228 Past Lives (12)

The days of Huangjue Temple are very pure, and Sang Xuanyue stays here, only feeling that all the troubles of the world are away from him.

She listened to the evening drum and morning bell, and was accompanied by Cheng'er and the two maids every day, and she only felt that her body and mind were more relaxed than she had ever been.

During the days when Sang Xuanyue borrowed from Huangjue Temple, Shen Tinglan also came twice. But only twice. Every time, I came over on a day off and waited until the evening to leave in a hurry.

Sang Xuanyue didn't see Shen Tinglan, even if Cheng'er had to talk in front of her for a long time with great interest every time she saw her father, but Sang Xuanyue still didn't come forward to see him.

She was actually very sorry, of course, not to Shen Tinglan, but to Cheng'er.

Cheng'er is still very young, but maybe it was the separation of his parents that made him realize something, or when Sang Xuanyue didn't know, he listened to some gossip, and the child became very sensitive.

Sang Xuanyue could actually sense that Cheng'er was deliberately saying good things for her father, and also wanted her and Shen Tinglan to reconcile quickly, and they became a harmonious family again.

However, Sang twisted the moon can't do it.

In the relationship between her and Shen Tinglan and Shi Nanxing, Shi Nanxing is high, Shen Tinglan is left and right, but she is the only one who seems to be always at the downwind and in the most disadvantaged position.

She always seems to be cherry-picked and always passive.

But she is also a person, a living person with blood, flesh and feelings.

As a human being, she is still a mother, even for the sake of her son, she has to live with dignity.

Rather than always being in a position that can be forgotten, ignored, cherry-picked, or even replaced.

Sang Twisted Moon Twisted and watched the sea of clouds churning, and his heart became more and more peaceful.

Su Jin found it at this time, she put a cloak on Sang Twist Yue and put it on her shoulders, and said softly: "Girl, add some clothes, although it is the height of summer, but the temperature on this mountain is much lower than up and down." The night is cold, and you are careful to catch the wind chill. ”

Sang twisted the moon "um" and pulled the cloak back to himself. Although it was summer, it had just rained, and the temperature was very low today. And now they are in the back mountain, and the strong cool breeze is whistling by, which makes people have goosebumps.

On the upper body of the cloak, Sang Twisted Moon suddenly felt a little warmer. She was silent for a moment and then asked Su Jin, "Big brother should be in Beijing soon, right?" ”

Su Jin bowed slightly, and then realized that she was standing behind the girl, and the girl couldn't see this movement. Su Jin said loudly: "The last time I sent a letter to the eldest prince, it was almost half a month ago. If the eldest prince wants to come to Beijing, he must be there in two or three days. ”

Su Jin's words fell, and both of them fell silent.

What to do in letting Sang Fuyue enter Beijing, Sang Xuanyue actually didn't know much in his heart. But she knew that she and Shen Tinglan couldn't get along anymore, and if they were so deadlocked, she would be tired and panicked. In this way, it is better to be clean.

Yes, she wants to reconcile.

And let the eldest brother go to Beijing, Xu is that she wants to fight for the last time and win Cheng'er over.

In fact, the master and servant have discussed this matter many times, and there is naturally no need to say more now.

After a long time, Su Jin spoke, "Girl, it's time for lunch, it's time to go back." ”

The two went back to the small courtyard together, and it was at this time that the clinker met a few men in front of them.

In such a bleak place, it was a man again, and Sang Xuanyue and Su Jin consciously avoided it.

Originally, they wanted to wait for the other party and the group to pass first, but one of the clinker opened his mouth first, "Why are my younger brothers and sisters here?" ”

Sang Xuanyue raised her head when she heard a familiar voice, only to realize that it was none other than Shen Tingjun who spoke.

And he wore a jade crown on his head and a low-key costume, walking beside another young man with a grand spirit......

Just looking at the other party's full of luxury, Sang Xuanyue faintly guessed the identity of the other party.

In the capital, and even in the entire Great Qin Dynasty, there is only one young man who can make Shen Tingjun retreat.

But Sang Twist Yue didn't recognize the person, she respectfully saluted Shen Tingjun and called out, "Big brother." ”

Shen Tingjun whispered a few words to the man in charge, and then the man bowed his head slightly, patted Shen Tingjun's shoulder, and then walked away.

When the group walked away, Sang Xuanyue raised her head and looked at Shen Tingjun.

She lived in Huangjue Temple for a short time, and saw Shen Tinglan twice during this period, which shows that Shen Tingjun's number of times was as many as three times. If you count this time, there are four times.

