Chapter 169: Don't live up to the country, only you
Inside the door.
In front of the first inkstone is an unfinished origami garden.
Originally, it was conceived by Sui Sui, who used colored origami to create different flowers and animals, and then stitched them together into the shape of a garden.
The colors of all the colored paper are personally selected by Sui Sui, and the color matching is rich and romantic, which has made Chu Yan feel that Sui Sui's artistic talent is outstanding.
But at this time, the origami garden, which was originally lively and vibrant in the eyes of Chu Yan, inexplicably became bleak.
Even the newly folded flower, the petals and leaves were drooping, and it looked weak.
I thought about it.
Chu Yan still slowly took a new piece of colored paper.
Then according to the steps taught in the video in memory, little by little it was folded into the shape of a sika deer.
And put it in the gap between the semi-finished products of the origami garden.
Trying to fill it up little by little......
Outside the door.
Sui Sui scratched his head and looked back again.
Brother Chu Yan is the elder brother of his brother...... So they should be able to meet soon?
"Let's go."
Ling Zhe stretched out his hand towards Sui Sui, intending to lead her away.
Sui Sui put his little hands behind his back and shook his little head.
"Wait a minute."
As she spoke, she ran to 203 on the other side, which was the ward where Grandma Jiang lived.
When Ling Zhe saw it, he didn't feel too strange.
Sui Sui has a good relationship with Grandma Jiang, and it is normal to say goodbye before leaving.
He stood outside the door and waited, without interruption.
When Sui Sui tiptoed into the door, Grandma Jiang seemed to be leaning on the sofa chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and closing her eyes to take a nap.
However, before the age was approaching.
Grandma Jiang had already opened her eyes first, with a smile on her lips, and turned around:
"Are you here to say goodbye to me?"
Grandma Jiang smiled softly, every wrinkle on her face was stretched, and her white hair seemed to glow.
Sui Sui paused and stared blankly in the direction of Grandma Jiang.
Suddenly, sorrow flowed from the clear eyes.
"Grandma Jiang."
Sui Sui shouted quietly with a crying voice.
Grandma Jiang was a little surprised, and even beckoned to Sui Sui, and her tone was rare and urgent:
"What's going on? Bullied by anyone? Hurry up ......"
Come here.
The last two words were swallowed into Grandma Jiang's throat.
Because at this moment, she suddenly understood where the grief of the years came from.
She seemed to sigh, and she seemed to be relieved:
"It turned out to be ...... That's right. ”
Sui Sui pouted in puzzlement:
"Why? Why is it useless? ”
Obviously, she gave all the ginseng essence she had saved to Grandma Jiang......
But why can't you even save Grandma Jiang's lost life?
Grandma Jiang's fire of life is getting weaker and weaker day by day.
Looking at the current state, it is not a few days to live!
"No, don't! Grandma Jiang don't! ”
Sui Sui shook his head vigorously, unwilling to accept the fact that Grandma Jiang was about to leave.
She is a little ginseng essence who has lived for thousands of years, but her mind is still a three-and-a-half-year-old child, and she feels strange and afraid of parting and death.
On the contrary, it is Grandma Jiang, who has lived to this age, and has seen a lot of joys and sorrows, but she is extremely open-minded, and can even comfort and enlighten the years in turn:
"It's okay, Grandma Jiang is not afraid, so don't be afraid of the year."
Sui Sui let out a beastly whimper, just shaking his head frantically.
She felt dazed like never before.
It was also the first time that I discovered that there are many things in the world that cannot be changed.
"Why? Why doesn't Grandma Jiang want to live? ”
I saw blood for a while.
That's right.
It's not that ginseng essence doesn't work.
Even Grandma Jiang has no physical problems, but it is a common organ weakness at this age.
It's just that......
Grandma Jiang's desire to die has overshadowed the vitality brought by ginseng essence.
Grandma Jiang flicked her tail fingers, and her eyes were in a trance:
"Because I'm ...... Too lonely...... It's so tiring. ”
She closed her eyes and in a heavy tone, briefly told about this life that was not magnificent or dull-
Grandma Jiang, who was born in a big family, was young and enlightened, with advanced thinking, and in an era when people generally did not have enough to eat, she already had a dream of studying hard and serving the motherland.
Later, as she dreamed, she was admitted to the best university, studied the top major, became the youngest researcher, and became the best scientist.
During her study abroad, she met her husband who had a similar dream, and the two naturally fell in love, entered the marriage hall, and gave birth to a lovely son many years later.
It can be said that the first half of a very happy life.
The only fly in the ointment is that because she and her husband both work in a secret unit, they can't go home a few times a year, and their son grows up with his grandparents, and every time he sees them, he thinks they are strangers.
Fortunately, as his son grew up, he slowly understood the responsibility on his parents' shoulders, and did not take the wrong path, but inherited the will of his parents and decided to apply for the military academy and become a heroic soldier.
Grandma Jiang thought that she had no other desires in her life, so she immersed all her mind on the research career and led the team to complete breakthroughs again and again.
Years passed, and the bad news struck.
Her husband died of cancer less than a year after he came into contact with nuclear elements due to an accidental leak.
And in order to keep the key results of the experiment coming out, she didn't even attend the funeral.
Everyone in the family expressed understanding.
After a few more years, the son got married.
She was scheduled to participate, but she hurried back because of a problem with the lab equipment.
The son said he understood.
Soon after, a granddaughter was born.
She vowed that she would definitely attend her granddaughter's first birthday party this time, but she was still stumped by things.
The daughter-in-law said that the task was more important without complaint.
And then ......
The son was sacrificed;
The daughter-in-law and granddaughter died in a car accident.
She suddenly looked back and found that she was alone in this life, and there were no relatives.
Grandma Jiang hung her head tiredly.
She knew that she might not be able to understand this, but she just needed someone she could talk to in peace.
So, his mouth kept muttering:
"In this life, I have lived up to the country, the people, and myself, but I have only lost my relatives......"
Muddy tears rolled down.
In fact, Grandma Jiang is only in her sixties this year.
But she had gray hair and old skin, and she looked like she was in her seventies.
Years old felt a thick death breath from her.
Then, the breath on Grandma Jiang's body fell and extinguished faster than Sui Sui expected.
"Grandma Jiang!"
Sui Sui screamed and threw himself on Grandma Jiang's knees, shouting in panic,
"If they're all still there! All by your side...... Then, won't Grandma Jiang die? ”
Grandma Jiang opened her eyes suddenly, and a strong will erupted from the bottom of her eyes!
"What? What do you mean by that? ”
He is worthy of being an excellent scientist who can leave a name in history.
Grandma Jiang had already seen that she was extraordinary, but she didn't ask a word. (End of chapter)