Chapter 202: Crying
Gu Yan didn't expect that one day he would need to tell such a lie to his best friend. But it's really helpless to think about it, you can't say that Huo Junlin is a snake, I'm afraid that I will be sent to a mental hospital as a mental illness.
For the rest of the time, no matter what happens, it is enough to try to enjoy the last moments yourself.
"Little Smoke...... I shouldn't have to talk about it, but you know. I can't hide my words, and I can't hide my thoughts. Are the two of you officially together? ”
"Nope."
"So he doesn't know his physical condition now?"
"Hmm...... At last. ”
Gu Yan was thinking that if he let the other party know, he would soon be about to ascend. So what choice will the other party make? Inexplicably, I was also a little curious in my heart, wanting to know what choice Huo Junlin would make, but ...... and afraid to face his choice, because whether the other party chooses to stay or choose to leave, it is not perfect for her.
"Have you ever wondered what you're going to do after he's gone? The sweeter this day is, the sadder it will be for you later on. ”
Lin Xi looked at Gu Yan worriedly, and even imagined how sad she should be after Huo Junlin left.
Gu Yan lowered his eyes and shed tears without warning.
Yes, she was going to watch the man leave her and go to another world that she couldn't even reach.
Maybe he can still be free to be a monster, but if he becomes an immortal, I'm afraid that with all kinds of rules, he can't be like before.
"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ask these to make you sad and make you cry, I just ......"
"I know you didn't mean to make me cry, I couldn't help it, I really don't know how to face this separation, I don't even know, when that day comes, I will ...... So I'm all deceiving and paralyzing myself now, getting along with him as if nothing had happened.
Even, I'm afraid that I can't bear the pain of not being without him in the future, and I'm already deliberately keeping my distance from him, but I'm very entangled, and I want to enjoy the last time greedily, it's like two people in my head pulling and fighting, so it's not free and easy at all, it's not me. ”
When Lin Xi heard Gu Yan say these words, her heart ached, as if someone was holding her heart with her hand, carefully holding Gu Yan in her arms, she didn't even know how to comfort her.
"Little Smoke...... No matter what happens, I will be there for you. ”
Gu Yan leaned on Lin Xi's shoulder, and his tears couldn't be stopped at all.
"Do you think there's something wrong with me? Knowing that there was no result between the two of them, I had to take a leave of absence from school to do this kind of thing. ”
"No, you have always been affectionate, righteous, and righteous! You can face your own heart, your own feelings, you are very brave! It's true!
It's just that I didn't expect God's will to make people, I thought there would be a good start between you and Huo Junlin, maybe I said this sentence is too realistic and straightforward, a little cold-blooded, but from the perspective of your best friend, I am aware that the two of you have not started yet, and the relationship is not deep enough to die or live.
Otherwise, I'm really scared of you...... Can't get out. I can see that Huo Junlin is different from Qin Yijing, it's too normal for you to be tempted by such a man. I also understand why Professor Fu told you......
But there is such a thing as feelings, which cannot be controlled. So, I can understand you. ”
Gu Yan just wanted to be able to control his heart alone.
She is now entangled, contradictory, wind and rain for a while, in the face of Qin Yijing's betrayal, she can quickly cut through the chaos.
But in the face of Huo Junlin, she found that she ...... It seems to be deeply affected.
Is it true that he can't completely calm down and think about the problem at all, is it the entanglement that he has in his dreams, or the indescribable familiarity around him every time......
Although she couldn't remember the lost memories when she was a child, when she heard what Kimchi said, she was able to completely bring it into herself, imagining Huo Junlin taking care of her little one, shuttling between the clear springs and streams of Lingbai Mountain......
When will she remember that memory, she ......
Gu Yan's tears became more and more fierce, and the more fierce they were, the more fierce they were.
Lin Xi was so frightened that she didn't know how to appease her.
"Little Smoke ......"
"It's okay, I'm fine, I just want to cry for a while, you don't have to comfort me, just wait for me to cry. Woowoowoooooooo......oo
Lin Xi sighed secretly, stretched out his hand and gently patted Gu Yan's back, angry that he was incompetent and couldn't do anything for her.
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Villas on the outskirts of the city.
Bo Xiannian finally cultivated better, but his lips were still pale.
I was finally able to get up from the bed and walk around, and I saw a figure busy in the kitchen.
Since Luoxue couldn't speak, her hearing was sharper than that of ordinary people, and she looked back at the kitchen door, looked at the thin Bo Xiannian standing there, and instantly put down the spoon in her hand.
After running in front of him, he began to gesture in sign language.
- You still need to recuperate in your current situation, are you hungry? I'm cooking, and it's going to be fine right away.
Bo Xiannian looked at the woman in front of him, her hair was stained by the mist, and it suddenly stuck to her forehead, a little hazy and beautiful.
"I don't need you to cook, didn't I say that you don't want to walk around the villa at will in the future, who let you into the kitchen? cough cough cough ......"
Just said a few more words, he was a little out of breath, Bo Xiannian knew that he was angry, but because he had been recuperating in the cold jade bed all day long, he was finally able to get up, and when he saw such a scene, he was even more angry.
Luoxue subconsciously wanted to give Bo Xiannian Shun's back, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, he slapped it off.
The back of her hand turned red instantly, but she didn't care about the pain, so she still insisted on helping him to the sofa to rest.
The strength on Bo Xiannian's body is very small, this time he and Huo Junlin almost used all their strength, cutting themselves off to survive, he doesn't know how long he will have to wait to get better.
"Don't think you're going to get anything out of walking around me like this, I tell you, I'm never going to treat you like my woman in my life, you're just a plaything I pick up and play around, you know? cough cough cough ......"
The more Bo Xiannian spoke, the more excited he became, and he began to cough violently again.
When Luoxue heard those words, she felt uncomfortable, but looking at such a weak man, she didn't have time to feel uncomfortable now.
He saved his life, even if he made him a cow and a horse in this life. If it weren't for him, he would have died in the ice cave that year.
She pursed her lips and went to pour him a glass of warm water, just about to pass it over.
"Bang"! The cup was slammed to the ground!