Note: A first-person story related to Lixia's past may be a bit of a stream of consciousness, so you don't like it.

End? I can't seem to find the end all the time, neither this straight line nor the vast sky seems to be able to find the end that belongs to them, it seems... Like me, like this life called "Lixia", it is boundless and can never see an end.

I have been asking for love, and at the same time, I have also given what I think is a strong love, but it seems that every time I ask and give, the final result is always the same, and at the last moment, there are always people who sacrifice, some people laugh, and some people who are sad, so what about me? It seems to have long been worn away in a similar life again and again, there is no hope, no despair, only a hopeless end and endless death.

As far back as I can remember, someone seemed to have asked me the question, "Where is the end of my life?" ”

Unfortunately, I don't know the answer to this question, because my life may be an endless cycle with no end, a giant Möbius ring.

In this endless cycle, I seem to be playing the role of a child who longs for love all the time, and no one has ever told me that love is something that cannot exist in this story.

Isn't the stupid child who obviously longs for love, but is afraid of being hurt by love, just like me?

It's a pity that at the last moment, the girl who asked the question turned into starlight and scattered all over the world, and I was unwilling to let her leave me like this, so I went to collect countless starlight, but without exception, not even a single one was her.

However, hard work is always rewarded, after looking for countless pieces of shining with the same light, I finally found her, she is different from other starlight, the starlight on her body is too dim and dull, resulting in me looking for so many years, and in the end I can only find one, I am not afraid of death to find another year, but, without exception, another grain is her.

I went on a journey with countless stars, I knew it was a journey that I would never come back from, but I would not regret it at all, rather than being manipulated all the time, it was better to use my life to resist everything, even if it was a little bit, I had no complaints, so I started my first journey.

However, in the end, the journey did not reach the end in the end, because the important girl had already passed away, so I started the journey again, just so that the girl could come back.

The repetitive and boring journey made me feel that life is an endless and boring life.

Where the hell are you, that's the question I've been thinking about but never knowing.

Are you in the middle of that vast expanse of the Milky Way? I think, it's just that reality tells me you're not here.

Are you under a stretch of mountain corner? Again, I thought, but, again, reality tells me that you're not here.

So you're in this classroom full of memories? I didn't expect it, but reality told me that you were here, in a classroom full of memories that only I remembered.

So, I hold back all my impatience and guide you to see me step by step, after all, you will forget me every time, forget all the memories of our relationship, and at the same time, also so that you can make a deep impression.

It seems that my feelings for you have gone beyond the scope of friendship, perhaps, this is love, "love" that transcends all time and space.

It's just that I don't know where the end is, there is almost no end for you to fall in love with me, and I am alone and entangled in this chaotic "love".

I expect you to respond to my fiery love, but I long for you to stay away from my dangerous love, and the two thoughts are intertwined, like two threads that should never meet, tangled and unable to find an end.

I wish I had you at the end, but I don't, so what should I hope for? I must have found the end of the road.