I burst into tears of excitement, and with his encouragement, I had the idea of running away again.

Just as I was about to escape the gate, the principal was waiting for me at the door, with a grim expression on his face, and next to him was a friend I had been playing with the other day.

At that moment, my sky fell.

I was tortured very badly at night, and the next day I heard some comments at school, some words that I had told my friends, and those words pierced me like pins and needles.

"Who's a friend of that relation, I'm trying to get close to him for useful information."

"I just said a few times that he really wanted to run away, and thanks to him, I got some benefits from informing the principal."

I overheard these words, it turns out that what is terrible is never the demons and monsters, but the human heart.

Hatred and incomprehension spread in my heart, I just want to escape from all this, but why is it so difficult?

Suddenly there were a lot of strangers in the headmaster's house, and they had a good chat with the headmaster, and one of the strangers handed me several sweets, and with a faint smile in his kind eyes, he said to me, "The candy is delicious, you can taste it." ”

I innocently asked, "Can you take me away if I eat it?" ”

He smiled happily and nodded his head repeatedly, and I ate the candy immediately.

I slept for a long time after eating the candy, and when I woke up, my back hurt, and the principal said that I rolled out of bed while sleeping, so there were a lot of bruises on my body.

I was distressed because I had been rolling out of bed for several days, and the bruises on my body were getting bigger and bigger, so I made a railing out of wood and nailed it to the side of the bed, but it didn't work, and the bruises on my body were still a large patch.

God, don't let me roll out of bed again, it hurts.

When I was in art class, there was just one model missing, so I was called by the teacher to be a model. I was reluctant so I refused, and the principal found out about it, and he invited the art teacher home to paint a full-body portrait of me.

The next day, the painting was placed in the middle of the art room for the students to see.

Since then, many of my classmates have looked at me with a sense of meaning, and the female classmates have blushed and avoided me. When I was eating, my male classmates complimented me on my appetite and I couldn't eat anything.

I was able to eat well, but I didn't grow much taller.

As the days passed, there was a video content circulating among my classmates, and all kinds of voices filled my surroundings.

It wasn't until I saw that video that I discovered a secret I had never found out, why there were so many strangers coming and going in the house, and why I could sleep so hard for days and nights......

It was raining heavily in those days, I hid in the rain, hid in the rooftop, no one would find me, I was alone, the rain soaked my clothes, drowning my tears, and I was the only one in the whole world.

I finally understood that in their eyes, I was never a person, but a plaything that everyone could deceive, and I was also a person before I became a plaything, and my parents abandoned me and made me a plaything, a toy that everyone could play with.

I wanted to run away, I went crazy and wanted to run away, but I tried, it didn't work, it didn't work at all.

God, if you can hear my voice, please, please let me get out of here, I don't want money, I don't want fame, I just want the life of an ordinary person.

If everyone knew the true face of the principal, would I be saved?

It just so happened that the next week was the parent-teacher conference, and there would be a lot of reporters coming to the school that day, and I knew that my opportunity had come.

Before the parent-teacher meeting came, I had been pretending to be very well-behaved, the candy that strangers gave me had been saving up and not eating, and the principal was busy with the parent-teacher conference, so he rarely focused on me.

When the day of the parent-teacher meeting came, I secretly found a lone reporter and told him what happened to me and showed him the evidence on me, he was angry at the principal's behavior, and promised that I would tell people outside what I had said.

I was so happy and had a smile on my face.

After a while, I saw the reporter next to the principal, and the reporter and the principal seemed to be old acquaintances and had always called each other, and the principal's face was gloomy and terrible when he saw me.

The reporter walked up to me and pretended to be helpless and persuaded, "Ai Yu, the principal is so good to you, how can you speak ill of me about him?" It's so rude. ”

At that moment, my heart was like ashes, and the whole world seemed to lose its color.

There are no gods, and some are just self-deception.

I endured the pain in my heart, strolling around the school like a walking corpse, and my eyes turned red as I watched the laughter of the people around me, how ridiculous this glaring scene was.

I just want to live an ordinary life, why is it so hard, why is it ......

My teacher once said to himself, "If you can make others happy, you can also become a great person." ”

I thought of a plan that would make everyone happy, a plan that would definitely make them happy.

I went back to my dorm and took out the candy that the stranger had given me, and there was a jar of candy, and I tore off the candy wrappers one by one, and put the candy meat in a clean jar.

Holding the candy jar, I came to the cafeteria, and at this time, the cafeteria really cooked some delicacies for students and parents.

I happened to be cooking mung bean soup, so I opened the lid of the candy jar and poured all the candy inside.

Mung bean soup has no taste without sugar, so I helped the canteen aunt put candy in, and everyone must be very happy to eat this mung bean soup with a sweet candy flavor.

I believe everyone will thank themselves, after all, there are so many ugly sufferings in this world, and the sweetness brought by candy cannot be missing in life.

After everything was done, I went back to the dormitory, took a serious shower, put on nice clothes, grabbed a sharpening knife for my favorite woodworking tool, and I was going outside to find wood raw materials to make wood products.

On the day of the parent-teacher conference, the parents were tired and slept in place; I've also been scrambling to find the wood I want; A student who hadn't drunk mung bean soup wanted to go home and accidentally threw his red paint into the pool, which gradually turned red.

The night of the parent-teacher meeting was quiet, so quiet that it seemed that I was the only living person in the world, and I stayed on the rooftop, and while carving the last wooden work, I took a bottle of drink that I had placed next to me in the morning, and drank it without hesitation.

I laughed wryly, "It's so bitter, it's as bitter as my own life." ”

The stomach began to ache sharply, and he kept vomiting and vomiting, and he fell weakly into the arms of the moonlight, looking at the white moonlight.

The beautiful moonlight is like a god who has come to greet his death.

It's a pity that there are no gods in this world, and some are just deceived and abandoned.

His parents abandoned him, his friends deceived him, so did his journalists, so did his classmates, and all the people in this world were one face, a face with a demon mask.

It doesn't matter, he doesn't believe in God now, he only believes in himself, and he wants to find a new world for himself, a world where he can be happy.

In that new world, will anyone come to redeem me?

Forget it, how could I be redeemed when I was so dirty......