One of them was on the day of the Zhongyuan Festival, Shen Tingjun routinely came to Huangjue Temple to worship the ancestors, and by the way, donated sesame oil money, so that the ancestors of the Wu'an Hou Mansion would have a long lamp.

Again, when there was a great drought in August, His Majesty wanted to set up a prayer altar to pray for rain, and Shen Tingjun came to Huangjue Temple with the prince and invited all the monks to accompany him.

The third time was a private trip, which was specially to visit the emperor's uncle.

This is the fourth time......

Although I don't know why the eldest brother came this time, this is the back mountain, not far from the emperor's courtyard, and the prince traveled in person.

It's just that the eldest brother comes to Huangjue Temple too often?

So far, they have only been in Huangjue Temple for a little more than a month, but the eldest brother has actually come to Huangjue Temple four times.

Although there is a valid reason every time, compared to Shen Tinglan, who only came twice in more than a month, it seems that something is always wrong.

This place is too close to the emperor's uncle's courtyard, not a place to speak, so Sang Xuanyue walked out with Shen Tingjun.

As they walked, the two gossiped a little.

During this period, Sang Xuanyue couldn't help but ask why the eldest brother came to Huangjue Temple this time.

As soon as the words came out, Sang Xuanyue suddenly realized that she had overstepped the rules.

The eldest brother came with the prince, obviously doing official business, where is there any reason to casually talk about official affairs.

She hurriedly said, "If it's inconvenient for the eldest brother to say it, don't say it." ”

"There's nothing inconvenient to say." Shen Tingjun Shi Ran spoke, his angular face turned over to look at her slightly, "In a few days, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the prince will invite the imperial uncle to the palace for a banquet by holy order." ”

Although Uncle Huang resigns every year, saying that he is a person who is an outsider, he will not make up for the fireworks in this world. But Emperor Longqing still asked the prince to go on a trip every year. After all, the imperial uncle has no dispute with him, no matter how the imperial uncle becomes a monk, he is also a relative of the emperor who has fallen into the jade butterfly. Be generous and generous to the emperor's uncle, which is harmless to Emperor Longqing.

As soon as Shen Tingjun said this, Sang Xuanyue understood the joints. She didn't ask anything else, and just followed Shen Tingjun to the merlin.

Merlin is still there, but the blooming season has been missed, and now there is only a verdant patch here, and there is no longer that beautiful scenery.

Sang Xuanyue stopped at Merlin and said to Shen Tingjun: "Big brother's errand is important, let's go to Uncle Huang's place first." It's not early, I'll go back to the wing, and I'll be worried later. ”

Shen Tingjun said "um", but he didn't have the slightest intention of leaving.

He opened his mouth and asked Cheng'er how he was doing these days, whether he was slacking off in schoolwork and his physical condition was good.

Cheng'er is the heir of the Marquis of Wu'an, and the only heir of the lineage. In the case that Shen Tingjun has no children, he cares a little about Cheng'er and cares about it, which is normal in Sang Xuanyue's opinion.

Since he opened his mouth to ask, Sang Xuanyue answered them one by one.

Cheng'er's situation is naturally good, he is not too lively, and he is accompanied by his mother day and night, so even if he changes places, Cheng'er does not show the slightest discomfort.

His homework was also carried out in an orderly manner according to the schedule that Sang Xuanyue had given him.

As for his physical condition, it is even better. After all, Cheng'er also made two little novices as friends in Huangjue Temple. Everyone is a child of three or five years old, and when Xiao Shami does morning classes to strengthen his body, Cheng'er will also get up and join in.

After persisting like this for a while, his physical condition was even much better than when he was in the Hou Mansion.

Sang Xuanyue said everything in detail.

In fact, these things were mentioned by Shen Tingjun as early as when she came over a few times ago.

But as a mother, when she mentions her children, she is full of love and has nowhere to vent, so naturally there are many words. And Shen Tingjun was not bored until she had nothing to say, so she casually brought up a new topic.

"The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming, can my brother and sister prepare to go home?"

Sang Xuanyue was stunned when she heard this.

The mountains don't know the years, and she almost forgets the passage of time. If it weren't for Shen Tingjun's mention of the Mid-Autumn Festival today, she would have forgotten this day of family reunion.

It stands to reason that she and Shen Tinglan have never reconciled, and the two sides are just conflicting, so it is a little unreasonable for her not to take the child back during the festival.

But she was really tired of facing Shen Tinglan.

She was tired of his feeble explanations, but she couldn't do anything powerful. I was even more tired of the way he looked at her every time, painful and annoyed, blaming himself and pleading. Make her feel that she is the unreasonable and unforgiving sinner. makes her feel that all the current situation is caused by her ignorance......

