yuxiu passed by, and they quickly shut up and stopped talking.

"Cut, what's the big deal, isn't it just a formation mage, even without her, I can still collect enough spiritual dew!"

Some people were disdainful, and deliberately said loudly when Xu Yuxiu passed by.

Xu Yuxiu ignored it.

"You have a very good year, this is your contribution point reward this year, a total of one hundred and fifty points, I hope you will continue to work hard!"

Deacon Qian smiled with satisfaction, distributed the contribution points to Xu Yuxiu, and encouraged him a few words.

In the same year, with the assistance of Linglu's cultivation, her cultivation also recovered to the fifth layer of qi refining, and she was also marching towards the sixth layer of qi refining.

Now, after running the Spirit Fusion Technique, her cultivation has reached the level of the eighth level of Qi refining.

This made her confused heart faintly have a little more waves.

Another year passed, and her cultivation had successfully broken through to the sixth level of Qi refining.

After running the Spirit Melting Technique, her cultivation could already reach the ninth level of Qi Refining.

This brought her a big fluctuation in her heart.

It is like a calm and waveless lake, and gradually there are waves.

On this day, Zhang Yuanyuan came to Lingxi Valley to visit Xu Yuxiu.

Seeing Zhang Yuanyuan again, Zhang Yuanyuan had already reached the tenth level of qi refining at this time.

I haven't seen him for more than two years, and I saw Zhang Yuanyuan again.

Xu Yuxiu saw that Zhang Yuanyuan seemed to be thinner than before, and between her beautiful eyebrows, she was also a little tired.

But the firm will in her body has not wavered in the slightest.

"Senior Sister Xu, how are you doing all these years..."

The two greeted each other, greeted each other, and talked.

Zhang Yuanyuan told her about her experience in the past two years.

Xu Yuxiu also realized that the ancient ruins that she explored as an advance disciple were the ancient ruins that Yu Chengdao activated.

It is also Xu Yuxiu's former goal.

Now the curtain has come down on the ownership of that ancient ruin.

The ownership is jointly held by the five major sects.

Among them, Taixuanmen occupies the majority and can hold the ownership of three months per year.

The rest of the time is divided between the four major sects.

And the ancient ruins were also given a name, called "Yin Soul Valley".

The reason why it is called this name is also because of the large number of yin spirits in it.

According to Zhang Yuanyuan, they suffered heavy losses in the Yin Soul Valley this time, and many of the advance disciples were too late to take precautions, so they were pounced on by a large number of Yin Spirits and gnawed them all away, leaving not even a trace of residue.

If it weren't for Yu Xuanji leading the team this time, I'm afraid that these advance disciples would all be buried in it.

Speaking of this, Xu Yuxiu couldn't help but sweat, and secretly said that the ruins were really dangerous, but fortunately he didn't go in.

But when she heard that Zhang Yuanyuan might have to enter it again, she couldn't help but hesitate.

Do you want to give Zhang Yuanyuan the map of the ruins?

Anyway, it's useless to keep the map of the ruins for yourself now.

Xu Yuxiu thought so in her heart, but faintly, there seemed to be an inexplicable emotion that made her reluctant to take out the map.

hesitated for a long time, until Zhang Yuanyuan left, and she didn't take out the map.

She laughed at herself inwardly.

Xu Yuxiu, Xu Yuxiu, why are you so selfish, you obviously don't plan to go to the ruins, why do you still hold on to the map?

Xu Yuxiu stood at the mouth of the valley for a long time, the look in her eyes changed and changed, and finally sighed, turned around and returned to the valley.

The years are like quicksand in the fingers, and another year has passed in the blink of an eye.

In the third year of coming to Lingxi Valley, Xu Yuxiu successfully broke through to the seventh layer of qi refining.

At the same time, she also came to the location in the middle of the Spirit Creek Valley.

Here, with the Spirit Gathering Array, she has already bred a condensation flower that can bloom three flowers.

The spiritual dew condensed from the third flower reached an astonishing quality.

One drop can be diluted into three bottles of ordinary spiritual lotion.

However, it took three days to condense a drop of spiritual dew.

In this regard, Xu Yuxiu is not dissatisfied.

She was now able to easily collect enough spiritual dew, and for the spiritual dew condensed by this third flower, she just collected it and didn't use it.

The spiritual dew condensed by the third flower was not something she could take now.

She could feel that that kind of spiritual dew of that quality could not be used until at least after she had refined her qi at the tenth level.

Now that she is at the seventh level of Qi refining, every time she cultivates, the spiritual dew she takes has been replaced by a second condensed, milky white quality spiritual dew.

With the assistance of such a quality of spiritual dew, her cultivation speed still maintained a fast and stable cultivation speed.

She believed that it would not be long before she could successfully break through to the eighth layer of Qi refining.

However, the cultivation of the upper realm did not dispel the confusion in her heart.

Vaguely, she seemed to have seen the end of her cultivation.

This made the waves in her heart surge.

Could this be the end of my cultivation that I can reach?

An unwilling emotion gradually rose in her heart.

This unwilling emotion gradually set off waves in her heart and became more and more prosperous.

"Have you heard, Senior Brother Wang Chuan in the outer gate yesterday has successfully built a foundation and has been promoted to an inner disciple!"

"Really? I remember that Senior Brother Wang Chuan is just a five-spirit root, and he can actually successfully build a foundation? ”

"This matter is absolutely true, it is impossible to fake, although Senior Brother Wang Chuan is the posture of the five spiritual roots, but he is diligent in cultivation and has never slackened, it is inevitable that he can successfully build a foundation!"

"I remember that when Senior Brother Wang Chuan first started, he was still a miscellaneous disciple, but I didn't expect that in just over 20 years, he would successfully build a foundation, Senior Brother Wang Chuan is worthy of being a model for my generation, and I will also work hard to cultivate in the future!"

After submitting Linglu again, Xu Yuxiu was stunned when she heard such words on the way back.

At this moment, a seed seemed to fall in her heart.

Yes, that Senior Brother Wang Chuan's posture of the five spiritual roots has never been slack, so what qualifications do I have to slack off in order to live a stable life?

The picture in her mind flickered, and the experiences of the years came to her one after another.

There is the pain when facing illness and weakness, the joy when worshipping into the fairy gate, and the difficulty of separating from parents...

All kinds of emotions finally came together and turned into a tear that fell and moistened the seed in the heart.

In a mortal's life, birth, old age, sickness and death, but in a hurry for a hundred years, he has no power to return to heaven.

I have experienced the suffering of illness, and now I have entered the immortal gate and become a monk, why should I be willing to spend the rest of my life in peace?

In that case, how different am I from mortals?

It's better to turn into a handful of loess in the mortal dust.

As soon as she thought of this, the light in Xu Yuxiu's eyes gradually brightened.

Invisibly, there seemed to be a cracking sound in her ears.

It was the invisible shackles that imprisoned her state of mind, and it was crumbling little by little.

I am mortal, and I want to live forever!

When Xu Yuxiu shouted this sentence in her heart, the shackles that imprisoned her state of mind shattered.

At the same time, visions appeared around her.

When the surrounding disciples felt the changes in Xu Yuxiu's body, they all thought about her together.