Gu Yan instantly remembered the appearance of a certain man in her mind, indeed, no matter what happened, she now thought that it would be good if she could be as strong as a man.

In Chi Fei's eyes, she was really surprised that she had been able to reach this level......

"Maybe I was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope. I didn't think I really cared about it at all, but in a new relationship, I will think about it unconsciously......"

"Well, it's like this after the human self-protection mechanism is turned on, so it's nothing, and I'm the same."

Chi Fei also thought of a person in her mind, but that person might never be touched again in her life. The only thing you can do is to stay away from the other person as desperately as possible, and not give the other person a chance to hurt yourself again.

It's her cowardice, she understands, but there's nothing she can do about it. Sometimes the party who is tempted first loses the initiative, because they care too much, their feelings, and they can't help themselves.

She was sinking consciously, and she could only do everything she could to protect the last shred of her self-esteem.

"Actually...... It's good to have a little regret in life. I didn't get on that stage yesterday, but I'm very happy to see you shine on stage.

As for the injury on my foot, it's not that serious, so you don't have to worry too much about me.

However, Gu Yan, I have one more mouth. I called you sister-in-law at the banquet just now, and you and Mr. Huo ......"

Gu Yan smiled, and he didn't mean to hide it: "Is it a mutual love?" But we haven't pierced the window paper yet, and adults sometimes have some tacit understanding and hypocrisy with each other, which is quite interesting. ”

Chi Fei was a little envious.

"It's nice to be in love......"

"But this time I didn't think as much as I thought before, I just want to cherish the moment."

Gu Yan didn't mean to hide it, there was nothing to hide about this idea, and she didn't steal or rob it.

Now for the sudden feeling in front of her, her attitude is to cherish it, but she won't predict too much.

After all, when I was with Qin Yijing's dog before, I always felt that if two people were together, they must get married, and they must have a perfect result. But in fact, many things don't go exactly the way you want them to.

"So you mean, you don't really care that there's an ending between you?"

Chi Fei knew that she had no sense of boundaries when she asked like this, but she still couldn't help but ask, because she had been distressed and troubled.

Gu Yan nodded, his tone calm.

"Because I think a lot of things don't mean you want an ending, but you have to have a good ending. Rather than having to drill such a horn tip, it is better to go with the flow.

There are too many constraints in it, but it will disappoint you, and if you don't preset the ending, you may be unintentional. What's more, there should be a lot of things in my life, not just men. ”

Chi Fei was silent for a while, and suddenly thought about how he should face that person in the future.

"If I had the mentality of yours, maybe I wouldn't be so entangled."

Gu Yan could see that there was also a person in Chi Fei's heart, but she didn't dare to take that step for some reason.

"Senior sister, I think sometimes you have to protect yourself in a shell. Of course, this is not wrong, and there is nothing to blame for fear of injury.

But I just think if you're happy because of it, that's right, and if you're unhappy, it's wrong. ”

Happy?

Happiness comes at a price.

Chi Fei smiled bitterly and did not continue the topic, after all, there were completely two situations between the two of them, so they could only have different choices.

"Okay, let's not talk about it. Are you ready to join your parents' company after your internship? ”

Chi Fei's words made Gu Yan think about it.

"I still haven't thought about it, after all, I'm only a junior now, and although there are already autumn recruits, I still have some schoolwork to take after all.

I originally thought about the matter of Baoyan before, but then I felt that it was not necessary, so I gave up. Senior sister, you said before that you wanted to join the company of the banquet family, in order to help the banquet? ”

Chi Fei was stunned.

"How could you ......"

Gu Yan looked at Chi Fei with a look of disbelief, and couldn't help but complain about the lack of heart during the banquet.

"He's stupid, he can't see that you're different from him. I thought you liked Yanfeng, isn't this a pure chaotic mandarin duck score? ”

Chi Fei didn't know whether he should cry or laugh at this time.

Even Gu Yan could see what he could see, but he didn't know anything at the banquet.

Crush is sometimes like this, for fear that the other party will know, and vaguely hope that the other party can detect a little bit of his heart.

Since the moment she entered the banquet house and met the banquet, she had lost a heart of her own, but later, she ......

Thinking of what he had done to himself during the banquet, a trace of loss and sadness flashed in Chi Fei's eyes.

"Gu Yan, can you keep this matter secret for me?"

Gu Yan nodded: "Of course, this is your private matter, and I will never tell the second person." It's just that I'm curious, why do you like to feast? His reputation outside is not very good, although he pretended to be obscure for Taoguang. ”

Chi Fei lowered her eyes, and she didn't know if the smell of disinfectant in this hospital was too pungent, or if the injuries on her body at this time made her more fragile than usual, and her heart, which she had never opened to others, told Gu Yan for the first time.

"At that time, there was an accident in my family, my parents died, and no one was willing to support me, so I was sent to a welfare home, and later it was the old man Nian Zai who adopted me with my grandfather's former comradeship.

The first time I came to Yan's house, I saw Yanshi in the backyard, when he was digging a bird's nest in the tree in the yard, I thought he was naughty, but I didn't expect to save the bird.

In an instant, I empathized with that little bird, so I also had a filter that I shouldn't have at the banquet, doesn't that sound silly? ”

Gu Yan looked at Chi Fei's face with uncontrollable joy when he recalled this past, and he only felt a little stuffy in his heart.

It's distressed Chi Fei.

"What's so stupid about liking someone?"

Chi Fei was moved by Gu Yan's gentleness.

"Just one glance, I fell in. But I never expressed my intentions, until the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, I couldn't hold back, and wanted to try to confess to the banquet when I graduated from high school, only to find that in the other party's heart, I was just an orphan girl under the fence, I was no different from the golden shallow raised at home, he also had requirements for his girlfriend, absolutely, it was impossible to look down on me. ”

Gu Yan couldn't help frowning when he heard these words.

"He can not like you, but isn't it insulting to say these things? Is he drinking too much nuclear sewage in a small day, and he can't speak and can sew his mouth shut, what's this! ”

This indignant tone made Chi Fei cry and laugh.

"And ......"

(End of chapter)