"I don't need it, you let me go!" Song Shi raised his voice abruptly, and his eyes were a little red.

Cheng Jingnian panicked, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I'll leave immediately, don't be angry, you just got angry after the operation, it's not good for your health, can't I go?" ”

After speaking, he took two steps back, and glanced at Song Shiwei deeply, thinking that the coming day would be long, and he was not in a hurry.

Xiao Yi saw Song Shiwei's ex-boyfriend leave at the nurse's station, hurriedly walked to the ward, and when he arrived at the door, he pretended to ask casually, "That person is gone?" ”

Song Shi lowered his eyelids slightly, not wanting Xiao Yi to see the emotion in his eyes, so he said "um" softly.

"Is he really just here to visit?" Xiao Yi stared at Song Shiwei's eyes, as if he wanted to see something through those eyes.

Song Shi smiled slightly and raised his head, "He just came to see me on behalf of the website......"

She didn't want Xiao Yi to know about herself, for fear that he would scold her for being stupid and be a stand-in for others for more than a year.

Xiao Yi saw that Song Shiwei refused to speak, there was no expression on his handsome face, but indifference slowly appeared in Qingjun's eyebrows.

said in a cool tone, "Then you have a good rest!" ”

After that, he walked out of the room.

Song Shi sat down on the bed slightly, pressed to the mouth with stitches, and jumped up again in pain.

I want to cry without tears.

She remembered the past.

When she was admitted to university, she actually always had Xiao Yi in her heart.

But knowing that he has a mental illness, he doesn't dare to show it, for fear that he will feel that he is despicable.

Later, she joined the Literature Society, and Cheng Jingnian was the vice president of the Literature Club at that time.

They are all from the Chinese department, she is a freshman and Cheng Jingnian is a sophomore.

The literary club often organizes some activities, such as essay collections, reading clubs, etc., and they all participate together.

Sometimes they are in a group, and they naturally have more contact than others.

Song Shiwei deliberately behaved very positively in order to overcome her psychological obstacles at that time, so Cheng Jingnian would call her whenever she had anything later.

After spending more time together, some people coaxed them, saying that they were a couple.

Song Shiwei is beautiful, and Cheng Jingnian looks polite and polite, and everyone says that they are a good match.

Song Shiwei just listened to it as a joke.

Who knew that Cheng Jingnian began to officially pursue her, giving gifts, buying breakfast, and asking for warmth.

At that time, Song Shiwei felt that it was definitely impossible for him and Xiao Yi, so he could only suppress his thoughts about him in the bottom of his heart and try to accept Cheng Jingnian's pursuit.

The two were together in their sophomore year.

The two go out on dates like normal couples, eat together, watch movies together, and go to the library together.

However, because he felt that he had psychological problems, Song Shiwei never let go, and was always cautious, so he was not as warm as other couples, and the two got along with each other with respect.

After more than a year like this, Song Shiwei slowly opened his heart and planned to accept Cheng Jingnian.

She felt that although this person was not as handsome as Xiao Yi, he was still good, had a good temper, and treated people gently, maybe such a person was more suitable for her.

In the second semester of his junior year, Cheng Jingnian was already a senior, and he had already found a job after participating in the school recruitment and rented a house outside.

One day she went to look for Cheng Jingnian, and when she got to the door, she heard him talking to a boy.

"Jing Nian, Jiang Yi is coming back, what should you do with Song Shiwei?"

"I know that you used to like Jiang Yi all the time, because you broke up because she went abroad. Now she's coming back......"

"To be honest, I always felt that Song Shiwei was not worthy of you, where could she compare with Jiang Yi in terms of her family background? How did you end up with her? ”

"Is it because she looks a little similar to Jiang Yi that you ......?"

"But now that Jiang Yi is coming back, if you let her know that you have talked about other girlfriends in China, you will definitely be angry, I think you should break up quickly!"

During this period, Cheng Jingnian didn't speak, Song Shiwei's heart seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, it turned out that Cheng Jingnian had always had his own white moonlight, it turned out that he was only with him because he was like his ex-girlfriend?

"You're talking!" The boy was anxious, "If you don't break up again, how will you explain to Jiang Yi when she comes back?" ”

Cheng Jingnian finally spoke, his tone as gentle as ever, "I'll deal with it!" ”

Song Shiwei's heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and it hurt densely, she finally opened her heart and wanted to accept Cheng Jingnian, but she didn't expect this to be the result.

She turned and walked out.

returned to the dormitory and directly proposed to Cheng Jingnian to break up.

Cheng Jingnian was just silent for a moment, and asked lightly, "Why?" ”

Song Shiwei didn't want to say anything about what he overheard, and he didn't want to admit that he had been used as a stand-in for more than a year, so he said calmly: "You're graduating, I'm still in school, I don't think the two of us are suitable." ”

Cheng Jingnian agreed without saying anything.

It didn't take long for Song Shiwei to see him officially announce his new relationship in the circle of friends.

I thought it was really ironic, and immediately blocked and deleted a dragon to remove this person from his mind.

Now that more than a year has passed, he is actually embarrassed to appear in front of him, and what does he regret breaking up?

What about his Jiang Yi? The two aren't together?

So he regretted it again and came to himself again? Think you're a cheater, don't you?

Hehe!

……

After Xiao Yi walked out of Song Shiwei's ward, he walked to the end of the corridor, took out a box of mints from his pocket, took one and threw it into his mouth, and his cheeks crumbled.

He remembered that when he was a doctor, he was doing an exchange student abroad, and one day he suddenly received a WeChat message from Song Shiwei, she said: "Brother Xiao Yi, I like you!" ”

At that time, he didn't know how ecstatic he was, the little girl he had liked for many years also liked himself, she finally grew up, and he could confess to her.

But when he was about to go back, she actually blocked herself.

At that time, he wondered if the little girl was shy, and she was embarrassed after confessing?

So he thought about waiting for himself to return to China and confess to her in person.

Tell her that you like her too, tell her that you have liked her for many years and have been waiting for her to grow up.

After returning to China, he didn't even return home, so he couldn't wait to go to Shanghai, and first found Song Shixing thinking about how to explain to him that he liked his sister.

But Song Shixing said that Weiwei went camping with her boyfriend, and she already had a boyfriend!

The words he was about to utter choked in his throat.

He felt like he was being tricked. Since then, Song Shiwei has never been contacted.

On the day of the operation, when Xu Qingmiao asked Song Shiwei if she had a boyfriend, she said no, Xiao Yi thought that it should be a breakup, and I don't know how happy I was in my heart.

But now that man has reappeared, it seems that he still wants to get back together with her, and she doesn't seem to explicitly refuse?

Xiao Yi looked up at the sky outside, the sky was clear, and there was no cloud.

His hands were propped up on the windowsill, his joints white.

When he turned around again, his clear eyes slowly appeared cold, making him look a little more awe-inspiring and unapproachable, more serious and indifferent than usual.