Xiao Dingbei walked over with his head sullen, only walked to him, looked up and glanced at her secretly, and then sat down next to her, bowing his head and not speaking.

Su Zhiwei was a little inexplicable, "You asked Chonghua to ask me out?" ”

Xiao Dingbei didn't speak, still keeping his head down.

Su Zhiwei frowned, "Actually, if you want to see me, you can ask me directly, and you shouldn't go through the Chonghua County Lord." ”

After another pause, "You can't be unaware of her heart for you." ”

This is a bit cruel to Chonghua.

"I was wrong again." He muffled.

"Again?"

"Forcing Jiang Moyan to reconcile with you, making trouble in the palace, and going on a hunger strike, it's all wrong."

Su Zhi smiled, "It's rare that you will admit your mistakes." ”

"And."

"And?"

"I didn't agree to marry you back then, and I was wrong."

Su Zhiwei thought for a moment, "Do you know something?" ”

Xiao Dingbei raised his head, there were tears in his eyes, "I wanted to go to see you, but I was stopped by Lianxin at the door, she scolded me, I felt wronged, and after arguing with her, she told me what had happened over the years, and I knew ......"

Speaking of this, the tears in the corners of Xiao Dingbei's eyes finally fell.

"I didn't know that so many things happened later, so that you had no choice but to withdraw from the marriage between the two of us and marry Jiang Moyan."

"I thought that in just one or two years, I could make a lot of achievements, and then marry you in style."

"It's not like I'm completely out of no, I've written to you again, I've written a lot, I've been waiting for you to reply, but I haven't waited."

The more he spoke, the lower Xiao Dingbei's head was pierced, and his voice was crying.

Su Zhiwei had mixed feelings for a while, she waited for him back in this life, and waited until he told her that she was wrong, but in the previous life, she didn't wait until she died.

So it's really late, and the belated apology or compensation can't erase the regret at the time.

"You've written so many letters, but I haven't received any of them." Su Zhiwei sighed.

At that time, the war was raging, and the news was cut off, and she did not know what he was thinking, and he did not know what she was going through.

Xiao Dingbei raised his head and looked at Su Zhiwei with red eyes, "Your father was embarrassed by Yangzhou Mansion, your house was robbed by horse thieves, your parents were killed, you were seriously ill in bed, Jiangjiakeng lied to you, I was not by your side, and I failed to be your backer." Later, when I learned that you were married, I was even more cowardly and did not dare to return to Beijing, not knowing that you were in dire straits. ”

Speaking of this, Xiao Dingbei suddenly got up and knelt down.

"Zhiwei, what should I do, I have caused you to suffer so much, I can't wait to kill myself."

Su Zhiwei looked at the person who knelt in front of him, bowing his head and repenting, and felt extremely uncomfortable. Eight years have passed, he is no longer the handsome young man, and she is no longer the girl of the Su family, the years are ruthless, so that they can't regain their youth.

"Xiao Dingbei, you are not wrong, you don't have to make amends to me. My today is not caused by you, it's just that this world owes me the Su family and me. ”

"I should protect you." Xiao Dingbei said with red eyes.

Su Zhiwei shook his head, "No one has to protect anyone, after all, I didn't marry you, and you don't have that responsibility for me." Later, I married Jiang Moyan, saying that I had no choice, but it was also to find a safe haven, and I didn't want to marry someone who was not my lover, and it was not your fault. ”

"Knowing the ......"

"And then I fell in love with someone again, you know who. He helped me in times of crisis, accompanied me when I was lonely, and amused me when I was sad. Maybe when I married Jiang Moyan, I still loved you, but after he appeared, he took your place in my heart, and I only loved him. ”

"It's Xie Rin."

"Well, you don't think he's good, but I think he's good. Even if I don't live long, in the last days, I just want to love him, and there is no third person who will not be disturbed. After I die, if I can wait below, I will wait for him to be with me, and we will make an agreement for the next life. ”

Speaking of this, the corners of Su Zhiwei's mouth curled, and he turned his head to look at Xiao Dingbei.

"And our relationship has passed for too long, too long, and it is you, not me, that can't let go. Before, in the palace, I promised you to reconcile with Jiang Moyan, I was for Xie Rin, not for you. I said I wanted to talk to you, and that's what I was talking about. Xiao Dingbei, don't pester me anymore, and don't say anything crazy about dying with me, your wishful thinking makes me really annoyed. ”

Hearing these words, Jiang Moyan smiled bitterly and lowered his head.

"I've been lying to myself, you're just angry with me, but you must still love me, and now, I can't fool myself."

"Xiao Dingbei, go back to Yunbei. That's where you live. ”

Xiao Dingbei let out a long sigh, "Maybe I should really go, it's time to go." ”

Saying that, Xiao Dingbei stood up, glanced at Su Zhiwei deeply, and then walked down the mountain with his shoulders drooped.

Seeing Xiao Dingbei's back walking away, Su Zhiwei retracted her gaze, looked at the bowl of wine in front of her, she picked it up and poured a big sip.

After another while, Chonghua and Chu Wan returned.

Chonghua also looked like he had done something wrong, "He begged my ......"

Seeing that Su Zhiwei's face was not good, she hurriedly apologized, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have been involved in the matter between you, but when he begged me, I relented." ”

Su Zhiwei shook his head and looked at the county lord of Chonghua, "I have already made it clear to him." ”

"Did he listen, then?"

"I guess I heard that."

Chonghua patted his chest, "That's good, the old lady told me that he was like a demon these days, and once he went to the coffin shop to order a coffin for the joint burial of husband and wife, but the old lady was frightened." ”

"I persuaded him to go back to Yunbei."

Chonghua nodded, "It's good to go back to Yunbei, lest he go crazy again." ”

Chu Wan had a worried look on her face, "It's not early, let's take a boat back early." ”

Chonghua thought of something, "Let's go now." ”

Su Zhiwei wanted to say that it was still early and she could sit for a while, but they had already urged her to get up.

Thinking that Chu Wan was inconvenient in the end, Su Zhiwei didn't open her mouth and followed them down the mountain. After only a few steps, she always felt as if a pair of eyes were staring at her, looking around, but she couldn't see anything.

When they came to the ferry, there was a boat waiting there, and the three of them went up.

The boatman was a middle-aged man, and he rowed away without waiting for them to be ready.

"This person, what's in a hurry?" Chonghua whispered.

The lake is so large that it takes about half an hour to get from one side to the other. The three of them talked while enjoying the scenery and laughed constantly.

When the boat reached the middle of the lake, Chu Wan sighed, "The bottom of the boat is seeping!" ”

Su Zhiwei and Chonghua looked down and saw that a lot of water had seeped into the bottom of the boat.

"Boatman, your ship ......"

Chonghua wanted to remind the boatman, but when he looked up, he saw that the boatman had left them and jumped into the lake and swam away!