108 But he lost his sister
The elder brother had left the amusement park at this time, leaving his sister behind, which was a happy thing, but he was very uneasy and uncomfortable.
My sister can't see herself at this moment, will she be anxious to look for her brother everywhere.
If you can't find your sister, will you cry in a corner.
Sister, I should be very disappointed in myself......
The elder brother looked at the small jar stuffed with star paper in his hand, remembered what Bai Yao said, opened the wooden cork with a heavy heart, and looked inside at a rolled up yellow paper, curiosity prompted the elder brother to open it and take a look, which read:
I'm sorry, brother......
Because of my existence, you have been living in pain, living in your mother's abuse, and even losing the opportunity to study, it is all my fault, and the fault is that I should not have been born.
I was very happy to be able to go to the amusement park with my brother today, really happy.
Brother, you can be happy in the future, and then I will take the initiative to withdraw from your life and your mother's life.
Brain cancer and bipolar disorder have brought me too much pain, in fact, every day I live a very painful life, my brother and mother are my belief in living, but one day when I realize that my existence can only bring you pain, I have already thought about my own end.
I folded this bottle of star paper by hand, and I wrote a small wish for each star, which will bless my brother.
If my brother misses me, when I look up at the sky, the brightest star is my sister and me, and my sister and I are happiest to have such a handsome brother as you, and my brother remembers to be happy every day~
Written by my sister
My brother's body shook, the fingertips holding the yellow paper trembled slightly, and tears slipped down one after another, smashing one splash after another on the ground, and a wave of guilt filled every corner of his body, making it difficult for my brother to breathe.
His brain was very messy, his head was as uncomfortable as a layer of oiled paper, dull and indescribably depressed, and his heart ached like a knife.
The elder brother carefully opened a piece of star paper and wrote: I hope my brother can smile more every day
opened a piece of star paper again and wrote: My brother is the best person in the world!
The next star paper: Brother should remember to eat on time and don't go hungry~
These words all pierced my brother's eyes, and tears gradually blurred my brother's eyes.
"Sister, I'm going back to find my sister, my sister is still waiting for me, I'm going back to find her." The elder brother kept retreating in distraction, muttering these words in his mouth, and turned to run towards the amusement park.
The elder brother didn't dare to imagine what his sister would do, why would he think about abandoning his sister, and his sister obviously didn't do anything wrong.
The elder brother ran to the place where he was separated from Bai Yao and looked around, no, no, no, my sister is not here!
The elder brother was red-eyed and began to look around every corner of the amusement park.
But no, none!
The elder brother stayed in place in a daze, and the bits and pieces of getting along with his sister came to mind.
My sister will sweetly hug herself and call herself "brother"
My sister will be angry and coquettish to herself, and she will also stand up and speak for herself when her mother blames her.
will secretly keep food for himself, and will also stuff himself with 300 fast ghost coins to buy a beautiful new dress to wear.
My sister is obviously very good, she has done nothing wrong, she is tormented by illness every day, and she is not alone in pain.
But he lost his sister......