One

Chu Qingfu stood outside the fence and didn't dare to knock on the door for a long time.

After twenty years of absence, he could never have imagined that the woman he cared about was now living in this simple hut.

Her misfortune was caused by him. In this life, he can't forgive himself.

A woman, suffering from this misfortune, she can only use this to fight against the merciless fate.

He couldn't hold back his tears.

He gently pushed open the fence door and slowly walked into the small courtyard.

Picking chrysanthemums under the east fence, leisurely see the South Mountain.

She takes the form of a hermit, hiding from the distractions of the world.

Could he, as an interloper, be able to disturb her peaceful life?

"Who? Is it Bier? A woman's gentle voice came from the room.

Chu Qingfu's heart trembled.

Even after twenty years of separation, he would never mishear this voice.

Shu'er. It's her.

Chu Qingfu stood outside the door, suppressed his excitement, and said in a calm tone as much as possible: "In Xia Chu Qingfu, from the Tang Dynasty." Visit Madame. ”

There was a crisp sound of porcelain falling to the ground in the room, and it was clear that something had fallen to the ground and shattered.

I only heard Shu'er ask in a panic, "Who is it?" Where did it come from? ”

Chu Qingfu said softly: "Shu'er, it's me." Chu Qingfu. Open the door and let me into the house to talk. ”

Shu'er said in a panic: "Don't, don't come in!" ”

Chu Qingfu smiled and said: "After twenty years, do you want to talk through the door like this?" It's not hospitality either. ”

Shu'er said in a low voice: "It is precisely because of the twenty years of isolation that I don't want to see you. ”

Chu Qingfu said: "But why? ”

Shu'er was silent for a moment, and then said, "Hongyan is old, what good is it to see?" ”

Chu Qingfu said softly: "In my heart, you will never get old." ”

Shu'er's body trembled, and those young times slowly flowed through her heart.

In an instant, the two people separated by lovesickness and a door seemed to have returned to twenty years ago.

"Open the door, okay?" Chu Qingfu whispered,

"No, never!" Shu'er woke up from her contemplation and said resolutely.

Chu Qingfu said helplessly: "Can't you see me?" I'm here to see you. ”

Shu'er suddenly said suspiciously: "What are you doing back and forth?" Could it be that something happened? What happened to him? ”

Suddenly, in her eager voice, she noticed something.

She also cared about him. Donmohe.

Chu Qingfu said slowly: "The Tang Emperor gave Princess Xian'an a marriage to the longevity of the Heavenly Khan, and I am the envoy of the family. ”

Shu'er's heart was sour for no reason.

He finally married the princess.

Chu Qingfu didn't notice her subtle emotional changes, and said in a joyful tone: "Khan said that as long as you want, you can leave Huifu. Shu'er, come with me. ”

Shu'er was shocked.

"With you?" Shu'er muttered the phrase repeated.

"Yes, come with me! Back to Chang'an. "Chu Qingfu is authentic.

Shu'er smiled dumbly.

Twenty years later, how ridiculous this sentence sounds.

Shu'er sighed: "It's too late." Twenty years late. ”

Chu Qingfu was silent for a while, and said: "It's because it's twenty years late, so I cherish it extraordinarily." ”

Shu'er shook her head and said sadly: "Thank you for your care." It's just that this matter is difficult to obey. ”

Chu Qingfu said disappointedly: "But why? Here, you have no relatives, what else do you care? Isn't it, you still miss the Don Mohe who ruined your family?! ”

Shu'er said slowly: "You don't understand. My husband, my son, all stayed on the land. My youth, my hatred and love, my kindness and resentment, are all left here, and it is impossible for me to leave here in this life. ”

There was one more sentence that she did not say.

Her son, Doros, and the one she hated and loved, were the most important reasons why she couldn't leave.

Although we can't see each other, we live in the same land.

Chu Qingfu said sadly: "Isn't Chang'an able to make you worry about it?" ”

Shu'er said slowly: "Everything in Chang'an will remain in my memory and will never fade, but it can't change anything." What is past can only be passed. ”

Chu Qingfu shed a tear and choked up: "You still blame me? ”

Shu'er smiled and said, "I never blamed you. Brother Chu. ”

Outside the fence, a waiter urged, "My lord, it's time to go back." ”

Chu Qingfu knocked on the door with his hand: "You really refuse to go back?" Let me see you, okay? ”

Shu'er didn't hesitate for a moment, and said resolutely: "I have already made it very clear. Adults, please come back. I only hope that the Shu'er who remains in your memory will always be the same as it was back then. ”

Life is only like the first time we meet.

Everything that is good is left in the memory, which is the best ending.

Chu Qingfu turned around slowly, looking back step by step, and finally, the door still didn't open.

As soon as the small window opened, a scroll of scrolls was thrown out of the window.

"This life is forever, and this is the king." Shu'er burst into tears and quickly closed the window.

Chu Qingfu picked up the picture scroll and slowly opened it, only to see a picture of a rich peony with two butterflies lifelike.

