Chapter 119: The Life of This Straw Egg

"Of course I didn't agree, they actually ran to my school to make trouble, saying that I was not filial, ungrateful, and scolded me for all the ugly things, so that I was treated as a joke by my classmates."

Xu Qingmiao's eyes were a little red, the hardships she had endured in her life and the most embarrassing things she had suffered were all given by her family.

She thought that she could get rid of all this by being admitted to college, but who knew that they were so thick-skinned that they actually ran to school to make trouble.

Aren't they ashamed?

They don't have any shame at all, they just lose their own face.

"Then I had no choice but to borrow money. But I'm a poor student, who will lend me money? Speaking of this, Xu Qingmiao's face was gray, maybe that was her darkest moment.

Xiao Yi didn't expect that she had experienced this, and she usually couldn't see it at all.

"I went to sell blood, went to work, overdrew my credit card, borrowed all the website white slips and online loans that I could borrow, plus a scholarship, and made up 200,000 yuan for my family, I said that I can only take out so much, and if I force me again, I will die, so they won't make trouble."

"But they also said that I had given 200,000 for the 400,000 bride price, and I still owe them 200,000."

Xiao Yi was a little angry when he heard this, "Marriage is your brother's own business, don't get married if you don't have money, and it's not your responsibility." Your parents are willing to pay so much money, so they will earn it themselves, why should you let it out? ”

Xu Qingmiao smiled bitterly, "They just think that this is what my sister should do, I refuse to marry that person, it is my fault that I can't earn back the bride price, I should compensate them." ”

"Sometimes I really think that it is better not to give birth to me in the first place, my mother is right, it is better to strangle me when she gives birth to me, so that you don't have to suffer so many crimes."

Xiao Yi had never seen Xu Qingmiao like this, and he couldn't help but feel a little sorry for her.

Is there really such a parent in the world? His family is happy, a little unimaginable.

"Fortunately, I successfully finished graduate school, and at this time, my younger brother wanted to buy a house in the county again, and they found me again. Said I still owe them 200,000. Xu Qingmiao looked bitter, she was alive to be their cash machine.

"Where do I have money when I just graduated, I still owe so much money before, I am tearing down the east wall to make up the west wall, and borrowing this online loan to repay the previous online loan, and the interest is rolling more and more."

"They also offered to let me marry and let me go back to the county hospital in my hometown, saying that working in my hometown can take care of my family and my younger brother."

"How can I finally get rid of them and go back? I disagreed, and there was another big fight. They claimed to sever the father-daughter relationship, and to be honest, at that time I really thought it would be better to break it off, so that I wouldn't have to be so painful. ”

"But how could they let me go? They just pay lip service, I graduated from graduate school, got a good job, and became their cash cow, how can they give up? ”

"They said they were going to come to our hospital to make trouble, and I said you should make trouble, and I lost my job, and they didn't get a penny."

"They seem to have come back to their senses, and they think that what I said makes sense, as long as I am still working, I will have money to take home, and then I will always be their ATM."

Xiao Yi felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't expect Xu Qingmiao to have such a hard time.

In fact, there are many poor families in China, but many parents think about their children, and do not hesitate to smash pots and sell iron for the sake of their children's future, and in order to make their children suffer less, they would rather suffer themselves.

Parents like Xu Qingmiao are also superb.

"Fortunately, in the past few years, the treatment of our hospital has been relatively good, and I have paid off my previous debts, and I have sent some money back one after another. This year, I gritted my teeth and took out a loan to buy the current house. ”

"Although it's just a small two-bedroom apartment, I finally have a place to stay."

"But now, my brother said that he wanted to change to a big house, and he came to me to ask for money, and I still have so many mortgages."

Xiao Yi's brows furrowed, "They are endless, do you want you to raise them for the rest of your life?" ”

"As long as I'm still working, as long as I'm not married, they won't be able to let me go. But how dare I marry someone like this? I'm afraid of being looked down upon, I'm afraid that if I get married, they will go to my in-laws' house to make trouble, and I really can't afford to lose this person. ”

"I'd rather never get married for the rest of my life than sell myself and give them a bride price."

"Then you can't delay your whole life because of them." Xiao Yi said.

Xu Qingmiao shook her head, "Even if you get married, you may not have a good life, you haven't seen through it in the hospital for so long?" How many of these women in the hospital are served by men? ”

"How many men like you are there who take care of themselves? Besides, you are in love now, can you guarantee that you will be consistent with Xiao Song for the rest of your life? ”

"I can!" Xiao Yi suddenly turned pale.

Xu Qingmiao was stunned for a moment and smiled, "Even if you can, you are one in a million, I don't dare to guarantee that I can meet such a good man." Rather than marry those scumbags, I'd rather be single for the rest of my life. ”

"At least I don't have to serve his family after serving, I still have to cook after work, I have to give birth, I have to give money, and I am forced by my in-laws to rely on my own money."

"Alas, life is too short, so let's get by!"

"Then you can't keep hiding, they know that you work here, and sooner or later they will come to you." Xiao Yi frowned slightly.

Xu Qingmiao laughed at herself, a little helpless, "I just want to get a good night's sleep tonight, and avoid it for a while." ”

"Sometimes I really want to go away and go to a place where no one is around, so that they can never find me again."

Xiao Yi looked at her, "Actually, you can, change the number and find a place that no one knows, they really may not be able to find you when the country is so big." It's all like this, do they have anything else to remember from you? ”

Xu Qingmiao was silent, she hadn't thought about it, but could she really do it?

Chinese parents have such a ability, while PUA you, while asking for you, and at the same time saying that it is good for you, kidnapping you with family affection.

You have to pay, but you also have to understand their difficulties, and you really feel guilty about breaking off the relationship.

It is struggling on the edge of pain, cutting constantly, and sorting out the mess.

Xu Qingmiao was silent for a while, "Maybe one day, I really disappeared, don't be surprised, it may be that I figured it out......"

Xiao Yi nodded, "I hope you figure it out sooner." ”

"Since you're here, I'll go down and take a look at my girlfriend and I'll be right back."

"Go ahead!" Xu Qingmiao nodded, leaned back on the chair, and sighed heavily.

This fucking life!

Xiao Yi went to the seventh floor and walked to Su Jing's ward, Song Shiwei had already rented a bed to lie on the side, drawing the curtain and talking to Su Jing.

"Weiwei!" Xiao Yi called softly.

"Why are you here?" Song Shiwei sat up, Su Jing looked over, and said with a smile, "Weiwei, you go, I'm just sleepy and go to sleep first." ”

Song Shi got up slightly, Xiao Yi took her hand, walked to the end of the corridor where there was no one, and encircled her in his arms, "Are you okay today, have you walked a lot in the afternoon, are you tired?" ”

"It's fine!" Song Shi shook his head slightly, and accompanied Su Jing upstairs and downstairs to do various examinations in the afternoon, and now his legs are a little swollen.

"Go to my lounge and I'll give you a massage." Xiao Yi stroked Song Shiwei's long hair.

"Don't you need it? Will there be anyone? Song Shi looked up at him slightly, and the fluorescent lamp shone in her eyes, as if it was flashing.

"No, Dr. Xu is in the duty room, and there is no one in the lounge for the time being. I'll go over for a moment, and I'll drop you off later. Xiao Yi took Song Shiwei's hand.

(End of chapter)