Chapter 161: I'm so damned
Chu Yan knew that his guess was ridiculous!
Where in the world did so many coincidences come from?
But what if......
What if?
Chu Yan didn't think that Sui Sui would be the little sister who died that year.
After all, if that child were alive, he would be nine years old this year.
It's only three and a half years old, and it won't be her anyway.
However, Chu Yan's thinking couldn't help but diverge, guessing some possibility-
At that time, her mother Chu Yunling was deeply shocked and left, her heart was like ashes, and there was no news, but under some circumstances, she met someone else, rekindled her hope for life, and then got married, had children, and started a new life......
He selectively forgot what the doctor judged back then, with Chu Yunling's physical and mental deterioration, he was afraid that he would be more than lucky after leaving;
He deliberately ignored that after Chu Yunling left, there was not a single bank transaction in her name, medical records, etc., in the national system;
He didn't want to think deeply about Chu Yunling, if she started a new life and had a new family, it would also be an abandonment of their brothers and sisters in another sense;
……
He didn't want to think about anything.
It's like a drowning person grasping at a life-saving straw.
No matter how fragile and inconspicuous this straw is......
He's going to grab it!
Try to convince yourself!
Whether it's her mother Chu Yunling's amnesia, or some other reason.
Chu Yan only hopes that she can live well in this world!
So—
"Tell me, Suisui, is your mother Chu Yunling? Where is she? Can I meet her? ”
The continuous questioning stunned the years.
She felt the terrifying stirring and earth-shattering emotions transmitted from Chu Yan's body, like a whirlpool in the deep sea.
This left her barely breathing, and she subconsciously struggled.
"Let go, let go of me!"
Sui Sui's voice is timid and soft.
It's a pity that Chu Yan has completely fallen into a strong thirst for the truth.
He lost his mind and only cared about grabbing Sui Sui's shoulder:
"Tell me, tell me!"
"I don't know woo, I don't know woo...... Wow wow! ”
Years old raised their heads and wept, shouting,
"Brother! Wow wow! Brother! Wow wow! ”
The brother she called would only be Wen Chi.
If Wenchi is here, I'm afraid my heart will be broken!
But Wenchi is not there.
Ling Zhe was hiding nearby.
He said he was leaving, but in fact he was pretending to leave.
Seeing the appearance of the year crying, he immediately rushed out like a whirlwind, and slapped Chu Yan's hand away.
"What do you do!"
Ling Zhe glared angrily.
In an instant, I forgot that Chu Yan was a patient, and I also forgot the task of Sui Sui.
He was simply angry at Chu Yan's attitude towards Sui Sui!
Chu Yan, who went crazy because of his obsession, was originally enclosed in his shell, completely ignoring the feelings of the years.
It wasn't until Ling Zhe's slap that he slowly sobered up.
Chu Yan looked at the crying face of the old man in a daze, and then looked down at the back of the hand that left the bright red palm print.
"Right...... Sorry ......"
This apology could not extinguish Ling Zhe's anger.
Ling Zhe had already scooped up the years in time and held them in his arms.
He patted Sui Sui's back to soothe her emotions, and at the same time scolded Chu Yan loudly, and the previous awe was gone:
"How old is she! Is there anything you won't say well? You're still holding her shoulders...... What should I do if I get a dislocated scratch or bruise? How are you responsible! Are you responsible? ”
When he roared, Ling Zhe had actually forgotten the fact that he was not an ordinary person, but a little immortal.
He completely put Sui Sui in his sister's position, distressed and pitiful.
He was even more hostile to Chu Yan.
Chu Yan knows that he is at a loss:
"I ...... No force. ”
He sighed as he spoke.
Recalling the state just now, I felt more and more that he was stunned.
It's just that there are still two points of sanity when the demon is stunned, and he remembers that he can't hurt the old age, so he deliberately lightens his strength......
Of course, none of this is his justification.
"I'm sorry, Sui, I really didn't mean to."
Chu Yan once again sincerely apologized in a low voice.
Sui Sui was attracted by his voice, and lifted the little red face from Ling Zhe's shoulder.
There were tears hanging from her small fan-like eyelashes, her white face was a red mark that had been pressed out, and the soft hair on her forehead was wet and clinging to her skin...... It looks really pitiful.
Chu Yan looked at it in his eyes, and his heart seemed to be pierced by a thousand needles.
He constantly condemned himself in his heart......
However, he still couldn't let go of his doubts completely.
"If you can, Sui, can you ...... Can you answer my question? Excuse me, it's really important to me......"
His tone was almost pleading.
Ling Zhe didn't care about this, he was angry:
"You're scaring her! Also ask! ”
"No, it's okay."
Years old sobbing and choking, the little nose is red.
But she felt the sadness on Chu Yan's body, knew that he was really guilty, and really desperate to know the answer.
So, she wiped her face with the back of her hand:
"I don't know the person you're talking about...... I don't have a mother......"
The trembling little milk voice seems to hide endless loneliness.
How cruel is it to have a little cub admit that he doesn't have a mother?
Without Ling Zhe glaring at him with murderous eyes, Chu Yan himself was already so ashamed that he lowered his head, and there were only five big black characters in his mind-
I'm damned.
Sui Sui sniffed and thought:
It's really strange to have a fateful person, she is a little ginseng essence, born and raised, where did she come from?
Because of that guilt, Chu Yan told Sui Sui and Ling Zhe about the past that he had never mentioned to the public:
"I'm really sorry, I'm familiar with the old age, very similar to my mother, she was ...... nine years ago Missing. I'm wondering if Sui Sui will be her child......"
Feeling this sincerity, Ling Zhe's anger gradually subsided, and instead showed a little more pity.
The matter of the Wen family was a sensation back then, and it is still talked about endlessly, even Ling Zhe, who was still a teenager, heard about it.
But what Ling Zhe heard was another version, saying that the lady of the Wen family, who was poor and beautiful, and who was lucky enough to fly up the branches and become a phoenix, was not missing, but died.
Behind that is also involved in countless wealthy grievances, which is not enough for outsiders.
Ling Zhe sighed:
"Then you can't be fierce, look at her and cry because you're scared."
When Sui Sui heard his name, he rubbed his face embarrassedly.
Chu Yan repeated over and over again:
"I'm really sorry...... I'm really sorry for the years......"
He said he was apologizing, but he was in a trance.
It was probably the answer that made him so disappointed that even his eyes were empty.
The pity in Ling Zhe's heart was even heavier.
Originally.
The proud son of heaven in front of Ling Zhe is not as perfect and everything is as good as he imagined.
His troubles, pain, and despair...... All the time like poisonous fire burning.