A father-son conversation that travels through time and space
My father and I haven't talked a lot about life and learning for a long time. I barely spoke, and after graduating, I started a new journey, but I met the best of times and the worst times. I think about my family, especially in the last few years, but every time I meet my father, I don't know what to say. But as I got older, I felt lonely and didn't know if it was like that for adults.
After dinner, go back to the cave,
"Uncle Orangutan, I feel like I'm here and I'm glad to see you, really." I fiddled with the firewood with a twig.
"We too, watching my granddaughter be a lot more lively, I also think of his days." Uncle Scarlet sat aside a little red-eyed.
"Uncle Orangutan, do you believe there is another world?" I said suddenly.
"I didn't believe it before, but since you came, I felt kind, but from your performance, I don't feel like a person here." Uncle Gorilla replied.
"Maybe I'm him, from a different world, I don't have this related memory, but I have memories of other worlds." I added some firewood and rubbed my eyes.
"He's gone, isn't it like you've left the place you came from, quietly, and everything has been put down?" Uncle Gorilla looked up.
"How can he put it down, for him, anything can be put down, but his relatives can't let it go," I replied through gritted teeth.
"That's good, he's under a lot of pressure, I can see it, but as a father, I don't know how to help, I watched him grow up since he was a child, and the distance is getting farther and farther away with age," Uncle Gorilla replied.
"Well, the pressure is really high, every world, the same people, there will be a lot of pressure, almost crushed his last straw, causing him to come and leave here", I couldn't help but shed tears.
"But he never spoke to me." Uncle Gorilla was a little excited.
"When he is an adult, he feels that he can take care of everything alone, but he forgets that he cares about the person he cares about, and he doesn't want too many people to worry about him," I said.
But he still didn't understand, and left. Tong was left behind, and the crazy woman. Uncle Gorilla replied.
"Maybe he's back now, and he won't turn so much. Crazy woman: "I thought it must be her.
"It's good to come back, I hope he won't go anymore, my granddaughter can't stand it, my father is old, I don't know how long I can move." Uncle Gorilla said.
"Grow up, he hopes to be like this in the future, stay by his family's side, the pressure may be lifted over time," I said.
"Times are changing, time is changing, what remains unchanged is affection." Uncle Gorilla replied.
"He knew it would," I said.
"What he has experienced, his father has also experienced, but his father has not done a good job, so he has not been able to do better," Uncle Gorilla said.
"He probably never blamed his father, maybe he was more grateful, because he had at least a carefree year, maybe he thought the same way, so much pressure." I looked in the direction in which Tong was sleeping.
"It's good to be here, what Tong needs is to grow up happily, not to achieve anything," Uncle Gorilla said.
"He understood."
In fact, there is a person who is even more sorry, that is, I did not give a complete childhood to my son, this time and space, where is he, I looked at Xinghuo, remembered the previous request to him, beat him, hated him for not being my words, and said that I can't wait for my father to die, in fact, I love him the most, and he owes the most, and when I grow up, I hope he won't carry so much as I do, so I try my best, but it is contrary to what I thought. Or childhood should not be burdened with any effort like adults think.
Maybe now and in the future, I will never forget what I said, remember the home behind me, the past me, and the people in front of me, I sleep with peace of mind.