Reincarnation Chapter 54 How can there be so many ifs in life

When Lu Shen heard this, he lowered his head and was silent beside Jin'an for a long time, and only after a long time did he raise his head, his face dejected, as if he was much older.

His eyes were full of contradictory emotions, and he opened his mouth slightly to say something but didn't want to say anything, and finally said a word with difficulty.

"If I hadn't been indifferent to this, would there be room for redemption between us, and the relationship between father and son wouldn't be as difficult as it is now."

"How can there be so many ifs in life, if I can't cultivate, if I have already died in the poisoning a few days ago, then what should you do?"

"Is it joy or sorrow in the heart, or is it not shocked? In the middle of the night, will you think back to your miserable life? ”

"The past is irretrievable, and the future is already predestined. Isn't it good to have a good relationship with the two without disturbing like now, so don't dwell on the past anymore. ”

Since the young man had already opened his mouth to block his words, and every sentence was so decisive from the bottom of his heart, if Lu Shen was trying to redeem the other party with his mouth at this time, he would inevitably seem too ignorant.

Then he sighed, his body was stiff, and he withdrew from the courtyard slowly, and his back slowly disappeared in the twilight, just like a relationship that was gradually drifting apart.

The deeper the emotional foundation, the more difficult it is to heal after the breakdown, and what young child's childhood does not desire the pity of his father?

Although he is no longer the original body, he has to bear the cause and effect brought by the other party, and he has no reason to forgive the other party for the original body.

Just imagine, if he hadn't just come to the world and received this body, the original body would have been discarded in a corner at will, or even in an empty grave overgrown with weeds.

Even if he is still alive, he will be expelled from the house by the Lu family for various reasons, and most of the endings waiting for the original body will not be much better.

If it weren't for the fact that he paid attention to repaying one report and one retribution, and completely repaid the nurturing grace brought by the Lu family in the past sixteen years for the original body, he would not have been so merciful to Lu Chuan's subordinates.

With his current realm, he may not be able to compete with the older generation, but it is not difficult to be alone, after leaving the Lu family, where can the world go?

Now that the grievances and grievances have been divided, the two sides will not owe each other after this incident, and if some people still want to fight his idea and test his bottom line, they can die.

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After the only cheap father who came to the door to disturb him left, Jin'an's silent courtyard seemed to have become the most deserted place in the entire Heavenly Star City.

Except for the early morning of the next day, the sound of Kun Ming, which spread all over the Lu family on time, was crisp and loud.

Although no one came to the door to find fault during this period of time, there are really many disciples in the Lu family who are interested in what the young man is doing on weekdays.

Even if they don't dare to visit alone, are they not allowed to peek when they pass by often and unintentionally?

However, to everyone's disappointment, the young man was not as diligent as they expected, concentrating on cultivation in the courtyard early in the morning, on the contrary, he never cultivated.

On the first day, when they happened to pass by and watch, although they were surprised, they still didn't think there was anything strange, after all, the other party's strength was so profound, what was it if they didn't cultivate for a day?

However, in the next few days, everyone would always pick a time, intentionally or unintentionally, they happened to pass by the young man's courtyard, but they still didn't see each other, and they still didn't concentrate on cultivating.

This can make everyone wonder, if you don't see it with your own eyes, who believes that a young man who has never cultivated can easily overwhelm the younger generation of the Lu family, is it possible for this to be passed out?

But this really happened to the young man, which made many disciples who felt that they worked ten thousand times harder than the young man to be extremely jealous of him, thinking that God was unfair.

A person who has never cultivated can be above them, this is not reasonable at all, which makes them how can they accept it for a while, and they can't wait to doubt life.

Immersing yourself in boring practice every day is not to go to the next level and become the mouth of other people's parents.

"Look at it, that child of whomever and who's family, how good and hard he is, if you look at you again, you know every day that you are lazy and don't want to make progress."

"You say that others can't compare, okay, then I ask you, why can everyone do it, but you can't? Don't tell me you're just not as good as others! ”

They don't want to be used as a negative teaching material, they just want to be someone else's child in the eyes of their elders, but the truth is always cruel, and they have to accept their own mediocrity.

(Accept your own mediocrity, but also accept the mediocrity of your children, you don't have to release all the pressure to your children, if you can, who doesn't want to be a "sensible good child"!) )

(Parents don't need their children's consent, they think they can control everything about their children when they give birth to their children, and whether it's right or wrong, it's for the good of their children, because they give their children life but never ask their children if they want to come to this world.) )

But now they are suddenly told that there is a person who can become stronger without cultivating, or even more advanced than they have made after putting in the effort, who can accept this?

When they pass by Jin'an Courtyard every day, their mood is always complicated and special, and it may be a little inappropriate to say that they are jealous, after all, they are all children with strong blood.

If you really want to describe it, maybe the word envy will be more appropriate, for a group of children can not be too harsh, their emotions are not as messy as adults, and it is difficult to hide their minds.

After all, in everyone's youth, there are always a few smart and studious top students, who are pressed on their heads like a hill, and sometimes they are really envious.

Everyone secretly looked at the snow-white figure by the pool, who was lying on the rattan chair sleepily at the moment, with his head resting on his arms, holding a citronella in his mouth, his eyes slightly open, and enjoying the warm sun in a comfortable manner.

Looking at the immortal days of the other party, everyone hiding in the shadows was extremely envious, their eyes shimmered under the reflection of the warm sun, and at this moment, they felt that cultivation was nothing more than that.

Isn't it just to be relaxed and happy?

It seems to be a simple goal, but none of them can achieve it, and under the huge psychological gap, it is strange not to waver in the goal they have worked so hard to adhere to.

Everyone is doing a good job in cultivation, but he, Lu Jin'an, doesn't have to do anything, but his strength is not bad at all, and he blows them to the fullest.

This is far from what the elders often teach, what you want to get, and what you have to pay in order to balance it!

For those of them who are usually arrogant and boast of their talents being the best around them, the blow brought by this scene is not small, and their firm beliefs are about to collapse.

Everyone is numb to cultivation, why can you be special, and still do nothing every day in such a grand manner, is this still the endless point of no return?