Song Shiwei remembered when he was fifteen years old.

At that time, she was just in her first year of high school, and she was in love with Xiao Yi for the first time.

But she didn't dare to confess, he was so good and handsome, she felt that she was not worthy of him.

That day, she and her classmates made an appointment to go to the park to play together, but she didn't expect to meet Xiao Yi.

She saw a girl standing in front of Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi looked down at the girl, and she was envious and sour in her heart.

She crept over to hear what they were saying.

A skateboarder boy suddenly rushed over, and her body slammed into the girl uncontrollably, and both of them fell into the lake.

When Xiao Yi fished her out of the water, she had a sense of security that she had never felt before, and she held Xiao Yi firmly and refused to let go, as if she could draw infinite energy from him.

Later, when she saw him again, she wanted to go over and hug him, and even thought that it would be good to touch him, but she forcibly suppressed it.

She realizes that something is wrong, and this is not like your average crush.

She went to see a psychiatrist, who diagnosed her with "skin hunger."

Most of this disease is caused by the lack of affection from both parents, especially the mother, at an early age.

This is a kind of mental illness, when it is serious, not only will it produce a serious sense of insecurity in its own psychology, but also become inferior, cowardly, bullying the weak and afraid of the hard, and even irrational revenge behavior due to jealousy that others can get caresses.

Later, Song Shiwei saw a psychiatrist for a long time, but she still felt that she was sick and perverted, and she didn't dare to face Xiao Yi.

She felt that her thoughts about him were both dirty and despicable, and she could only bury her love for him deep in her heart, and did not dare to let people know.

She didn't dare to tell her brother, it was not easy for her brother to pull her up, and she couldn't let him worry about herself anymore.

Therefore, on the surface, she is a happy little girl, but the depression and inferiority complex in her heart are known only to herself.

But she has gotten a lot better over the years, and later began to write novels, expressing many of her emotions in novels, and gradually becoming stronger in creating a character.

But when she saw Xiao Yi again, she was still uneasy, for fear that he would know that she had bad intentions towards him.

I'm afraid that he will despise himself and feel that he is a pervert.

Forget it, don't want to. Song Shiwei took out his mobile phone to surf the Internet.

I remembered that the new editor forgot to add it, so I hurriedly added the new editor's QQ and attached a message, "Hello, I am the author of "Good Morning, Lawyer Yue". ”

There are too many authors under the editors of the website, and they generally don't add people casually, but can only identify themselves.

Then Song Shiwei entered the writer's backstage to ask the reader for leave, saying that he was sick and hospitalized and would be cut off for a few days.

This more perfect attendance award is gone, that's a thousand dollars!

Song Shi sighed slightly, forget it, let's break the fortune and eliminate the disaster.

After a while, QQ rang, showing that the new editor Green Pepper had passed through the friend.

Song Shiwei was a little surprised, so fast, it used to take at least a day or two to add a new editor.

"Honey, I'm your new editor, Green Pepper!" The other party sent a smiling emoji.

Song Shi raised his eyebrows slightly, it seems that this new editor is also quite soft and cute.

"Hello!" Song Shiwei replied.

"I saw that you said in the work that you were hospitalized? What's wrong, what's the disease, is it serious? ”

"Fine, minor surgery. It's just that it may have to be broken in the next few days......"

"It's okay, just break it, it's important. Do you want me to come and see you? ”

"No need, thank you for your concern!" Song Shi made a slight smile, the website is in Shanghai, so far away, people are just polite, right?

Besides, I haven't gotten acquainted with the new editors to that extent.

"Then you take care of your body, the novel is not in a hurry, take care of your body."

"Okay, thank you!" Song Shi sent a slightly grateful expression.

After chatting, Song Shiwei opened the writer's assistant on the website, read the messages from readers to herself, and thanked her one by one for rewarding.

Then go to the writer's backstage and start coding words.

But whether sitting or lying down, it was uncomfortable, my buttocks hurt hotly, and my lower abdomen was uncomfortably swollen.