That's horrible.

Even if her heart is as hard as iron, every time she sees the pale and haggard Shen Tinglan, she can't help but reflect.

But it's obvious that he can't stand her, so he should be the one who feels guilty. But things were the other way around, and she always blamed herself and thought deeply......

She didn't want to fall into such mental internal friction again, she was afraid that one day, she would be driven crazy by Shen Tinglan.

Sang Twisted Yue gritted her teeth, looked up at Shen Tingjun and said, "Big brother, my days in the mountains are quite comfortable, and I won't go back to the house during the Mid-Autumn Festival." ”

Talking like this, but the heart is empty. Sang Xuanyue didn't dare to look directly at the eldest brother's overly deep and sharp eyes, so she turned her face sideways, and said in a slightly low voice: "Brother Lao turned around and relayed my meaning to my mother." said that it was not filial piety to twist the moon, and this time I took Cheng'er to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival outside. Wait for him to ...... If there is another day, let's talk about it. ”

Shen Tingjun seemed to hear the meaning of her words, and his brows couldn't help frowning slightly.

But her complexion is too fragile, and her body is too thin. It seems that a mountain wind can blow her out.

Shen Tingjun had all kinds of feelings in his heart, and some words rolled to his throat, but he didn't say it after all.

In the end, he only bowed his head slightly to show that he understood what she meant.

Before leaving, Shen Tingjun frowned and couldn't help but speak, "San Lang ......"

"Big brother!"

Shen Tingjun just mentioned a sentence of San Lang, and was interrupted by Sang Xuanyue without hesitation.

She looked at him directly, her face seemed sad, but her words were so firm and crisp, and her voice was so calm.

"Big brother, Saburo and I have come to this point, it should be the end of fate. Whether he's good or bad, I know in my heart. The eldest brother doesn't have to say good things for Saburo, and he doesn't need to be too harsh on Saburo. How I will deal with him, sooner or later, there will be a decision after all. ”

Shen Tingjun's thick eyebrows furrowed tightly, and he stared at Sang Xuanyue: "What are you saying...... What is the meaning? ”

"It's not interesting, but I see a lot of it, and I feel that life is short in the world. Just do what you are happy with, and there is no need to force things that do not belong to you. ”

Sang twisted the moon's eyes were slightly red, I don't know if he was talking about sad things, but he couldn't help but feel sad. Or maybe the mountain wind was too harsh, and the sand and gravel entered her eyes with the wind, making her bright peach blossom eyes dim.

"Big brother, I really have to go back. If you don't go back, Cheng'er should really be in a hurry. ”

Shen Tingjun said in a slightly astringent voice, "Okay." When she turned around and was about to leave, Shen Tingjun couldn't help but say again, "I'll go see Cheng'er later." ”

Sang twisted the moon slightly, but did not speak again, and left the Merlin without stopping.

After Sang Xuanyue went back, she had lunch with Cheng'er, and later, Shen Tingjun really came to pick up Cheng'er.

He came in person, and this time Sang Xuanyue did not go out to see him. She just straightened Cheng'er's clothes and asked Cheng'er to go out with her uncle.

Cheng'er likes the uncle very much, and after coming to the Huangjue Temple, because he has seen the uncle more often than in the house, he and the uncle have become closer and closer.

The little one nodded impatiently at his mother, and then rushed out happily.

But he only stayed with Shen Tingjun for an hour before coming back.

Sang Xuanyue asked him, only to know that Shen Tingjun had left with the prince.

Cheng'er said: "Uncle said that he would come to see me again in a few days, bring me something delicious at that time, and bring me another little dog to give me." Mother, how does Uncle know that I like puppies? ”

Sang Xuanyue's hand stroking his son's hair couldn't help but pause in mid-air.

Cheng'er loves small animals and has always wanted to have a dog as a companion. It's a pity that Shen Tinglan was too naughty when he was a child, and he was chased and bitten by a wolf dog. This has led to his psychological shadow to this day, and when he sees things like dogs, he will retreat.

Because of his stinky problem, there is not a single dog in Wu'an Houfu, and Cheng'er's wish to raise a dog has naturally not been fulfilled.

Unexpectedly, in addition to her mother-in-law, there are still people who have always kept this wish of the child in mind. And when she had almost forgotten about it, he was going to act on it.

Sang Xuanyue didn't know where Shen Tingjun learned that Cheng'er wanted a dog. But if you don't happen to hear the gossip of the maids, it is likely that the old lady said it to him. But he can remember it until now, and he also has a heart.

There is one more more. The previous life is over today. Write an if-like article tomorrow.