Today, I'm home again and the vibe feels a little different. I opened the door of the rental room and saw a family of three, my wife, son and daughter were all there, but my wife was a little more worried, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that she had been disappointed in me.

She was in the hall, looking at her phone, and said slightly: "I'm back, what to eat?"

"Whatever," I replied lightly.

I feel that this society is under a lot of pressure, I bought stocks secretly with a friend for two years last year, and I originally owed 20,000 yuan, but because I wanted to make quick money to fill it, and it was a credit loan to buy at that time, I owed a lot of money to a certain treasure, and I smashed it all up, and I didn't tell my wife, and then I met my daughter was born, the company laid off employees, and my life was too depressing, but I still didn't confess.

What am I doing, forcing a smile every day to go home, looking at my beloved Lingling, and my five-year-old son and two-year-old daughter, although it feels like I can still hold on, but until today a phone call.

"Hello! You are Liu Yanyu, I am the manager of XX Bank, you still have an installment credit loan that has not been repaid, if you don't repay it today, you will notify the people at home! The customer service manager of the loan said politely.

"Okay!" I replied in a dead heart.

In the end, I still didn't pay it back.

It hurts, I've mended the east wall for so many years, but the west wall has been demolished again, the hole is getting bigger and bigger, and this year there are layoffs. I feel like I'm dying.

When I got home, I knew what was going on, and my heart ached, and I was sorry for this home. I couldn't forgive myself either, and at that moment my heart ached, and I felt dizzy, and I heard the spirit call me, "You can't leave us behind, hit the street, you still owe me a lot"

"What am I doing, Lingling, I'm here, I'm here, I'm shouting, I'm going to give you back a pen" I tried my best to catch my body, but I couldn't go, and then I felt like it was gone for a while...

"You're awake?" An old woman shouted unexpectedly.

I didn't answer, I looked around in surprise, this is a cave?, what about the wife, what about the son, what about the daughter, why is there only an old woman by the side, and it is still made of banana leaves, a little animal skin, strung clothes.

I ran out like crazy, "Lingling, Guan Lingling, where are you, you hit the street, don't you want me?" “

Why, it's all starry sky and woods outside, where the hell is this?

All of a sudden, sitting on the ground, dreaming, maybe it was time to wake up, I slapped "snap", pain.

Suddenly, there was a childish voice, "There is an uncle, stupid, Ma Ma come and take a look, she said something I don't understand." “

I didn't speak, I looked at the 3-year-old girl and remembered my daughter. And I burst into tears, and wept T_T.

After cleaning up my mood and being polite, I asked the old woman, "Auntie, where is this?" “

"Sishan," the old woman replied politely.

"How did I get here?" asked looking at the fire at the mouth of the cave.

"I picked it up from the Shangyuan River, and Uncle Gorilla said that this child was very kind to him, so he saved you," the little girl said.

I didn't speak.

"Have a good rest, and tomorrow I will take you to the tribe to meet everyone," the old woman said gently.

I pondered where this was, how I got here, and wasn't I in the dormitory, but I couldn't think of an answer and fell asleep.