Han Yixuan's eyes were a little wet, and Song Shi slightly pulled out a tissue and handed it over.

He took the tissue and said "thank you".

"The first time I met you, I thought you were a bit like my sister, with big talking eyes like her." Han Yixuan looked at Song Shiwei, and Song Shiwei couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes.

"You haven't contacted me in the past few years, but I haven't forgotten you. I was actually thrilled to meet you at the bar that day......"

Han Yixuan smiled and calmed down again, "That's why I'm so concerned about how you're doing now, don't worry about it." ”

Song Shi nodded slightly, "Thank you!" ”

"When you were talking about the person you wanted to hug ......" Han Yixuan looked at Song Shiwei, "Is it also Doctor Xiao?" ”

When Song Shiwei looked for him that year, he didn't say who it was, but just said that there was a boy she liked, and when she saw him, she wanted to hug him and touch him, she felt that she was sick.

But who it was was not revealed.

At that time, Han Yixuan thought it was her classmate, but she didn't expect it to be someone so much older than her.

That day, he asked Song Shiwei if he had found the person he wanted to hug, he thought it was she who he met later, but now that he thinks about it, it may be the same person.

Song Shi lowered his eyes slightly, hesitated a little, and finally nodded, "Yes, it's him." ”

Han Yixuan's eyes flickered for a moment, hiding his emotions, "In fact, people who suffer from skin hunger have an illusion that they can get pleasure from hugging others, such as blushing, rapid heartbeat, weak legs, and even reaching a high court. ”

"She will be very satisfied and happy to get that hug, and her heart will have a feeling of being filled, and it is easy to become dependent on that person, in fact, it is because she is sick......"

The more Han Yixuan said that Song Shiwei's face became whiter, he was like this, does this mean that he doesn't really like Xiao Yi, but just because of his illness?

"But didn't you say that if you find someone you want to hug him more, you can slowly get better?" Song Shiwei asked.

"Yes, that's what I said." Han Yixuan nodded, "But you were still young at that time, but now that you have grown up, I hope you can tell whether you really love him or just rely on him, and don't make a mistake for your lover." ”

Song Shiwei was a little confused for a moment, she felt that she liked Xiao Yi, but whether she had reached the point of love, she didn't know.

Some people say that if you love someone, you will give everything for him, even her life, she disagrees, she feels that she must love herself first, so that she can love others.

So don't you really love him?

If the blushing and heartbeat when you see him are caused by illness, then you can't be sure if you really like him.

"But don't have too much psychological burden." Han Yixuan comforted Song Shiwei again, "You have a lot of time, you can think slowly, don't be in a hurry to hand yourself over." Maybe it was because he was very good to you when you were a child, and you became attached to him. ”

"Did you know him from a young age?" Han Yixuan stared at Song Shiwei's eyes.

Song Shi nodded slightly.

"That's right, you project your longing for the love of your parents onto him." Han Yixuan said that he had treated Song Shiwei, and naturally knew that her parents had not been around since she was a child, so she got this disease.

"Don't worry, I can continue to treat you, I know you don't have a job now, I can treat you for free, just treat my sister." Han Yixuan said.

Song Shi smiled bitterly, "How embarrassing is that?" ”

"It's okay, it just so happens that we both have secrets, we can help each other." The corners of Han Yixuan's mouth hooked.

"But I can't do anything for you." Song Shi shook his head slightly.

"You don't have to do anything for me, I come to eat with you when I'm lonely, and your refusal is the greatest help to me." Han Yixuan said.

Song Shiwei smiled reluctantly, "Then I still took advantage." ”

But she was not too reluctant in her heart, she felt that she was good alone, and she didn't want a man to enter her life so strongly.

Even if she can't be cured of her illness, she won't bother anyone, and she will live by herself.

She once saw someone on the Internet raise a topic, saying that those of you who don't get married and don't have children will die and no one will bury you in the future.

But now netizens are very powerful and live very transparently.

Someone said, "It doesn't matter, I signed for a body donation." ”

Some people say, "Love is not buried, and when you throw it on the street, it is not me who is afraid." ”

"It's okay to stick to the wall, but to stick it in the wall, I'm introverted."

"Throw me deep mountains and old forests, I ate so many birds and beasts before I was alive, and let them improve their food after I died."

"I'm dead, why do I care so much."

"It's okay, it's okay to expose the corpses in the wilderness, it's not me who scares me.

"If you find a feng shui treasure and bury it, can you still be resurrected?"

"You're afraid of ghosts, but I'm not afraid, because I've joined the camp of ghosts, hahaha."

When she saw this, Song Shiwei also laughed, and after laughing, she really went to learn about the body donation.

Of course, that was the worst scenario, and she had also thought about having a lover and a lovely child, but if not, she still had to live.

She also has a brother, and she won't do anything stupid for him.

However, she will not marry for the sake of getting married, and she will not have children because of the urging of others.

If she wants to get married, it must be because she loves that person, not because of other people's gossip, not because of social pressure and other factors.

Although she thinks that she likes Xiao Yi, if it is really caused by her illness, then don't bother him.

If you lose him because of this, you can't blame others.

Thinking about it like this, Song Shiwei was a little relieved.

Live in the moment, what do you want to do.

I don't know which one will come first, the accident or tomorrow.

Han Yixuan kept looking at Song Shiwei, feeling that her facial expressions had changed in just a few minutes, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"What do you think? Tell me and I'll help you analyze it. Han Yixuan is good and seductive.

Song Shi smiled, "It's nothing, let it be." If God doesn't make me good, then so be it. ”

Han Yixuan was a little surprised, "You still believe in your fate?" ”

Song Shi pursed his lips slightly, "What if you don't believe it, you can't change anything." ”

Han Yixuan frowned, "Some things can be changed, if your illness is cured, maybe there will be a different future." ”

"Really?" Song Shiwei continued to eat, "I am just an ordinary person, what is the future different?" Maybe I'm cured of my illness and find someone to marry and have children, isn't it still an ordinary person? ”

"If you die, you can only live in an urn, and even the urn can be used as a fertilizer."

Han Yixuan frowned, how could he feel that she was so negative, this was not what he wanted to see.