The letter arrived in Lijiang, and it took several days to find the Jingyuan where Su Jing lived.

After all, there are countless homestays in Lijiang, and it is not easy to check them one by one.

Standing in front of the gate of Jingyuan, the letter was a little timid, will Su Jing meet herself?

He knocked on the door, and it was a long time before a woman in a national dress came to open the door.

"I'm sorry, we don't entertain tourists." Ji Hong smiled politely.

"I'm not here to stay, I'm here to find Su Jing, she's here, right?" The letter is a bit of a sting, I'm afraid that others already know their own business.

"Are you ......" Ji Hong had already guessed a few points, and still asked.

Feng Han's expression dimmed, "I'm Su Jing's...... Ex-husband, I'm here to find her. ”

Ji Hong's face changed, "But she doesn't want to see you!"

"You haven't asked yet, how do you know she doesn't want to see me?" The letter was anxious, "I searched for several days to find this, you just let me meet her!" ”

Ji Hong shook her head and didn't give in at all, "When you called Song Shiwei a few days ago, she guessed that you would come, so she said that she wouldn't see you, so you better go!" ”

"Maybe she wants to see me again now? You let me in, I'll take a look and leave! The letter was so anxious that Ji Hong wanted to break in.

Song Shiwei heard the movement and walked out, and looked at the letter coldly, "Su Jing said that she didn't want to see you, so let's go!" ”

"Song Shiwei ......" the letter was full of pain, "Su Jing, how is she, is she okay?" ”

"Not good, not good at all!" Song Shi's face was slightly cold, "She was tortured by illness to the point that she was only skinny and bones, she couldn't sleep well all night, she couldn't eat, she rolled on the bed in pain." ”

"How could she be so well?"

"I ......" the letter's eyes turned red, "I know, it's all my fault, she should hate me." However, I really know that I am wrong, I want to make amends, I want to take care of her......"

"You're looking too highly of yourself." Song Shi sneered slightly, "I thought she hated you, but she said she didn't, she said she didn't want to waste time on people like you." ”

"You make it up, how do you make it up? Can you make her better? Can you stop her pain? Or can you make her happy? ”

"All her pain is what you inflicted on her, how can you make up for it? Why are you embarrassed to take care of her? ”

"She only feels sick when she sees you, it only makes her more uncomfortable, do you think she won't die fast enough?" Song Shi said slightly.

"I, I'm not ......" The letter was so stunned that he couldn't speak, and Song Shiwei's words were like a sharp knife stabbing at his body, stabbing him to the ground.

"I just want to meet her, I want to ask for her forgiveness, I want to tell her I know I was wrong,......" the letter muttered.

"But Su Jing doesn't want to see you, are you still going against her will?" Song Shi said coldly.

"Then, I'll come back another day......" Feng Han pulled his suitcase and left in despair.

Song Shi breathed a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that the letter would be entangled, and he was still a little self-aware.

Back in the room, Su Jing sat in a wheelchair without a trace of expression on her face, like a wooden man.

"Su Jing......" Song Shiwei was a little apprehensive, I don't know if what I just said will be too much?

Su Jing's face fluctuated slightly, turned her head to look at Song Shiwei, and smiled weakly, "You said it well, next time you will scold him for me." I don't want to see him, and I don't want to die! ”

"Okay, I got it!" Song Shiwei's eyes turned red, she knew that Su Jing's heart must be very painful, she just kept pretending not to care.

She didn't want them to worry, and she was forcing herself not to be soft-hearted. Once the heart is soft, the persistence during this period of time is meaningless, and I am too sorry for the efforts made in the past few years.

She didn't want to be a virgin, and she didn't want to forgive that man even if she died.

Some people may say that reconciling with him is reconciling with yourself, that kind of chicken soup is better to drink less, anyway, what is it to reconcile with him, just to die with him, and live and die to see each other!

In the next few days, a letter would come to Su Jing every day, but Su Jing still refused to see him, so he sat at the door and talked to himself.

On this day, he brought some food, saying that it was Su Jing's favorite food when they were in love before, and he wanted her to taste it.

Su Jing said that she doesn't like to eat these now. Besides, these things are so hard, how can she eat them, do you want to make her more uncomfortable? Song Shi sneered slightly.

"I—I didn't expect ......" the letter blushed.

"Didn't expect that? What else can you think of? Keep saying that you love her, you don't know the most basic aspects of esophageal cancer, and you still say that you want to take care of her, do you want to take care of her to death? Song Shiwei mocked.

Feng Han was speechless, Su Jing used to do this, he just ate it.

These were still things that he had managed to remember, thinking that maybe they would evoke her memories of the good life before, but he didn't expect that she would not be able to eat it now.

It turned out that he didn't love her as much as he imagined, so he didn't put her feelings first, and he felt more and more guilty about the letter.

A few days later, the letter brought some gadgets again, saying that it was for Su Jing to relieve her boredom.

was also thrown out by Song Shiwei, "Su Jing said that she doesn't like these now, don't be sentimental anymore!" ”

Feng Han squatted on the ground and picked up broken things, which she used to like, and he laughed at her and never bought them for her.

Now he remembered, but she didn't.

A few days later, the letter brought a large pigeon egg ring with a sparkling diamond.

He said that he had promised to buy it for Su Jing before, but when he first got married, he had no money, so he only bought an ordinary platinum ring, and now he wants to make up for her.

Song Shiwei and Su Jing communicated with each other on their mobile phones, and Su Jing said, "Throw it away!" ”

Song Shiwei's hand was raised, and the ring was thrown on the ground, stained with dust.

"Su Jing said, there is no point, let's keep it for your future wife!" Song Shiwei was conscientious and a good messenger.

The tears of the letter rolled down, "There will be no wife, there will never be again, I only have one wife in this life, Su Jing." ”

Song Shi sneered slightly, how many men swore before marriage, saying that they would be good to women for a lifetime, but after getting married, they forgot their original vows.

How many men swear to guard their wives for the rest of their lives before their sickbeds, but they get married and have children in less than two years, and they don't remember what their wives look like.

"If you knew today, why bother in the first place?"

"Late affection is cheaper than grass!"

Song Shiwei said fiercely.

Feng Han picked up the ring and walked away, he still remembered that when he got married, he held her hand in the palm of his hand, and he said, "When I have money, I will buy you a big diamond ring, pigeon eggs, which are bigger than the one worn by a certain star." ”

Su Jing chuckled, not doubting his sincerity at all, and she said, "Okay, I'm waiting for you to buy me a big diamond ring." ”

But he didn't remember it for a long time, if it weren't for Su Jing's terminal illness now, he might not be able to remember.

So they all deserve it, and they are to blame.