Wen Yifan has always felt that he is a very wasted person - the only thing he had a good grade in elementary school was that he sent it in junior high school. What to do, what is only a minute hot: guitar, flute, painting...... I've learned them all, but I just can't get interested, and I give up after one or two classes.

And there are only two things he cares about - abilities and feelings.

The most interesting thing is the ability, but that was decided after birth, he is just an ordinary person, and he will live a peaceful life as an ordinary person.

And for the relationship is very serious, he has liked two girls in just 14 years.

The first one was when I was in the sixth grade of primary school, I met a girl named Zhou Shuling, gentle, considerate, and generous. At that time, he didn't understand what love was, but he really liked this girl.

He chose to confess,

And then it failed - the girl had someone to like, a good brother who he grew up wearing a pair of pants......

That night he cried, so thoroughly that no one noticed, because he was the only one at home.

Perhaps it was because of the lack of love since childhood—I didn't see my parents until I was six years old, and even after I lived with my mother, my mother was always like this Friday and that night, and my father didn't see him once in a few years, let alone that year.

Maybe it's the disappointment of never being able to meet something you really love.

Therefore, Wen Yifan was extremely strong, and he could even be said to be a little precocious, especially after that night, he suddenly understood a lot of things at once.

No one knew that he was chatting with this girl, and he squatted every day to watch her go online; No one knew that he was this girl, and often wrote her name all over the scratch paper; No one knew him and met the girl, remembering that her daily school hours were just for a few minutes of unexpected encounters.

No one knows but himself.

But he failed, completely failed.

This world is like this, it will not stop because of a person's departure, a person's joys and sorrows, and a person's loneliness, time will pass as usual, life will go on as usual, and tomorrow will come as usual.

After that, it's Tang Yu.

I fell in love with her at the beginning of junior high school - black and white canvas shoes, white dress, long hair, and pink hairpins. Like a lily on the edge of a cliff, it is not stunning, but it is beautiful.

It's the same approach, still so persistent and persistent.

And now, feelings and abilities, in Wen Yifan's opinion, are the two most important things in life, but now he has to make a choice.

He felt that Tang Hao was just a pure liking for him, but he always had a glimmer of hope for the final result, always opening and closing QQ, and cutting back and forth on Tang Hao's dialog box, but in the end he couldn't say that:

"I like you."

But life is so full of unpredictability - "Special concern: Tang Yu announced a new news, @了你, come and take a look!" ”。

Wen Yifan sat on the tattered and squeaky bed, looked at the message sent by QQ on the mobile phone screen, his hands couldn't help but start trembling, and he clicked on the news tremblingly.

Time has stopped passing, the world has lost its luster, and the world has lost its voice.

It was an official announcement of love, and it was obvious that the male protagonist was not him. It's another classmate in the class - Heban. Although he often saw them walking home together, Wen Yifan never dared to think about it, he was afraid, lonely, and lonely.

And @ he just Tang Yu @ her good friends all over again to show her gratitude.

It's all QQ's pot, and he looks forward to it in vain.

He failed, again. But perhaps it can't be called a failure, after all, it hasn't been acted again.

Then, Wen Yifan made a decision in his heart. Children are like this, when they act, they are often swayed and controlled by emotions without thinking about the long term. He put away the tears that were about to fall, calmed down, buried his sadness deep in his heart, and returned to his normal state.

In the past 14 years, he has long been accustomed to carrying everything by himself, bearing it silently alone, keeping all the sorrow and pain in his heart, and pretending not to care.

He got out of bed and found Tan Bo and Chen Yuyan in the room next to him.

"When are we leaving?" He asked, his tone cold.

"If you feel uncomfortable, you can cry, just cry." Chen Yuyan said, but she didn't look at him, but drank orange juice by herself.

It was this sentence that Wen Yifan couldn't hold back at all, Chen Yuyan knew him too well, and he didn't even need to know anything to read everything from his face. Nine years of mutual companionship and fourteen years of greeting each other have made them have a family affection and tacit understanding that transcends blood.

Tears poured down until the body collapsed completely and passed out again.

Wen Yifan has made a decision, at the critical crossroads of his life, he has chosen a road that cannot see the future but must be full of thorns, a road that was opened because of an accident but there is no turning back, a road that is enough to change his entire life and the whole world......

[This chapter is relatively small, anyway, I almost can apply for a contract, so I'll send it together today]