Chapter 74: Crazy Love on the Eve of Parting 4
Chapter 74: Crazy Love on the Eve of Parting 4
After a long time, he said: "The world is like this, the strong always bully the weak, and those who have strength always love to trample on others...... Not even because of hatred, nor because of fame and fortune, as long as they seize the opportunity, they will trample on those who are weaker than themselves, and drive others to a dead end without mercy...... When I was a child, I remember that my mother believed in Buddhism, and she used to tell me the motto of Master Shide: 'How should I deal with people in the world who slander me, bully me, insult me, laugh at me, despise me, and despise me?' Shide replied, 'Just endure him, avoid him, let him, bear with him, ignore him, and in a few years, you will look at him'...... My mother had been holding back all her life, running away from fighting all her life, but then there were so many tragedies and my father died, and my mother went crazy...... There was nothing she could do, she only slashed her own son and killed herself...... Why should you punish your own relatives for the sins of others?"
He paused.
He had never spoken so much to her, or what was on his mind. I have never mentioned this past to anyone, so the old, dear relatives, even friends such as Song Weichao and others, have never confided. Not to mention Bingbing.
It was a hidden pain in his heart, and he never dared to say it in his mouth for twenty years, but in his heart, he slowly corroded his soul.
The night was silent.
She just stared at him.
"Alas, but in the end, the world slanders me, despises me, deceives me, insults me, laughs at me, despises me, hates me, and deceives me, who can really just tolerate him, let him, let him, avoid him, tolerate him, respect him, and ignore him?"
The emperor and the general hope that the people will be tamed like this for 10,000 years.
If this is the case, the people at the bottom will never turn over.
Qiao Wheat was puzzled, just stared at him.
After a long time, he continued lightly: "I am impatient and can't wait for it for a few more years." In the past 20 years, I have suffered and waited for this every day...... I was different from my mother. When a woman is weak and powerless, she can only hurt herself...... But I must slash my enemies......"
She realized.
The eyes were wide open, a sense of extreme foreboding, an unprecedented fear. However, she did not dare to speak, nor did she dare to ask, and a strong powerlessness seized her.
He sat up and hugged her tightly.
I don't know when the moonlight fades, and the sky is full of stars.
He caressed her whole body tenderly, his palms swaying, like a hot firework, slowly, slowly, wantonly galloping in his former favorite area, and later, slowly staying on her collarbone and not moving—heh, she had become really thin, and the clear beauty of the bones had almost made the beauty of the old pearl and jade a little out of shape.
He lost his mind slightly, and only a short time?...... And she, cowering in his arms.
Even more so warm nephrite, so powerlessly clinging to him—in his Yi Xiangxi's arms, he could even hear the sound of her heartbeat: thump, thump, thump, eager, panicked, afraid, worried......
This weakness reminded him of his mother. Someone hurt him, and he couldn't do anything about it.
You can't fight back, you can only kill yourself to vent your anger. What a pathetic woman.
His lips went down, very gently against hers.
"Wheat, this may be our last night......"