I can't get out of the toilet when I go to the bathroom.

The front is swollen uncomfortably, and the back hurts uncomfortably, and the lower body doesn't seem to be his own.

I rang the bedside bell to tell the nurse about my condition, and the nurse brought a hot water bottle for her to apply and see.

But it didn't work, and Xiao Yi walked in when he was bored.

"What, what's uncomfortable?"

Song Shiwei's face turned red, and his voice was as small as a mosquito, "The back is swollen and painful, and I can't get on the trumpet if I want to." ”

Song Shi looked at Xiao Yi with a slightly red face, he should have just taken a shower, his hair was still slightly steamy, and he had changed into a gray shirt inside, his eyebrows were cold, and he looked particularly ascetic.

Xiao Yi nodded, her beautiful eyebrows and eyes raised slightly, "This situation is normal just after the operation today, continue to apply hot compresses, and I will prescribe some painkillers for you." ”

After saying that, he turned around and went out, and after a while brought a small medicine bag and a glass of warm water.

"Eat it!" The voice is deep and rich, and it is a very pleasant bass.

Song Shiwei's ears were a little hot, and he took the medicine and water, "Thank you, Brother Xiao Yi." ”

After taking the medicine, he asked, "Well, when will I be discharged from the hospital?" ”

"It depends on the situation in two days, but generally it takes a week." Xiao Yi said.

Song Shi nodded slightly, felt a little swollen in his lower abdomen, and hurriedly walked into the bathroom, but he still couldn't pull it out, and it hurt in the back, which was really uncomfortable.

Suddenly, there was a whistle of "shhh

Who knew it would really work, the urine came out.

At that moment, I felt like I was alive.

But when he came out, Song Shiwei didn't dare to look at Xiao Yi at all, fortunately he was wearing a mask, otherwise he really couldn't look directly at his lips.

Who knew that such a cold and ascetic person would actually pee for himself?

Xiao Yi's face on the mask was faint, as if nothing had happened.

"Rest early at night, ring the bedside bell if you have something, I'm in the duty room."

"Oh!" Song Shi lowered his eyes slightly, he didn't dare to look at Xiao Yi's eyes at all, and his toes were almost about to pick out a demon immortal castle.

I didn't sleep well all night, and the chrysanthemum was still as painful as ever, as if it was about to crack, and it seemed that something was blocking it to prevent it from cracking, and it was unbearable to death.

The next day, Xiao Yi bought breakfast and said that he would change the medicine later.

Not long after, Xiao Yi and Zhang Yuanyuan came over with a cart.

took off his pants and pouted his buttocks again, although he was already very skilled, Song Shiwei's face was still red.

"Ahh Song Shi screamed in pain, feeling that something was being pulled repeatedly in the chrysanthemum, it was terrible.

Looking sideways, it turned out that there was really something stuffed inside, and a ball of bloody gauze was thrown on the plate, so damn, no wonder it was so swollen and painful.

"Now I'll change your dressing!" Xiao Yi's tone was soft, "There are stitches here, and the stitches will be removed in a few days." ”

When the cotton wool poked the wound, Song Shiwei was in pain, and he was embarrassed to say anything, ah, let me die.

After changing the medicine, Song Shi pulled up his pants slightly and lay on the bed and pretended to be dead.

She felt that it was definitely impossible for her to be with Xiao Yi, what man could still fall in love with his girlfriend when he saw the unbearable appearance of that place, how strong is his psychology?

Zhang Yuanyuan glanced at Xiao Yi, then looked at Song Shi, who was pretending to be dead, and smiled slightly, and said, "Be sure to drink more water, you used to be constipated, and it will definitely hurt to go to the toilet......"

Song Shiwei really thanked her, she was all right by her, and when she pulled the poop for the first time, she knew that it was painful, it was torture, and the person who went to the toilet turned on his back, and he almost wanted to cut off his buttocks.