Chapter 171: Try to get along
Tang Shuyan hurried to Liu He's house, and she also made some dishes.
He was silent, a little suspicious: "You came back from Xihai City so soon, I thought..."
He also thought that she would renew her friendship with Ling Sicheng, and the two would continue their relationship.
Liu He poured him a glass of white wine and asked, "What do you think?" Do you think I'm going to make peace with Ling Sicheng? ”
"That's exactly what I thought."
"No, it won't." She replied blandly.
Tang Shuyan was overjoyed in his heart, so there was nothing between them.
Everything is just Ling Sicheng's own passion.
Liu He picked up his wine glass and drank it all, "Doctor Tang, I'm really happy to know, if it weren't for you, I might have died on the way to escape." ”
At the beginning, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and fled from Xihai City in a hurry with an injury.
Thanks to Tang Shuyan's care, she will never forget these things, let alone reconcile with Ling Sicheng.
"Don't say that, I'm glad to be by your side, I did these things voluntarily."
He never wanted anything in return.
The only thing she wanted was to have him in her eyes.
Liu He put down his wine glass, and his voice was a little choked: "It is a blessing that I have cultivated in my previous life to know these friends of you in this life, Doctor Tang, we can be friends for life, right?" ”
Hearing this, Tang Shuyan's heart trembled, she was drawing a line and rejecting him.
He also sipped down a glass of wine and took a deep breath, "What if I want to be more than just a friend?" ”
"But we can only be friends, and I know very well that our relationship can only stop at friends."
"Why? Is there anything wrong with me, not as good as Ling Sicheng. He was bitter in his heart, but he could only pretend to be calm.
Liu He's eyes were red, and he said in a dumb voice: "No, you are a thousand times better than Ling Sicheng." ”
"But you just don't like me."
"I like you a lot, but that kind of love as a friend, can you understand?"
She had a thousand words in her heart, but she couldn't express them now.
All in all, she doesn't want to love anyone.
She just wants to raise the little puffs healthy and healthy to adulthood, and she doesn't want to touch the things she loves anymore.
Over the years, she hadn't thought about starting over, but every time that man's face came to mind.
She couldn't forgive Ling Sicheng, let alone herself.
I've planted a big heel once in my life, and I don't seem to think about it again, so since I can't get up, just lie down and rest for a while.
Tang Shuyan nodded with a wry smile and drank another glass of wine, "I understand, I won't have this kind of delusion in the future." ”
In fact, there is no need to deliberately confess, every act he has done over the years is a confession, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it.
Liu He drank a few more glasses of wine to himself, as if punishing, until the flush rose to his cheeks.
"Okay, you don't drink anymore." Tang Shuyan held down the cup in her hand.
"I really don't want to lose your friend, Dr. Tang, I..."
"I see, so be it, you don't need to have a psychological burden."
Liu He still can't forgive herself, she has hinted many times before that Tang Shuyan wants to have her own love life.
But he pretended to be confused, pretended not to understand, and still silently stayed by her side.
It's all her fault, if only she could have said it earlier, she wouldn't have wasted so much time.
Tang Shuyan cleaned up the things on the table and carefully instructed Liu He: "You have to learn to take good care of yourself, don't drink alone if you're fine, you know?" ”
"Got it." She nodded in a hoarse voice, full of regret.
Even when he was rejected, he did not show unwillingness and anger, and was still a gentleman as always.
Such a good man must be able to find someone better than her to accompany him.
Tang Shuyan opened the door and left, standing at the elevator door, a little nervous.
His eyes were shining with tears, and his heart was in unbearable pain.
This time, he is really going to give up, and he is not afraid of how many unknown difficulties there are ahead.
I'm afraid that there has never been a place for him in her heart.
Although she kept saying that she didn't love Ling Sicheng, he could see that she had never forgotten him for a moment.
Despite the fact that Ling Sicheng has done so many things that hurt her.
Love or not, it's too obvious, let her go and let yourself go.
Tang Shuyan wandered aimlessly on the street, and unknowingly came to Ruan Tang's downstairs.
He wanted to go and see Ruan Tang, but he was a little hesitant.
I just left her home alone, and now I go to her again, what do you think of her?
Thinking like this, he had already walked to Ruan Tang's door.
He was about to turn to leave, when she opened the door and came out to throw out the trash, and saw him standing outside the door without saying a word.
Ruan Tang's face couldn't hide his surprise, "Mr. Tang, you, why are you standing outside the door without knocking?" ”
"I just came to see it, and I didn't want to disturb you." As he spoke, he smelled of alcohol.
She probably guessed a few points in her heart, he didn't succeed in confessing, so he drunk himself again.
She helped him in, sat down on the couch, poured him a glass of water, and handed him the sobering pills.
The whole process is natural and smooth.
Tang Shuyan saw the sobering medicine in his hand, and his vision was a little blurred, "Thank you." ”
"What are you thanking me, you gave me these things, you can rest."
After speaking, Ruan Tang went to the bedroom to bring a blanket and put it on him, while chattering: "Drunk people are the most likely to catch a cold." ”
Tang Shuyan saw the hot pot on the table and didn't move the chopsticks.
"You haven't eaten since I left?"
Ruan Tang was stunned, after he left, he was stunned for a long time, and he didn't eat a bite until the bottom of the pot was dry.
"Uh... I wasn't too hungry, so I didn't eat. She made up a reason with some weakness.
Obviously, she didn't eat it because she was sad, but she could only lie carefully in front of him.
She was afraid that he would know, and she was afraid that he would not know.
Tang Shuyan was stunned, in fact, he could feel her love, but he couldn't respond.
It's like the relationship between Liu He and him.
"Are you really not hungry? I seem to be a little hungry. He pretended to want to eat.
She immediately agreed: "Okay, I'll go back and prepare something to eat right away." ”
After saying that, she actively ran to the kitchen and started to get busy.
Seeing the tough figure of the kitchen, he felt an inexplicable comfort in his heart.
Isn't it true that what you like may not be the best for you?
Tang Shuyan walked to the kitchen to help, but accidentally touched the back of her hand as soon as he reached out.
She shyly pulled back, "Mr. Tang, you go sit and rest, just have me here, and you will be able to eat in a while." ”
He was hot-headed and blurted out: "Secretary Ruan, was your confession to me serious last time?" ”
She touched the back of her hand, not wanting to be duplicitous anymore, "Of course it's true." ”
"Perhaps, we can try to get along."