"The world loves Chang'an, but in fact, I only love Chang'an." A line of delicate small characters, falling Shu'er's name.

This is painted by her own hands, as a way to express lovesickness.

Over the years, although she has experienced all the glory and disgrace, she has never forgotten him.

Chu Qingfu was sad.

The farthest distance in the world is not separated by mountains and water, but irretrievable time.

Chu Qingfu got on the horse exhausted, reluctant to give up.

The horses had walked a long way when suddenly there was a faint sound of the piano.

Chu Qingfu knew that it was the famous "Sauvignon Blanc" song.

"Sauvignon Blanc, in Chang'an. Luo Wei and autumn cry Jinjing, the slight frost is bleak and cold. The lonely lamp is unclear, looking at the moon sky and sighing, and the beauty is like a flower across the clouds. ”

Chu Qingfu listened immediately, and his bowels were turned.

The sound of the piano died down, and the song ended.

Chu Qingfu knew that this was her tearful farewell.

Two

In 789 A.D., the year after marrying Princess Xian'an, Donmohe changed his name back to the state of Su as "Uighur", which means "swift as a falcon". Soon after, he died of illness.

No one knows, until he died, he never touched Princess Xian'an. The queen in his mind is the woman in cloth who is far away in the eaves.

After the death of Donmohe, his ten-year-old son Dolus succeeded him as Loyal Khan.

Subsequently, in accordance with Uighur customs, Princess Xian'an married the loyal khan. The loyal khan also married Princess Ye, the daughter of Princess Chonghui, as a concubine.

A few years later, the loyal khan was killed by Princess Ye. Although the reason for this is unknown, it is conceivable that it must be a thrilling palace secret.

In the following decade or so, the Uighurs underwent tremendous changes and internal strife. In just over a decade, four khans have been replaced.

Princess Xian'an has married the longevity of the Heavenly Khan (Don Mohe), the loyal Khan, the Fengcheng Khan, and the Huaixin Khan, becoming the only princess in the history of the Tang Dynasty and the pro-family, one person married four khans, and has made great contributions to the cause of harmony.

In 791 A.D., Li Shu, the lord of Rongwang County, who had lived in Huifu for 33 years, died of depression.

When the news reached Chang'an, Dezong was embarrassed and stopped for three days. However, for some reason, the Tang Emperor never gave this poor woman who dedicated her life to the cause of peace and proximity an honorable title.

The daughter of King Rong, Li, is known as "Princess Xiaoningguo" because she married with the princess of Ningguo.

Three

When Chu Qingfu heard the news of Shu'er's death, he was carefully viewing a peony picture in the study.

The attendant came in from outside and said, "My lord, you don't need to go to court today." ”

"But why?" Chu Qingfu is very strange.

"The Uighur envoy came to report the funeral, saying that the princess of Xiaoning had died. In order to express his condolences, the emperor said that the young master who had just returned from the palace had just returned three days. ”

"Princess Xiao Ningguo?" Chu Qingfu didn't react for a while.

"It's the county lord of King Rong's family." The attendant replied.

The picture scroll in Chu Qingfu's hand suddenly fell to the ground.

"Grandpa! Grandfather! The little granddaughter jumped in and shouted, "Grandpa, come with me!" ”

Chu Qingfu was dragged out of the door by his little granddaughter.

The attendant picked up the painting from the ground and placed it on the table.

On the table, Chu Qingfu's cursive writing of dragons flying and phoenixes dancing is very exciting.

The entourage knew a few words and read it playfully: "People are so forgetful when they get old, only lovesickness can't forget." ”

Only lovesickness can't forget.

The attendant shook his head, half-understood.

Chu Qingfu accompanied his little granddaughter to bow, and in front of him, the scene from many years ago vaguely appeared:

The beautiful woman kicked up a ball of cloth and smashed it on his head.

What hit was a lifetime of lovesickness.

"Grandpa, what do you think? Don't play football yet?! The little granddaughter yelled.

Chu Qingfu smiled slightly.

The autumn wind gives birth to Weishui, and the fallen leaves are full of Chang'an.

In the prosperous world, there are always some people or things, even if they are scattered like leaves in the wind, in this life, they will never forget it.

End of the full text.

Postscript:

New Tang Dynasty Book 142:

Russia and Israel came to sue the mourning of the princess of Shaoning. Lord, the daughter of King Rong, the princess of Shining Kingdom married, to be a concubine. After the return of Ningguo, because he stayed back in the Huzhong, he was Kedun, called Shaoning, and was accompanied by two khans of heroism and heroism. When he was the Khan of Heavenly Relatives, he lived outside, and he had two sons with Yingyi, all of whom were killed by Heavenly Relatives.

The Book of the New Tang Dynasty is the eighth in the biography:

Ningguo, in the first year of the Qianyuan Dynasty, descended back to the Khan of Yingwu. and Khan died, and Hui wanted to be martyred in Ningguo. It is a ruinous cry and refusal, and it is the beginning of the court.